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 Sep 2019 Dez Blue
yellow soul
I fell in love with this boy, who I can never take home to my mom
I fell in love with this boy, who got ****** everyday
I fell in love with this boy, who smoked tons of cigarettes
I fell in love with this boy, who got kicked out of to different schools
I fell in love with this boy, who I knew never would pick me over his smoke
I fell in love with this boy, who told me how gorgeous I was all the time
I fell in love with this boy, who would look at me and scream out loud that he loved me
I fell in love with this boy, who got hurt When I didn’t wanted to be seen in public with him
I fell in love with this boy, who told all his friends he never loved me, he just wanted to see if he could get the pretty girl no one else could.
I fell in love with this boy, who stopped answering my messages
I fell in love with this boy, who played me so hard I don’t think I can ever trust again
I fell in love with this boy...
 Sep 2019 Dez Blue
cait-cait
i didnt fall in love with this boy,
not this one
                     who tore me to pieces,

and i feel like an angel ,
suffocated in white, my wings were clipped
on the first day you
                                  wanted to kiss me,

and it feels violent,
disgusting,
my halo wasn’t built just to break —

and i did not forgive you,
i never will .

because you were never meant to go to heaven.
It’s so funny I’m not even religious, I just love religion. Ever since I was a child I’ve used it to cope. The title is lyrics from a really dumb song.
 Sep 2019 Dez Blue
Evie
hate it
 Sep 2019 Dez Blue
Evie
i hate that i miss you
i hate it so much
i hate myself for getting so attached
i hate my heart for skipping a beat when i see you
i hate my stomach for dropping when i hear your voice
i hate my body for craving yours
i hate my mind for imagining the way you looked at me
i hate my eyes for tearing up in the middle of the night

i hate everything about me
as much as i loved everything about you
sorry to be so negative but im upsetti spaghetti
You slowly forget little things about me
I’d never forget the way you move through air
I’d remember for the rest of my life how you sit so poised and elegantly
The melody of your voice soothes me and I can’t help but stare
I’ll never forget your lovely hands or the way you once touched my hair
Sometimes my heart really longs for the thorns despite the fact they bleed me red ,because
the  scent of that dark rose,
My dark rose!!,
makes it all worthy.
^_^
 Sep 2019 Dez Blue
Evan L
You’re not the one that has
To explain to people what happened.
Your slate is clean
And you love it that way.

You’re not the one that was upset crying. Ever. You’re not the one that has to
Pick up any pieces because you
Never left any behind.

You’re not the one.
 Sep 2019 Dez Blue
sunlitgrief
i’m tired of this charade
this act we both put on
you can keep saying you care
but if you really do then why do i find myself in the same place day after day
crying on the floor feeling more alone with every second
trying to search for a lifeline
there’s nothing left for me here
i only existed in your world when you needed someone to hurt
 Aug 2019 Dez Blue
Nina
Love me not
 Aug 2019 Dez Blue
Nina
You said you love me
Do you no longer love me now?
You'd say you miss me
Am i no longer the person you're missing?
You had feelings for me
Have those feelings fade away when i left?
Tell me.
Am i still in your mind?
Am i still the one that you love,
You miss,
You want?
Or am i just in the past now.
 Aug 2019 Dez Blue
Ally Gottesman
She
She wants to love intimately
To feel a mess of hands
Run up and down her back, thighs
And through her hair.
She wants to feel hands rise up
Her shirt and cup her *******
To feel at home in the arms of
Someone new

And yet she lays so very still
Alone in the early hours
With a red face and dry eyes
There is no one by her side
And her thoughts overrun her

She wants to love intimately
And yet she no longer knows
What to feel
No experience, no expectations
Just a mess of hair
And bedsheets
As she lays alone in the dark

(2/21/17 || 12:24 AM)
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