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Jun 2018 · 267
bus thoughts
A D Jun 2018
we all want to be lost.
      ..and yet, want to be found.
I could say, night commute is one of my happy places. The tiring yet calm feeling after the whole day rush, knowing you had accomplished another day again.
Sep 2017 · 547
inevitable (haiku)
A D Sep 2017
do we actually ,
needed to feel and be hurt,
to know we are healed?
I don't know if I make any sense :/
Sep 2017 · 2.4k
5 things of what i did today
A D Sep 2017
5 - 5 cups of coffee, i drowned myself.
4 - 4 times i break down, yet reasons are still unknown.
3 - 3 chapters of book i keep on reading.
2 - 2am here, another day is coming.
1 - 1 reason of living over thousands of ending,
and that's what keeps me going.
i know it's a ****** poem :/ i just really need to get it out. anyway, for those with same situation as i am, take your time :) be patient with yourself. we are doing the best we can.
Oct 2016 · 530
time out (10w)
A D Oct 2016
in this fast paced world…
you make time go slower.
May 2016 · 673
fake flowers
A D May 2016
he speak flowery words,
but trust me, they will never bloom.
ever.
Why do guys love to make ladies fall for them? Or likewise.
Mar 2016 · 346
flavour
A D Mar 2016
the first kiss tastes like rain,
the last tastes like rust.
I've just watched hozier's cherry wine mv. End violence.
Dec 2015 · 558
synopsis
A D Dec 2015
2010: "i'm gonna be a new me"
2011: "this is it. i swear to be better me than then"
2012: "let's try to save ourselves"
2013: "what's happenin'?"
2014: "i don't care. i'm stoppin."
2015: "i'm getting tired of this ****"
2016: "i'm starting over again"
Tbh i'm rolling my eyes while writing this. This is just rly cliche. But this is actually the summary of what i went through. I got rly depressed and almost "getting in the end of the book" the past few years. Idk if 2016 will rly happen or i'll ****** up again. I dont rly ******* know. I just dont want to imagine or hope for a life i want. I'm just getting tired of myself rly. I do rly try. Maybe i need to try harder. Does anyone went through these? Or i'm just rly ****** up?
Sep 2015 · 884
cont;nue
A D Sep 2015
she exhaled the smokes of her cigarettes,
along with her dreams that she always kept;
She's not my friend. We've known each other by names only.
And she told me about everything she's going through. And i told her don't let your story end. And i think, i'm telling that to myself too.
Apr 2015 · 596
trust issue
A D Apr 2015
you said you're a man of your words..
but your words wasn't man enough..
I just want to rip my prof's head, game of thrones style. He's the epitome of unfairness.
Jan 2015 · 499
guilty plessure
A D Jan 2015
i steal glances from you..
and you steal glances from her..
and it's a cycle i'm torturing myself to.
Ugh to crushes.
Jul 2014 · 526
detached
A D Jul 2014
i can't sleep..

you breathe in

i breathe out

our breathing..
it's out of sync.
Should everything be synced with someone you love? And i'm actually alone in bed. Hard truth.
Jul 2014 · 1.1k
selfless (10w)
A D Jul 2014
i can't do this..
    but i am doing it anyway
I have to. If not my mom will throw me out. IN DUMP. Sigh...
Jul 2014 · 1.6k
turned on
A D Jul 2014
here's a funny story,
my ******* gets a *****
whenever a homphobe is in the corner
for LGBT's
Jul 2014 · 5.4k
freedom
A D Jul 2014
unsaid thoughts
rots in brain

...so let them out
and flow with vain
Jul 2014 · 969
judge
A D Jul 2014
what is it to bare..
when i'm already *undressed?
for the ******* nth time, don't judge the book by it's cover
Jul 2014 · 524
location
A D Jul 2014
on giant's shoulder i sit,
it's the best feeling my heart has beat,
not a chance everyone has meet.
I do really want to have a friend giant or titan or troll or just a huge, tall man. That's all. (And it's actually my location.)
Jul 2014 · 456
little convo
A D Jul 2014
“hello poetry”* i said
and you reply “hi, my friend.
got anything in your head?”

and i almost laugh of dread,
because there's nothing left
but a brain that's almost dead.

“just type it up, my friend.
whatever you bled”

you said with a breath.

then, here i am
for a minute or two,
created another without a clue
but if you just knew,
i don't know how to end this little blue..
I guess, i was just typing words after words here. I know, the bled is kind of morbid.
Jul 2014 · 361
dreams
A D Jul 2014
..reality doesn't happen there,
wake up i dare.
Right?
Jul 2014 · 4.3k
truth
A D Jul 2014
do you know life?
do you understand life?
me neither.
but i do know one thing,
even if you're nothing
or the everything,
**not
everyone
gets
a
happy
ending
Don't get me wrong, i'm not suicidal.  Srsly.
Jul 2014 · 3.3k
mom
A D Jul 2014
mom
i'm disappointed enough on myself
and the last thing i need is your disappointment on me
Jul 2014 · 8.9k
other side of love
A D Jul 2014
your smile,
it makes me sad
like the eiffel tower alone in stand
your laugh,
it makes me gloom
like a flower that never bloom
your voice,
it makes me seethe
like an angry man that can't breathe
your face,
it makes me brood
like a woman that's never been wooed
for i have fallen in love
with a man my existence will never know
for all the fangirls
Jun 2014 · 1.1k
broke
A D Jun 2014
i was about to fly
then, i remember..
**i have no wings
It's those times where you're happy, feeling like you're on the top of the world. Then, there's one bad reason, just one, that ruins it all.
Jun 2014 · 1.7k
dinner
A D Jun 2014
shout here, shout there..
shout there, shout here..
you see, the food is yummy
but not with shouting mummy and daddy.

shout here, shout there..
shout there, shout here..
you see, i keep on eating
but my tongue taste nothing.

silence here, silence there..
silence there, silence here..
you see, i finished my food
and tomorrow the shouting to be continued.
Well, our neighbors had been fighting again and i thought "how was their dinner?". And also this is my first.

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