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Gps
Dianali Oct 21
Gps
You could go hide
In the edges of the earth.
In the deepest of the oceans.
Yet, my soul would know,
I — would know,
you are there.
  For it finds you more still
Than any precise satellite
or Gps there could be.
Dianali Dec 2021
You have never suffered of matters of the heart,      nor you ever will,  
your pain lays in your mind,    
in your non-existent calm
Dianali Mar 2021
And you filled my life
with plants,
poems,
moans,
Unrealistic songs,
and happy riddles
then I realised
I was in the middle
of knowing
        you
            were
              home.
Caught myself smiling at your glance
Dianali Feb 2022
Holder of all keys
Of every soul you meet
you bear in your talk,
the most sweet, agile dance
Glance-stealer,
Maker of tears,
Locksmith of hearts
You never knock on doors
Because they know..As I now
they shouldn’t let you in,
But show you the way out
It felt forced
Dianali May 2021
Have my words annoyed you?
Then they have succeeded
Things took a wrong turn
But you were the one manoeuvring
Sorry I called you out
Guess love is not that blind
Ig
Dianali Nov 10
Ig
You get second-hand
updates
Of the way their hair looks
Piecing together glimpses
Of a parallel life
You hope next time
Some mutual friend shares their face
On a random Sunday
On that photos app
they look happier.
A little window
A little peck
Into their reality
(You hope life’s been good to them)
Dianali Nov 2021
All the poison micro-dosed
In the form of your affection,
Thoughts of your laughter
Circulating in my veins
Relieved now I can gladly state
All of it, has finally left
My spirit and flesh
Dianali Jun 2021
Wild and twisted
The roots of your caring
Managed to stay in my heart.
I tried to **** them,
But they grew back
Dianali Sep 2021
Why would I care for your situation?
My oppressor, my tormentor
Make no mistake,
If I’m ever curious about your sake,
I’ll be at the verge of losing all
My so-called “common sense”
Dianali Aug 2021
Can I spend the whole day daydreaming?
Do I have enough time?
Dianali Sep 30
I guess I’ll always be looking for you

In every crowd

And I know,
You won’t be there.

But maybe,

someday,

our eyes
will meet again
Dianali Dec 2021
A tote bag filled with poetry books and a head full of dreams
of you
Dianali Nov 2021
I guess I’m not a ‘good sport’
Yours is the only game I’ve truly lost
Yes, I didn’t take it well,
My personal, favourite hell
The rage, the pain, all still there
I wish I could say
“I wish you farewell”
Dianali Oct 22
There’s potential
hidden in plain sight
Can’t you see it igniting?
—soul’s fire? The spark?
A brief glance
of my future plans..
Cozy and picturesque
I reckon they seem
  so lovely..
—In your eyes.
Surrender, will you?
It’s for the better
Tension is tempting
But resisting.. is crazy!
Dianali Apr 2021
Once again,
I’m a sharing a life
With a past dream
Dianali Feb 2021
I got used to be non-worthy
All of those years
Love given to me so poorly
Dianali Jun 2021
Sometimes I suddenly wake
Scared, anxious, nervous
Flooded with memories
Of a familiar stranger
And the scariest part
is this image, of myself,
so vulnerable, so happy

next to him.
Dianali Aug 2021
I can hear your thoughts,
they dont let me sleep.
Dianali Jul 2021
This numbness of the heart
Has been here for a long time
Couldn’t realise that ignoring it
would contribute to made it last.
Dianali Feb 2021
It’s the same floor
It’s the same bed
It’s the same line of the song I forget
Each year it’s the usual process
Remembering stuff that used to bother
All the lessons, unlearned
Regret flowing as tears down my face

It was real, at least a while
I wish it was a dream,
But past shouldn’t last all night.
an extract of my filled-with-sadness journal
Dianali Mar 2022
You don't have to search anymore
It’s okay, I’ll be your company
As we’ll be dreaming under different skies
Cloud nine resting , still, we can settle,
My embrace will be your home,
Your eyes will ground me
This feeling, our only battle
Dianali Nov 2021
I’m trying so hard to keep it inside
It’s in the surface of my heart
I can’t scratch it
It’s spreading
And then it overflows
It’s overwhelming
It slides down my face
Salty watery trace
I’ll be okay
Just not today
Dianali Aug 2021
Micro universes:
You, there
Me, here
Worlds, we’ll never get to see
Words, we’ll never get to hear.
Dianali Mar 2021
Sometimes I eat alone
seated across my thoughts
and I wish
you were here
to hear them
Set for two
Dianali Feb 2021
I shifted into another universe
without you in it,
and it felt strange,
for a while.
Pov
Dianali Feb 2021
Pov
An acquaintance
or
a parallel universe?
Dianali Aug 2021
I got the frames,
not the pictures
Got a whole life, just waiting
For its beginning.
Dianali Jan 2021
You inspired me to arise,
to improve,
to survive.
I owe you nothing,
and
        everything
                           I have.
Dianali Oct 2021
“But the hurt is years-  and tears away”
Just remember:
Wounds in the soul are deeper than they appear.
Dianali Sep 2021
I took all the love I gave to you
And used it for myself
Dianali Feb 2021
Such a selfish thought
Being attached to the past
when it is understood
moments are not meant to last.
Change is braided with time,
Are we supposed to ignore that?
Dianali Jul 2021
Seduta su questa scala
Guardando il mare
Mi ricorda il momento
In cui ** trovato
il percorso corretto
Di andare
Mille notti di piacere
effimero
sono stati per te
il mio tempo prezioso
perso in te
Effimero
Come sei
e come per me
È adesso, gia
Il amore che avevo
tanti anni fa
Dianali Jan 2022
Que inmensas son
aquellas melancolías
Llenas de quizás— reales, tal vez,
Solo en alguna otra realidad.
Un sinnúmero de fotos
En una cámara sin revelar
Dianali Dec 3
My mom is at the edge of tears
Every time the situation is mentioned
I have to be strong
Because she can’t crumble
I have to be strong
Because It’s my turn
I want to be strong
Because it’s my turn
I need to be strong
Because she’s everyone’s rock
I will be strong
Because I am her rock.
Dianali Nov 2021
I was so profoundly moved by the words
you managed to produce
In that beautifully-crafted mind of yours
They may as well been scripted
To just my personal delight

If I were to follow the plot line
Will the ending be happy ? Will it be sad?
The only thing I can predict by now:
My heart at your reach,
My soul in your hands
Dianali Dec 4
Just glimpses of what it used to be
Second-hand memories, faded reflections
of the golden years.
It’s a different tomorrow.
I feel scammed and hollow.
This is not what was promised.
I am a grownup now—
Translation of
     Years hoarding sorrow—
Dianali Jun 2021
It was chaotic, the beating of my heart
At the bare, minimum, touch of your hand
I was at ease, and under attack
Resting my thoughts on your lap
Dianali May 2021
Perhaps all your exes do better after you for a reason
Perhaps my words are aimed to hurt
You
And now that I know they could
I wouldn’t  mind if they do
Cause perhaps I am still sour
From the taste of your love
And its deep, light consuming
hole in my soul
Dianali Apr 2021
Oh you come to my mind
In waves
And I want to drown
But my instinct makes me swim
Makes me survive
And when I reach the shore
I am safe
And grateful.
Dianali Sep 2021
The room is quiet,
No one is near,
Your sneaky hand
Makes its way to me;
my flesh, my soul
Shivering
To the expert dance
of your  fingertips
Dianali Feb 2021
I write, I think, I write,
I agonise with the idea of my thoughts being heard,
I write again,
I let go.
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