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 Nov 2014
vague rememberance
I let my ignorance slice into my pride,  and my will power drip out of it .
Never enough courage to let my ignorance slice deeper with its full potential.  
My pride is scarred with the pathetic attempt to end all misery.  
In my rage of a moment I wish for everything to disappear.  
I drown myself in my own pity just for another day to cowardly use my ignorance as a weapon once more.


I have found that this day I feel particularly able to release all of my hurt at once.  
With this ignorance I have built up over years,
I put it at the base of my pride and I stab in and slice vertically.
I am now bleeding out all of the hurt,  and pain I've had.
Soon there will be no pride to cut,  no ignorance to use,  no hurt to feel,  no will power to lack.
*Soon it will all be over
I am not currently suicidal but I was at one point and this is how I felt.
 Nov 2014
Silence Screamz
Walk down the valley
Seeing no sun
Fade in the shadows
Casts of everyone

Every corner is a game
Win, lose or death
Tipping over fear
One final breathe

Cracks across the moon
Cry myself to sleep
Pull the blanket over
Silence is the creep

Minutes fade forever
Time is only pure
Ingested bloodstream poison
Leave this place for sure

No one understands
Standing in my place
Knotted up inside
Staring face to face

Fetal as a fever
Crazy simple man
Time is all but over
Execute the plan
Life turns on a dime .. grrr
 Nov 2014
Silence Screamz
Checkered board feelings
All black and white
Cut with the blade
In the dark of night

Stripped to the core
Bound by the heart
Knocked to the ground
Piercing every part

Turn the other cheek
Crippled by the sores
Impressions left behind
Blood out the pores

Hear the crying lamb
Slaughtered in the pen
You are such an animal
Killing is a sin

Haunted by my ghost
Lurking in your dream
Sliced your own wrist
No one hears your scream
 Nov 2014
Silence Screamz
Put me in a freak show
What do you see?
Go to big top
Pay the ******* fee

Be amazed  
Do not fear
Cover your eyes
I am not here

Laugh at the clown
See the liar
Fall to the ground
Death by the wire

Fly in the air
Swallow the sword
Cut in half
Missed the board

Lobster boy
Bearded lady
Strongest man
Nothing too shady

Lights go down
Big top fell
Scream of ******
Gone to hell
 Nov 2014
Eleanor Rigby
I come from darkness
And such as a moth
Beating itself
To death
Against a flame,
In your arms, I burn
Just the same.


F.Z.N
 Nov 2014
Silence Screamz
Sew me shut
Talk no more
Black thread, Red string
 Nov 2014
Wesley A
I left money on the table
It was more than I was worth
Scrawled a note
Crawled into bed
And fell into a dream so dark
I couldn't remember
Above my empty body I rose
Floated through the walls of my room
Towards the blackness of a sky polluted by city lights
The rain fell gently through me as I traveled
Across places I had never seen
And faces I had never been
Conversation’s fragments raked across my feet
But I was afraid to look down
Even when I heard my name
I was still afraid
For it was not love with which it was spoken
The name was a curse
Spat from the lips
Like venom from the ill
On I drifted
Towards a sun that would never shine
Searching for a moon I’d never find
Warmth seeped from my ears
From the gaping hole in my chest
From beneath my fingernails
Life’s blood, or was it tears
Somewhere in the stillness of the night
I heard myself still crying
And knew I had not died
My eyes opened with a searing flash of pain
Rays of light pouring through my windows
Stabbing into the recesses of my skull
Into my tainted soul
I am awake
But for this life of me I cannot understand why
 Nov 2014
Krusty Aranda
Hoy que es día de los muertos
quisiera recordar a mis amigos,
a aquellos que están perdidos,
que nos dejaron de improvisto.

Alex con sus gritos
a cualquiera impresionaba,
mas poseía un alma noble
y seguro lo demostraba.

La muerte siendo injusta,
traicionera y juguetona
le hizo perder el equilibrio
para no jugar más sola.

Daniela guapa era.
Coqueta y encantadora.
A los hombres enloquecía
en cuestión de pocas horas.

La muerte, por celosa,
le echó una maldición.
Ahora les encanta
desde el mismísimo panteón.

Al pequeño, alegre Ivan
el futbol volvía loco.
El Barça su pasión
y un partido dentro de poco.

La muerte en su equipo
carecía de un defensor,
y pensó en el joven Ivan
para su equipo ganador.

Aunque hoy se encuentren lejos
los llevamos en el corazón,
mas no dejan de ser calaveras,
calaveras del montón.
Mexican tradition for día de los muertos. I miss you guys.
 Nov 2014
Silence Screamz
Cast in the direction
of my solitary dream

Haste by temptation
in a sequestered gleam

Gone but of mercy
from the vanquished heart

Love turned to lust
til death do us part
 Nov 2014
Silence Screamz
Full moon cries,
when I became the stars.
Hear the cat's meow

Greenish mist flows,
blurred by vision past.
Hear the cat's meow

Visited by a two faced man,
searching for the next freak.
Hear the cat's meow

Beaten by sinister stares,
awakened by the insidious laugh
Hear the cat's meow

The animal parade begun,
caged aggression built up.
Hear the cat's meow
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