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Dec 2022 · 505
444
dilshé Dec 2022
444
coincidence?
synchronicity?
or
correspondence
of the soul?
triple 4s
catch my sight,
everywhere I go.
providence?
abundance?
alignment
of dimensions?
444              4,4,4
             4
4:44      4
              4
perhaps
delusion ,
happenstance..
or
divine
intervention.
thoughts ?
Dec 2022 · 384
not desperate
dilshé Dec 2022
.



I swear there's no desperation ,
~  I'm inoculated with self love.
an amelioration in self appreciation ,
I've taught myself the how.



yet the velvet core in my heart ~
yearns to be caressed
& engulfed in warmth ,
~  feeling summery Hawaii  ~
with no snare or snag or con.



for I give the world ,
all my tender zeal ,
and unsolicited adoration  -


    which backfires, 9 out of 10 ,
     Though I never seek, reciprocation.

But, there exists...

                      a glint

                             a tickle

of   AbSoLutE  craving

                                    a spec

                                        a freckle

of great raging longing

for all the worlds attention

to fill my chalice of a soul

-  to the brim

~  with affection.
Dec 2022 · 719
.
dilshé Dec 2022
.
.   .
" i want to be propelled into the nebula  .   * ' '   ,
to the transcendental lanscape of a billion stars
~ cumulonimbus cloud of cosmic oblivion "
* .             '
  '    * .
.   '
  
Jun 2022 · 171
Untitled
dilshé Jun 2022
sometimes you have to free yourself of thought,
the scrutiny, self-analysis

there's simply nothing left to realize or unravel
in your vast mind's premises

How can you see the beauty of the world?
with your eyes rolled backwards in it's sockets,

a burning stare into your soul,
both hands stuffed in empty pockets.

Look around, gaze anywhere, feel the ground & sniff the air
experience the new, try all that's there

live to live life without a care
May 2022 · 240
invisible
dilshé May 2022
To be an anonymous cryptic thing
imperceivable being with invisible skin
to be unseen - but this time it's glory
with no need to share an idle story.
Dancing on the striped  pedestrian crossing.
Creeping up on an oblivious lakeside gosling.
Running maniacally through time square.
Not having to subdue the lunacies I wear.
Sneaking ticket-less into the theatres
Avoiding lifes'  void of norms, too meagre.
The imprisonment in being seen
- at the expense of living like a libertine.
May 2022 · 385
🔪
dilshé May 2022
My urge to become a 70s serial killer
& sadistically stab strangers
with a butcher's knife
is overwhelming
after many ****** docs
Mar 2022 · 555
the apathy in wonder
dilshé Mar 2022
Amid the blue-eyed sky

& the sun-kissed sea

& the ethereal wonders -
held down by gravity...

beyond a blanket of night
- the great celestial mystery

& the unopen eye
of our ancestors history

......man had the audacity
to discover boredom;
Jan 2022 · 192
astronomical
dilshé Jan 2022
A nebula of starry celestial bodies

lightyears away, radiating cryptic melodies

to astronomical eyes, spying on skies

that promise the answers to all of their why's

reflecting light from neighbouring, Andromeda

and meteor showers caught on radar

This universe that clouds my mind, like

- comforting night skies, though our intelligence is blind.
🌌
Jan 2022 · 131
stars
dilshé Jan 2022
Imagery of the Milky Way,
Captured by night skies
Those twinkling things
That give my mind wings
& slight euphoric sighs..
Are much more than -
the humble stars
that glisten in your eyes
- They're burning orbs
In galaxies,
         spectacles that entice...
101
Nov 2021 · 1.1k
Elysian fields
dilshé Nov 2021
stray thoughts
born from the blue
become daisies when
the sun shines through;
a dark age unravelling
the Elysian fields
from existential glooms
come ethereal yields..
Completing my 100th poem on a high note!
Nov 2021 · 152
Untitled.
dilshé Nov 2021
comically melancholic
moments a heart yearns to frolic
eternity's soul demanding
those infinite joys; reprimanding.
change's been strange
memories fade & the deranged;
ones burn like golden embers
repetitively remembered..
till you brush the cinders off the heart
reveals a ruby core; ashes swept apart
like a Diamond, nutured with pressure
a gem is born, stronger than ever.
Nov 2021 · 443
whispers
dilshé Nov 2021
deathly whispers
cloud ones' head
biosterous chatter
malign things said
Insecurity & her
friend, Dread
can't keep shut
till passion bled..
from every vein,
that's flooding red.
& in a slump
you crawl in bed
to wake to another
dawn, with
the voices tethered
inside your head.
Nov 2021 · 246
hurt isn't rational
dilshé Nov 2021
abysmal feelings rise & fall
society hurts a shattered soul
I hate connection,
  proximity burns
     victims stay victims,
       till that victim learns;
       all you have is yourself,
      scarred yet starred-
    with glints of hope
amid the tar
hurts to know no one
understands
   trivial matters
     flare up in fiery lands -
       of hatred subtly
         thrown into your heart
          like an eternal hearth, none
         cares to help put out
     hurts to know the perpetrator
   gets more sympathy
than the one who's crying
at his torn dignity
Nov 2021 · 127
Silent street
dilshé Nov 2021
Hushed streets at midnight
          not a soul awake..
blackened windows,
          a neighbourhood in slumber
nocturnal breeze rustles the
                                   sidewalk trees
small dandelions
                    shiver and tremble
We saunter quietly
                      down the lonely lane
sharing 3am thoughts
                       and listening to the stars,

they twinkle but all that's heard is a faint -
                         Crickets' creak,

in a Silent world, untroubled after dark.
Nov 2021 · 243
Untitled
dilshé Nov 2021
Presence isn't felt
though days pass
& glaciers melt.
time is hypothetical
unless each tic is eyed
-  highly unethical.
The ebb & flow of life
deception at its best
realization is the knife
that cuts the moments thread.
Oct 2021 · 467
Bigfoot
dilshé Oct 2021
Myth of dense forest terrain
anomaly creature, inexplicably inane
8ft grizzly humanoid primate
resides in queer & eerie climates
emanating the putrid stench of death
Its' presence will have you gasping for breath.
Strange disturbances in electric fields,
the camera glitches, recording squeals...
in the distance, a blood-curdling roaring howl
that even silences the consistent night owl
midnight in a forest cabin; awake with dread
as the Sasquatch peers through the window
across your bed.
after binging on multiple bigfoot documentaries.
Oct 2021 · 106
Unknown
dilshé Oct 2021
Thoughts of the Tesseract,
mutilated the brain
Blind to the 4th Dimension,
curiosity drove me insane
We're so engrossed in enigmas
that we can't unravel.
Space & time subways,
in lightyears is how I'd like to travel.
Universe captivates,
dim minds under the weight,
A slim scope of existence
inside this Icebox of a mind,
                                     it resonates.
Oct 2021 · 111
Magical substances*
dilshé Oct 2021
I heard they make you see
Other- worldly realities
preposterous portals packed in a pill
trips to unknown lands & whimsical hills

enchanted chance of instant escapism
experience the thrill - blind surrealism
distorts imagery, the walls melting away
colours that don't exist, paint the day

Glimpses of the truth of the universe
takes you to multi- dimensions unrehearsed
Infinite feelings - euphoric
And in the moment is where you frolic
All in a few micrograms of these
clandestine chemicals..

Which I know aren't meant to be glorified
but if they had no consequences at all
no complications or dangers,
Wouldn't you swallow one or two
If that was the case, honestly I  would too...
Oct 2021 · 1.1k
eyelids of oblivion
dilshé Oct 2021
A mural of faint galaxies
behind my eyelids
vaguely sparkle
like the static of tv -
it isn't darkness
nor is it imagery...
It's nothing
but, what is nothing?
Like bedsheets pulled over
the pupil & iris
staring at a ceiling of
subtly glitching galaxies
Just a thought
Oct 2021 · 300
Hearing damage.
dilshé Oct 2021
Victims of hearing damage
sounds muffled through unopen ears
Minds of intransigence, unwelcome rampage
Misconceptions of all that one hears
Why can't we speak our words with understanding
every discussion's bound to turn to debate
brick walls of our entitlement clash
How can peace reign when we keep confiding in hate?
Question your theory please & I'll question mine
Let's contemplate, negotiate with handshakes & wine,
Here, grudges & conflict are made easier than amity-
than tranquility & unity & all that's sublime.
Oct 2021 · 1.5k
🎂17🎉
dilshé Oct 2021
2000's baby just turned 17
but I'm either 5 or 55
& there's no in between.
One starry collision -
gone Supernova,
created a cosmic being
never-ending nova.
365 X 17 days on Earth
3 yrs till, 2 decades in being.
Time flew unforeseen -
from the moment of birth
Forever a childish soul...
though each minute is
eternally fleeing.
:)
Sep 2021 · 116
Plastic beauty.
dilshé Sep 2021
A million copies of the plastic girl
a toxic culture around the world
Unique beauties - blind to ruination
diverse belles - their mothers' distinctive features
Fall victim to insecurities, a void
a spectrum of beauty - destroyed
cut, paste, puncture, sculpt & fill
In the name of 'perfection', new faces billed
another puppet to commercial traps
cosmetics over quality, innate beauty in scraps.
Sep 2021 · 554
Prison
dilshé Sep 2021
A mind encaged,
heart in longing
sadness raged
by lifes' cunning
Prison within
feign paradise
sombre sails set
to what entices
destined to end
at your demise.
Sep 2021 · 149
Theatre of dreams
dilshé Sep 2021
Can't remember how I fell asleep

moments before the mind sunk pillow deep

unconscious conscious evanesced, fades

existential thoughts, the ace of spades

numb to the world, we disappear

blank comfort, unknown atmosphere

A ticket to the Theatre of dreams

seat upon a cloud or hellish screams

Where the mind's in liberty minus your intention

Without the strict regime & restless tension

A cinematic place of infinite wonder

no technicalities or time to ponder

The preposterous imagery behind your eyes

Solivagant adventure floating in the skies

As dawn arrives & your hanging on the brink

& wake up not knowing what to think
reposted a poem ive accidentally deleted
Sep 2021 · 142
Grey coliseum
dilshé Sep 2021
Gloom drenched sky
grey musty clouds
slumber sighs
thunder hounds
startle the heavens
biosterous barks
silver linen
lightning sparks
Zeus in fury
reigns stormy skies
grey coliseum -
Orchestra up high.
Sep 2021 · 301
restless
dilshé Sep 2021
Midnight timelapse of the day;
a chaotic flasback - pandemonium
I'd grow Griffin wings & fly away
Off of lifes manic grip - a restless podium
Where the spotlight burns my eyelids sore
Profoundly fatigued, deep to the core
These complications that I can't ignore
I want to hit snooze & snore some more.
A day in the life of a student......victims to the exhausting education system
Sep 2021 · 541
Lunisolar
dilshé Sep 2021
Unsolved vendetta
between the sun & moon
Stark daylight bright
& the twilight noon.
embarks the dark,
the sun's descent
Luna dim-lit night
asks for no consent.
the shades of life,
reciprocate
undecided tones
constantly alternate.
Miracles of both worlds,
whimsically cinematic
Entice artistic eyes;
sun & moon - enigmatic.
Sep 2021 · 134
Black canvas
dilshé Sep 2021
Starless firmament after dark
falling back into permanent gloom
stare up at the black canvas
manic thinking - only to assume
that telescopes show depth & dimension
a peak at a page of the universe
minds in contemplation wired with tension
wonderous discoveries never fulfilled intention.
Even though we're enticed with possibility
expected to live our days with ecstatic productivity...
This facade covers up bleak existence
against glum reality - the human resistance.
🌌
                     🔭
Sep 2021 · 342
Existential?
dilshé Sep 2021
Synopsis of existence
Truth of the universe
Beginning of all Beginnings
-all I seem to write in verse
These futile questions,
never answered to
Suffocate your mind
till' it turns blue.
Wait, does the mind...
even possess colour?
The mastermind of life
must be such a troller...
Grants us unquenchable curiosity
- a teasing curse, a monstrosity.
Us minions to unknown sorcery
Stuck living this blissful atrocity.
Just seems like a never-ending phase of existential angst now
Sep 2021 · 595
Carpe diem
dilshé Sep 2021
Living in the moment
a presence present,
thinking; Carpe diem
The paradigm shift of life -
a realization that hopefully
won't faze me by then...
'Age like red wine?'
I'd rather age like champagne
Sparkling with time
not a second dull, bland & sane.
a bubble of insouciance
floating through life
Knowing with clarity
accepting reality
A mind one with time,
thoughts & feelings sublime
the vagueness of Deja vu ~ drifty
when nostalgia strikes like epiphany
& makes me say,' **** time went fast'
Someday in year 2050.....
Cherishing the present
Aug 2021 · 208
Just life things
dilshé Aug 2021
The secrets of euphoria
Insist on letting you down

All this work but no reward
just something for humanity to hoard

search for the ends & the beginnings
another goal but no winnings

Time ebbs on, doesn't subside
so much to figure out during the ride

these accomplishments spawn burden
satisfaction's not an eternal eden

greet with smiles & socialize
an addition to those that you despise

delete destination, expectation, emotion
no fun in life unless you're one with its motion.
Aug 2021 · 125
psychological enigma
dilshé Aug 2021
human innocence is overrated
we are psychopathic in nature
no psychology or social analyses
will ever unravel this creature
dimensions within us,
layers of the unknown
what we are remains a mystery
Impotent observations
of the cryptic mind
outrageous in it's ambiguity.
Don't trust man's mind
Aug 2021 · 205
fatigued thinkers
dilshé Aug 2021
Ah, wisdom & philosophy
critical thinking is catastrophe
profoundness of curiosity
importance in ideology
might be so greatly hypocritical
to the purpose in life - entirely
struggle to figure out, 'complexity'
could be humorous in irony
To the anonymous creator;
'Why make man such a Thinker?'
Aug 2021 · 615
sleep...
dilshé Aug 2021
senseless in slumber
oblivious to the world
forget existence as eyelids shut
into an abyss, the presence swirled
floating in nothingness
no thoughts or intention
sleep is the therapy
that's not often mentioned
Aug 2021 · 293
The Starry Night
dilshé Aug 2021
i desire to reside
in Van Gogh's 'The Starry Night'
amid swirls of sapphire blues
timeless at moonrise, amber lights
wind warps the firmament
- magnificently expressive twilight
as dawn seeps in whirling, unforseen-
Saint Remy's asylum view; in sight.
silent village, cerulean nocturne
whispering melancholy -
painting, bohemian.
Inspired by Vincent van Gogh's famous painting.
Aug 2021 · 124
average
dilshé Aug 2021
Sanity is a bandit of the soul
Maturity; far worse than it all
'Fear of being average' -
my minds centerpiece
Can't end up with the phantoms
of anaemic entities.
Aug 2021 · 106
Leave it in my dreams
dilshé Aug 2021
Sudden thirst for adventure
Nagging my brain off to venture
In a citadel of imagination

So much possibility
Yet out of reach in ability
Thoughts built an alcazar in pure elation

These hopes clash with the ordinary -
Mediocre, prosaic reality
But maybe simplicity's not as bad as they say

The search for 'extraordinary'
Will have to wait in its dormitory
So, I'll leave them in my dreams
                             for another day......
Onism
Aug 2021 · 347
Graphomaniacs
dilshé Aug 2021
We're wordsmiths forging a masterpiece
Perception's the brush to our mastery
Phrases sculpted like chiseled marble
with Michelangelo's dexterity

times' thoughts struggle to translate to poetry
& ideologies unleash your inner lunatic
But as Picasso proved, with his absurd canvas
Even confusion could be artistry!

The world's preposterous afterall
Its Interpretations come from the cardiac
& psychosis is better than normalcy
I'm fine sounding like
             A dyslexic graphomaniac.
I'm not dyslexic btw, at least not to my knowledge :)
Aug 2021 · 632
New
dilshé Aug 2021
New
Don't you feel, it's time to feel good

       enough time wasted on negativity

that was a phase, a perished past

       gone - disintegrated into nullity.

Experience engendered a refined persona

       & it's time to fill that void with productivity

The road will always be as rough

       But your soul will strive for positivity.
Aug 2021 · 304
paradoxical questionnaire
dilshé Aug 2021
Are we living an Oxymoron?
In an existence with no "Once upon..."
Magnetism causes gravitation
Minds linger in constant levatation
Refuse the touch of blatant grounds
Can't accept reality will come around-
the corner, when the time's just right
of all the dreams you've accumulated - in spite
Is it in the constellations like mystics say
Never believed in illogical misfits anyway
Could futures possibilities be written in the sky?
Stutters in the struggles of answering the whys
Are we surrounded by patterns, codes to crack?
with the intelligence an average human lacks
Infinite questions & complications
Waiting for the great moment of revelation...
Aug 2021 · 644
Fate of a Ruthless Era.
dilshé Aug 2021
Cataclysm at its finest is it?
Catastrophe galore
Crisis & calamity
Beginning of  
humanitys' war
Great nuclear holocaust,
Mother natures devastation
Festering with inhabitants of the era of degradation.
Where we are the parasitic infestation
numbly oblivious to backfiring ruination.
Our world is a gas chamber
with poison - being suffused & saturated.
A toxic wasteland for our toxic souls
heartless ghouls ought to be annihilated -
obliteration sounds tempting...
'mass suicide of this vicious nation'.
Black death couldn't quell us malicious beings
No virus contagion in existence ever would -
eradicate a species, this selfish & grim
Should we blow the world up if we could?
All the Atomic & Nuclear could be put to good use
Escape the mess we made & ignite the fuse
As the grotesque & gory go up in flames
vanquish every origin of mans evil games
Watch Earths inferno,
much better than Hiroshima or Chernobyl
Lamenting on the barren face of Mars,
Of the spectacle 'it' could've been but never will.
Aug 2021 · 347
Pretentious Sheep
dilshé Aug 2021
Intensely in disguise
A sheep in wolf skin
fear present in the eyes
reflects an inflaming sting.
Striding in the night
despite being nyctophobic
says uncertainty is delight
while being atelophobic.
Hoping this sheath of confidence
would seep into the core
'fake it till you make it '
the nagging quote we all adore.
Aug 2021 · 797
Coastline.
dilshé Aug 2021
Lucid
Crystalline
Sea in Cyan -
a rendezvous
with the
Vermillion sunrise
horizon.
Its Amber halo
fades into the
Opalescent
Azure sky
vaguely cast
in Magenta.
Alabaster white
froth, laps up
against the
Sandy shore in Fawn.
Beachy summer-
the vast Blue
Fluorescently mellow
Dawn.
Aug 2021 · 1.0k
Cosmic Conundrum
dilshé Aug 2021
exploring the extramundane

a cosmos beyond the auditory,

visual & tactile

the mind's orphic in its anonymity

galaxies of oblivion,

yet imprisoned in the same isle.

By chance our curiosity-

collided with the unknown

Hallucinating on O2

knowing mysteries lie

outside of this dome.

A quest through neurotransmitters -

constellations of thoughts in gear

What is the unfiltered 'reality'

once the cryptic gas clears?
Aug 2021 · 370
Another Abstraction
dilshé Aug 2021
All the whirlwinds that you're caught in
seem to subside for another

At the peak of existence, your worldly presence - meteorically withers

templates of morality sculpt you in the guise of societies figurine

Life's an arc of luminosity that flashes with no time to intervene

Daylight's wasted on the quest of figuring out a plaque, title or conclusion

Chance are; purpose, concepts are menacing distractions, mere illusions.

Being alive in the same land your heart beats, & not in another hallucination

Is in itself the grandeur of appreciating this entire creation.
Another draft barely summarizing a confusion of thoughts :)
Aug 2021 · 535
~Art~
dilshé Aug 2021
Art is one portal of a canvas

that grants man a chance to glimpse

through its window into another

reality, possibility, absurdity

forged by the creativity

of another human mind,

anothers blazing passion

or twisted interpretation of the world.
Aug 2021 · 607
Midnight absurdities
dilshé Aug 2021
Do we sleep just to wake up in a 2nd existence?

'The parallel universe holds my destined reality'- says my mind with persistence.

Or I'd be happier floating amid fragments in the asteroid belt...

To suffocate in space, knowing here's where I last dwelt.
Aug 2021 · 430
[ __________ ] .
dilshé Aug 2021
This foggy mind,
where the mist won't cease
Opaque clouds drift
to my thoughts - the breeze
intentions unclear,
abandoned with slight fear
passions muted -
purpose is queer.
White page lies blank
Black ink is drained
the brain's an asylum
neither insane nor sane
Is this the Kingdom of Boredom?
for all empty souls & crumpled blanks
Please reach thy vibrant hands into the dump
with the glimmers of galaxies in your eyes
& drag me out of this living slump.
In a phase of feeling blank
Aug 2021 · 204
Refuted repute
dilshé Aug 2021
when the underdog
becomes the undisputed
the once doubted, shamed-
famed as ill-reputed..
takes the world by storm
a sea of disbelief
demolish every construct, norm
to give the world relief
to redefine the past
as a salubrious origin
for the present that commends
all your life decisions.
Aug 2021 · 489
alive n' living
dilshé Aug 2021
a chronological sequence
a capture of moments
kinetic art of reality
through complexity & clarity
meagre for bland eyes
cynics with heart beats
but flatlines
in indulging in
the cacophony of life
- align the body & mind
with the glimmers in sight
before the grim reaper
emerges with his scythe
snarling - but of course
it's the nature of life.
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