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Eva Ellen Aug 2015
Once upon a hell of a time,
Where
Memories happen without warning,
Tomorrow never was
Home
and some of us stay and some of us don't.
Will you,
Creature Untamed,
Future Imperfect,
Crack life open?
You can have it all.
Because it is just the right amount of wrong.
Hooked on a feeling.
Curiosity:
It feels electric.
Eva Ellen Jun 2015
There's a hole
in the pit
of the abyss
that sits
tucked under my lungs
and below my breath
But it's leaking
and seeping
it's black stinking
****
into my veins
corrupting my brains
until all I taste is sour disappointment
and all I feel is fear
dripping up my spine
into my ear
where there's always ringing
a quiet whispering
always giving
me
a keen sense
of my unwanted loneliness
I sip swallow spit the sickening knot of jealousy
because they confuse anxiety
with insanity
But I know there's something wrong
Doubt weakens my bones and I cannot move on
I see nothing around me
That's what got me here in the first place
Eva Ellen Apr 2015
I go to hold your hand,
only to find that it's not empty.
I try to fix your broken heart,
only to find it already mended.
I ask to fill your days,
only to see your calendar's full.
I go to kiss you gently,
only to feel that your lips are wet.
I try to say, "I love you",
only to find that you're not listening.
I look into your baby blues,
only to see someone else inside.
I can never truly call you mine,
if you already belong to another.
Eva Ellen Apr 2015
Sip from my soft, silky soul
Bite my hot, ****** heart
Devour my dangerously divulgent dreams
Feed on my forgotten fears
Wash it down with my whispered words
Help yourself to my everything

You say love makes you strong
You need me so you can grow
I give you my body and mind
Until I have nothing left
Except the gnawing feeling
Of being hungry...
Eva Ellen Apr 2015
hot wet grip squirm throb lick whisper gasp groan
touch yes gooey sticky heat rushed seize ****
hush drool coy moan grab push pull eat eye-roll
tease yes swirl soft shiny squeeze tasty tongue

fingers **** ***** ugh unf yes breath *******
pound lips hard angry bite slap choke spank stroke
pant blow yes rub tan pale mumble please pink
flutter mutter sigh gasp heart pause oh yes

arms legs quiver plead whine feel beg body
yes tense grunt **** smooth play two deep desperate
*** fasterdeeper passion yes slow no
yes sudden laugh bruise scratch oh yes shake kiss

love yes smug yes come yes scream yes wow you
yes close spit swallow peck pet soft sleep dream
Eva Ellen Feb 2015
You're hiding something from me;
It's not a secret, ******, lover, or family.
It's your heart;
I can't feel it.
You never meant to set it free.
Eva Ellen Nov 2014
Dear ,
You will never read this letter
Of this I am certain
Our friendship will be better
I hope.
I will take the burden.

Dear _
,
I am lucky to call you friend
And I never will forget
And while I don't want it to end
Never.
I'm filling with regret.

Dear
,
You are innocent
But every new girl is like a knife
If romantic comedies are real life
I am the one.
But of this you are ignorant.

Dear
,
You don't hesitate to risk love
You trust strangers completely
Why don't you look to me?
I am here.
Happiness won't come from above.

Dear
,
Do you not see?
How much I try and care?
Do you think just friends share
as much as we do?
They don't.

Dear _
,
Hey, you
We could be something real
I know you are looking to feel
true love. I know.
I am too.

With Love.
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