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 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
Leave me alone,
Even though you say you love me,
"
Together forever," yeah right, even in the heat of things I knew this was coming

Meddle with my heart again, I promise you're slowly killing me
Every person who looks at me sees a half, thanks to you

Give it up baby, before I change my mind 'cause I don't wanna love you anymore
O**h it makes me sick thinking of what's gone on between us
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
It's funny
How much we revere
Weaknesses
--But only the right ones--

We listen so intently
When peers speak of pain,
But how is Cutting or Drugs,
Heartbreak or Anxiety

Any better than that girl who
Doesn't even have a full two ears?

Sure you say you can love
But ask yourself
Is your love selfish as your peers?

Yea I see you turn away from that boy
Did you ever think maybe
He might be worth a conversation or two?


Well I'll let you in
On a little secret

This world is ugly
Ignoring it doesn't make it go away
And choosing what to see
Just makes it worse

Sometimes I really wonder:
Would you still love me
If you knew of my Femoral Anteversion?
**Or would my crooked leg
Be all you could see?
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
Ye are not alone
Hear me, If ye will,
For I too have become one of the last of my kind
And my world falls apart
Just as thine own
And though we chase not the same Tower,
They are but one

Yes, Charyou Tree, come reap
I too have given up everything for my Tower
And if they knew,
They would demand I renounce my precious tower
But ka like the wind
Carries me forward
And I believe you understand
Why I know
I will draw
My last breath
On the path of the beam
The Dark Tower, written by Stephen King
(Unless you have read, you will never know)
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
I wish
People gave
Two *****
One ****
A ****


I know
If I was dead
You wouldn't miss me
Two bits

And if you cared,
You're out of luck

Your heart can't hold me
I'm like water
**Through sand
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
Truth: We call ourselves deep
Sometimes: We call others shallow
But really: We are the shallowest of all
                                                           **For we wear our hearts on our sleeves
                                                         ­  Inflate our pain
                                                            ­And  pine for that                          which we do not             deserve
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
I have real feelings
I have real dreams
Sometimes I cry
Silently scream

l am a real person
Please listen for once
For I have no choice
Please hear my words
Please give me a voice
I never feel like l am important enough for anyone to listen to me
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
Forgive me
I know what I've done
I'm trying so hard
To blot out the memories
Of my crimes
With the love I put out
All I want is to make up
For those moments
I would do anything to erase
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
Covered in scratches
Covered in scrapes
Drowning in wounds
That eternally ache
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
No matter how many drugstores I rob
I will never have enough Band-Aids
For what you've done to me
 Jan 2015
Sydney Ann
I don't want to be human anymore.
I don't want to be part of the
Hate
Cruelty
Selfish need for attention
The imperfection of the human mind.

The worst part now days
Is seeing myself do these things
Commit these crimes
I feel their hurt.
Seeing myself be a human
And not even being able to stop it
The only reason I exist
Is to make up for the faults
Yet I just can't seem to stop being
Everything I hate
 Jan 2015
FallenAngel93
I'm that girl that hides behind that fake smile,
I'm that girl that wears bracelets,
I'm that girl that wears jackets,
I'm that girl that is "Shy"
I'm that girl that has scars,
I'm that girl that has had a past that makes you want to cry hearing it,
I'm that girl you call strong,
I'm that girl..
Quick fix here..
I'm that girl that has too hid behind that fake smile,
I'm that girl the has too wear bracelets,
I'm that girl that  has too wear those jackets,
I'm that girl that is scared to be social because I've been hurt too many times,
I'm that girl that feels lost without her scars because the blade was the only thing there helping for awhile,
I'm that girl that has too move past her own past and never look back,
But most off all *where and the hell do you get strong from
#did #you #know
 Jan 2015
Ember Evanescent
I bet she's tall and pretty
I bet she doesn't even need makeup to be stunning
I bet she stays up late with you and sends you late night texts
I bet you two get drunk and high together
I bet she has no qualms about sending you **** pictures of herself
I bet she is in the "popular" crowd
I bet she doesn't complicate everything
I bet she has never cut herself or tried to **** herself or starved herself
and I have done all three
I bet she is everything you ever wanted
I bet she is someone you would miss like crazy if she left you
I bet you barely remember my name
I am the one who sits at home and reads with a cup of tea and a hoodie on
She is the one who goes out and parties, gets drunk and high and strips
I wish you would miss me
Just a little bit
I can't help it if I am not enough for you. Or for anyone. Or myself. I hope she is enough.
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