My Darkest Hours - Hello Poetry

Oct 2014

Adele

She's afraid to spread her wings
as everyone got lost in the air
She was left in her own misery
in the midst of nowhere
she broke her wing
promised not to fly
Alone and scared, she has to try
Ready to open wide
and flap that white light feather
She wanted to soar high
But afraid to fall and cry
Looking fierce and brave
The only thing
is to get lost from this cave
It's the only way to be saved
No more tears and fears
Casting the trapped shadows
It's time to go and feel,
how the cool wind
wanders through her feet*

-A

9/24/14

You fall and get hurt but you can't stay in darkness forever. It takes time but don't forget to try. Go on, fly.

Oct 2014

Towela Kams

I'm not weak, I'm human.

I don't remember much
I remember sitting with my mom
She said something that triggered me emotionally
I ignored it, I zoned out
I excused myself
I came to my room
I closed the door
I lay in my bed
Enduring the pain
Of my emotional misfortune
As well as the physical pain
From my pounding head
For some reason
I caught sight of my chest
I could see my nightdress
And I could see my heart
Trying as much as it can
To shy away from the pain
I felt it sink into hiding
I wish there was something
Something I could do for it
It's always been there for me
All the grenades it's caught for me
The scars it's bared for me
The cracks it's cemented for me
I felt a tear fall from my right eye
I was stunned, I touched my tear
I tasted it, salty taste of melancholy
That was weird for me
Because I haven't cried in 12 months
I wasn't expecting to cry
I never thought I would cry
Then I felt it
That feeling you get
When you drown yourself
In your own river of tears

I didn't sign up for this.

#depression #pain #stress #help

Oct 2014

Silence Screamz

Scream of Silence

Show me Silence and I will make it scream.
Enjoy my muse, because this is my dream

#silence #muse #write

Oct 2014

LittleFreeBird

Violated

Hands where
They are not welcome
Against flesh too young
And too willing to please
Pushing to break the last barrier
That separates
Innocence
From exploitation
Lips parting what should be closed
Taking what is not theirs
And can never be given back
A body demands
As the other yields
Bending to its will
And calling it "love"

Oct 2014

Haydn Swan

Touching the unknown

The sky falls down,
we try to see through the mist,
reaching out in desperation,
we touch the unknown.

#poetry #life #thoughts

Oct 2014

Kelly Rose

The Monster that Lives Within

Sly and dark
is the Monster
that lives within
Her cruelty
knows no bounds
Hearts are *****
Left torn and ******
They never see her coming
Sly and dark
She does devour
Leaving one
Blind and Hollow

10/01/2014

Oct 2014

Just Melz

I Could Have Died Peacefully, 'Old Friend'

Gazing through this smoky haze
Thinking about you again
It's been awhile since I thought of you
       My dear old friend
I needed you then
Last night...
When my mind began to spin
I was beginning to lose touch with reality
I read some of my old poetry
Bringing up some old memories
Pictures and videos too.
But that didn't help me
I simply needed you
I've heard it called destiny
And I can see that smile in my mind
So very clearly
It's been awhile my old friend
Since I've needed you again
But last night
When my head began to spin
I retraced the pattern of my soul within
I was disappointed to trace over you once or twice
Oh! How nice it would have been
If I'd never grabbed that knife
That you deliberately stuck in my back dear friend
If I hadn't, I'd never have known it was you
I could've died peacefully
Never knowing your love was through
But I did grab it, I did turn around
Now you're laying there
Still sliced up on the ground
My dear old friend
Inside my soul
Is the last place left you can still be found

Another interesting yet dark dream....

#death #dead #dark #friend #night #old #memory #dear #manipulation #backstabbing

Oct 2014

Aiman

Trapped inside

When loneliness consumes you
that's when your true feelings
and thoughts start
to push through

In the deepest darkest part
of your mind
Questions after questions
begin to feel up inside

What's worse is you still hope
for them to go away
But the harder you try
the longer they stay

You've lost your sanity
you've lost all control
What's left are your awful thoughts
*and your numbing soul

#sad #depression #lonely #lost #thoughts #insanity #you #trapped #numb

Oct 2014

Silence Screamz

The Story (Part 1, Home)

This is my story,
so it will be.
Open your eyes,
but don't cry for me.

Started at five,
dad home from work
I had to grab him a beer,
oh, what a ****!!

Everyday he came home,
more drinks would follow,
off came the belt,
making me hollow.

Yelling commenced,
my mom on the floor,
"What did you say,
You ******* *****! !"

My screams were but silent,
in my own empty head.
Get out of this place,
wished I was dead.

Many years did follow,
of abuse on the walls,
Pounding and slamming,
No crying no calls

I never did laugh
and never did smile.
Just went to school,
getting by for awhile.

This is Part 1 of 4!!
You will see my demons and why I write!!

#home #alcohol #abuse #violence

Oct 2014

nivek

10W Mould

this clay mould
that hides my soul
needs to break

Oct 2014

wordvango

My best friend

My best friend shares all her toys.
She doesn't play with the older boys.
On rainy days,
we play inside.
hide and seek-
(I'm smiling now,)
and I- spy,
are our two most favorites.

I cry on the days
she tells me she can't
come out to play.

Oct 2014

Silence Screamz

Crept in

Anxieties fear agnostic fronts seeking a plethora of suicidal nightmares.

Drowning in the pools of blood of the sacrificial lambs.

The reaper depraves our body of our soul;
leaving us in a pile of dark ashen earth.

That pile is blown away by the dusts of time, he crept in and we are no more.

#gone #reaper

Oct 2014

LeaveThisLife

A Poem of Hope

When life is getting you down,
And you need a little hope.
Look deep down inside yourself,
And you'll find the way to cope.

When life is getting you down,
And you need a little love.
Go to the person whom you are the closest,
As the rest they are above.

When life is getting you down,
And all you need is a laugh.
Find the friend that makes you smile,
They may even be your staff.

When life is getting you down,
Don't allow it so.
Change the way you think of life,
And life will be better, you know.

When life is getting you down,
Take time to pray
Don't allow yourself to frown
God will help you see the good in the day.

A friend of mine needed a little pick me up.... Everything is going to be okay, I promise.
Written By: Catherine Pulsifer

#life #happy #pray #inspirational