kay - Hello Poetry

kay 1d

was it your twisted time?
or was it just a figment of my mind?
I built my wall so high
it reached above the sky
you built your ego so bright
that I was even blinded in your sight

you made yourself so right,
so it seems.

i break my wall so briskly
never thought that it was all too risky.

i crashed,
I crashed,
I CRASHED.

I did not see the sign
I lost track of time
i-
I, would've thought that you were mine
but that was only a figment of my mind
a figment
of my mind

I did not pick up this pen
for you
only to repress my hand down all the way
and spill all this ink over my bleeding hands

but you,
wouldn't know it anyway
i burnt
behind you all the way.

i don't even take an hour, but you wanted those 2 hours instead.

#life #relation #mundane #shattered #broke #heart #lost #unprecedented

kay Mar 2022

let go, and let go.

I let go of my hand today
because no one showed me the way,
I have nothing to pay
because no one asked me to stay.

emotions and pride have clouded my judgment.

i lost, again.

#life #friend #melancholy #truth #lost #letgo #story

kay Sep 2021

breathe

would you let me breathe?
listen to all the ***** you say
needed space but there's no way
even I can't quit with a pray

everyone keeps on talking
but there's no one listening
to put the world on my back
instead of my hand

puts so much weight on the words
puts so much weight on the thoughts
everyone's in a rush
with no moment of hush

can we sit down and talk?
can we take a moment to breathe?
can we not run but walk?
can we take a moment to breathe?

everyone relax and let me breathe for a second, please.

#life #live #breathe #exhale #tired #suffocate #sit #slowdown #rush #melancholy

kay Sep 2021

singurătate

you,
who acquire a very delicate heart
was hurt too many times
that you don’t feel pain anymore.

you,
who became numb of all things
has finally found everything tedious
and live in absolute indifference.

for you,
the world only holds the color
of black and white,
even with no shade of grey
or everything in between.

it has become a part of who you are,
in solitude, utter numbness, apathetic

empty.
nothing.

this is who you truly are, no?

#life #empty #solitude #numb #apathetic #feeling #alone #melancholy #nothing

kay Aug 2021

étrangers.

for if one day,
one day,
we're destined to meet again
let's pretend, that you and I,
vous et moi,
are complete strangers

who stumble upon one another for the very first time.

for the history of us,
the you and I of the old renaissance,
the you and I,
who even made Paris and Helen envious

has ceased to exist.

that's what you've always wanted, isn't it?

#life #love #ends #broken #heart #history #relationship #strangers

kay Jul 2021

it is grief

grief,
for a mother has lost her child

grief,
for a sister has lost her brother

grief,
for a friend who has lost his grandfather

grief,
for our azure has cried for us

grief,
for the soil is losing its place for us

grief,
for that's the only thing that we can do now

it is the thing we've been doing now.

#life #grief #lost #sadness #family #universe #love #situation #hardship #pandemic

kay Mar 2021

cinnte

bruno major said,
"what if the world is a hopeless place
and we're scared to admit
that we're alone"

we've known the world is a beautiful place
but we're on our own

definitely on our own.

from Bruno Majors On Our Own song.

#life #alone #song #ourown #sad #melancholy #hopeless #people #world