There's a beware sign to her mind
Don't go in there
It's dark and scary
The thoughts will chase you
Hang you in their vines  
Trap you there
Smother you
Torture you
Never let you go
Believe me I'm trapped here
I can't go
Turn back and don't come back
Are the signs
One more step and your stuck here
Swept up in her dark thoughts
You won't be the same
Turn back don't try to save her
She belongs here
She created this
It exist Because she formed it
She made this place
On accident

Today you told me it had to end
When I asked why
You said it's the end
Today's the last time
Why?
I start to cry
You say what's wrong with you?
I didn't hurt you did I?
I say no hold me
Don't go
You keep saying I hope I didn't hurt you
With tears in my eyes I reassure you that you didn't
Your shirts drenched in my tears
God I didn't want to hurt you
You didn't I'm ok
Brittany you're crying
I know
You aren't ok
I am
You wipe my tears away
You kiss me
Tears running down my cheeks
I kiss you harder taking it in
I know this is the last time
Your lips meet mine

I sit by the window
Watching for your lights
When I see them I'm nervous
Butterflies in my stomach
The first words you say when I open the door
Is You smell nice
As we go down the road
You turn on the lights
And take a good long look
I say eyes on the road fool
You say sorry I can't help but look
And I laughed
A few minutes past
I catch you looking again
What are you looking at
My face or my ****
You say honestly a little bit of both
Later that night
You lean in to kiss me
I turn my head your lips touch my cheek
You get this sad look on your face
I say You took it the wrong way
You say I know I'm sorry
What?
I'm sorry I kissed you when you clearly didn't want me too
I wanted you too
It wasn't that
I didn't tell you it was the fact that
Someone else lips has never been on mine
We sat there in front of your house
Talking and talking
You said I would invite you in
But my moms home
I say its okay try to kiss me again
You look a little funny
You hesitate
So I lean in and kiss you
It was just as bad as I predicted
But your lips on mine felt nice
Even if mine didn't know what they were doing

Its a secret Ive had
And not yet shared
Hidden underneath
Hidden within my soul
No one should know
Court knows
When he found out
It went like this
She said It's a secret
Don't be embarrassed I'm curious
I have scars ok
Scars that I put there
She looked up ashamed
He said see that wasn't awkward
Don't judge me
I'm not judging you
But you shouldn't do it
Don't you think I know
Then why do it
I can't explain it
He said Ok
Then he kissed her

My scars isn't just scars
They're map lines to the trails of hurt
They're Places I've been and places
I'm going
Some would say its dark
Some would say it's twisted
Some will say they don't understand it
But it's there you can't ignore it