You was looking straight in my eyes
Your look was killing me
LITERALLY
My head hurt me,me heart was breaking
Some tears fell down on my face
I was dying
But i smiled,i was happy
I was happy because i was killed by my biggest love
Happy to be killed by you.

And when you smile I see the heaven
When you smile I see the stars
And even in the darkest hours
The light of the moon comes out
When you smile my tears are drying
I am happy with my self
I put the sad words behind
I put the rasors back in the shelf
And when you smile I feel
Like I'm the only one in the world
And i dont feel alone
I feel like thats my home.
And i dont want to miss you
I dont want you to be gone
I want you next to me
I want to be in the heart of a loved one.

I know you're not beautiful
And the whole world can tell me the same
But you'll always be perfect to me
With all your imperfections and flaws
The times when you're angry
Sad,happy,nervous,confused
With smile on your face,with tears in your eyes
With your lips on my mouth,with your knife through my heart.
Always.
I love you always.

Build a wall
So i cant watch you
Because everytime i see you
I fall in love again and again
And my heart breaks
Again and again
Because from the first time when i saw you
i died thousand times
And i'll die a thousand more
Because i want to jump and hug you
Everythime i see you alone.

Is it so easy to die?
Is it so easy to go away and be forgotten
They just give you away
To God
To the sky
Everyone is hoping for a better live somewhere in the heaven
But lets be honest
We dont believe in such things
You'll be down...deep inside the ground
The worms will eat you
And in about 40 years you'll be absolutely gone
Nothing will be left
And if you call it heaven
Then have a nice time there.

Kiss my lips
Slowly,gentle and kind
Come and kiss my lips
You know we both suffer for eachother
And you know that i'd never do the first step.
So come and kiss my lips.
Make me feel loved,make me die in your arms.

One day I thought I'm in love
Like i felt butterflies in my stomach
Few seconds later i realised...
It was just my anxiety.