Why did I ever Think i could change you?
Why did I believe that you would treat me differently?
Why where I so stupid!
Why did I let you get to me?

It was from the first time our eyes meet, something inside me changed.
Your smile, it could light up the hole room.
Freckles dancing on your nose, that you squeeze in every picture.
And your one dimple, I like to believe only becomes visible for me.
4 months went by, you’ve got a girlfriend now.
5 months went by, you kissed me by mistake, I don’t even think you remember it.
7 months went by, you broke up with her.
10 months went by, you’ve meet a new one, but it’s okay, because you’re my best friend now. You know that I’ve been in love with you for 10 months now, you asked me why I didn’t say anything, I told you I was afraid.
11 months went by, you broke up with your new girl, we have decided to try and see if anything could happen between us.
11 months and 1 day went by, you kissed me today, I feel like the luckiest girl ever.
11 months and 2 days went by, we chilled in your room for hours and didn’t even notice.
11 months and 3 days went by, your friend warned me about you, he told me to leave while I still could, but I can’t leave now, I promised to give you a chance.
11 months and 4 days went by, we didn’t even talk Today, your friend told me you said that you were bored of me already.

Why aren’t I enough for you?

Drunk words
Sober thoughts
I take one more
***** shot
Just to make sure
I will forget you

I lay down
I give in
I feel your touch
On my skin
I know
It is wrong
Cause you mean
Nothing to me

Sun rays dancing on her bronzed skin
Her, dancing through my mind
The smile that portray my summer
Her giggle, the music my ears crave
Her cherry flavored lips
The mystery hidden in her dimples
Wild child, wild, lost?

If I were a bird
I know where I would fly
I would fly away

The
Aching
Breaking
And Mistaking
all the love I should have
That I want to give
But that I can’t seem to find
I’m lost...

three flowers in my vase
They all stand there in their place
One is white
One is red
And the last one is blue
When the sun touch my flowers
I see them dance
It’s from the sun they get their powers
But today I notice there’s a change
My blue flower seems sad
It has bent it’s back
The red one appears to be mad
it’s ready to attack
And my white flower is gone
I lost it yesterday by mistake
In the moment I lost it i thought it was fun
Oh dear lord what have I done


Two flowers in my vase
They both stand there in their place
One is red
And one is blue
When the sun touches my flowers
I see them dance
It’s from the sun they get their powers
But today I notice there’s a change
My blue flower has bloomed
Now it’s even more blue
My red flower is doomed
It’s color is gone, I swear it’s true
It is dead
It didn’t get a chance to live
I never had it with me in bed
Well they say love isn’t fun
But oh lord what have I done


One flower in my vase
It stands in it's place
One is blue
The sun can’t touch my flower
It’s the last one I’ve got
Without the two others it has all the power
This feeling isn’t what I thought
The blue flower is me
And I am the blue flower
But I let nobody see
Up I have build a tower
It has no door, window nor Stairs
I will never let you in
You killed my flowers
Now I’m blue