I
Love
You
But
I
Have
To
Say
Goodbye,
Love.

I am a grass.
Even if someone stepped on me,
Tried to crush my hopes,
Or wished to burn me in misery;
I just grow back
Even stronger
And greener.

Above all else,
Guard your heart
For it is
The wellspring of life
And the most fragile thing
You could ever have.

Breathe...
Have faith...
Everything will be okay.
Just hold on.

I hate this kind of feeling
Deep inside I'm screaming
But still look as if nothing's wrong
Holding back my tears for so long;
Not to look for anyone to blame
Except for myself for being so tame,
For making confusing decisions
And doing stupid actions
Showing how immature I was
Making my life look like a trash.
But hey! I still wanna do something great
Hope it's not yet too late
For me to fix up all the things I messed up
And start my journey to reach the top.

A strong young lady
For everything, she is always ready;
Her heart is always filled with hope
Never wastes time to mope.

Put her on a difficult situation
She'll be able to find a solution;
Let her suffer unbearable pain
She'll not cry in vain.
    
Waits with much patience
Works with much diligence;
Understands everyone with much sincerity
Loves unconditionally with much loyalty.

That young lady used to be me
Always seeing things positively;
But at times I fall down and feel like I'm weakling
Coz I am just also a human being.

Needless to say anything,
Through your actions
I knew
*Everything.

It has been quite a long while
Since I last saw you
And last talk with you.
Inside me, I know it hurts
But this is the right thing to do.
There has never been a day that passed
That I have not thought of you;
Reminiscing those days I have spend with you;
The way you make me smile,
The way my heart beat fast when you're near,
The way you wrap me in your arms,
The way you say  the words "I love you".
You've filled me with love and joy before
And that's what my heart is now yearning for.
I want to move on
But I just can't,
'Coz without you,
I feel like there's a hole deep within my heart,
Which makes me feel incomplete inside.
I'm still hoping that one day,
We could be together again,
And continue to share the love we once had
Until the very end.

Even the most beautiful flower
Needs to be daily showered with water
For it to grow lovelier
Or else it will wither.

Just like our dreams and aspirations,
We need daily inspirations
For us to keep going
Or else our hearts will stop hoping.

It felt like floating on the river with a wrinkly skin,
Akin to the corpse burying its sins deep within,
Life was like a gazebo in a dilapidated garden,
There will be reconstruction, if she let go off the burden.

It felt like being struck right deep into the soul
Suffocated and heated with a burning coal
Life has been like living in hell
Thinking she was already in heaven but she fell.

It felt tattered and drained out, limping every step towards life,
Appearing red stains and wounds by a knife,
Collecting the pieces haplessly, relieving the pain,
She wanted to feel the sunshine and kiss the rain.*

It felt like drowing in a vast ocean of depression
Heart suffering from lingering oppression
But her smile never fades away
Getting stronger day by day.

Precious jewelries,cuddly stuff toys, sweet chocolates,
Flamboyant dresses, beautiful bouquets of flowers, luxurious accessories;
All these to me you gave
Though I did not ask for any;
I really do appreciate all these
But, hey sweetie, these are not what I need.
I know you love me so much
And you know I love you too;
I honestly couldn’t ask for more
‘Coz just being with you makes me feel complete.
I wanna go travel anywhere
Just promise me you’ll always be there;
I wanna lie down under a starry sky
While holding your hand, entwined with mine;
I wanna feel you closer to me
Feel the warmth of your arms around me;
I wanna lean on your shoulders
Though it’s tough, it makes me feel relaxed;
I want you to gently caress my hair
‘Til I fell asleep in your chest;
I wanna look into your eyes
See the happiness in you for having me by your side;
I want you to cuddle me tight in your arms
And I wouldn’t mind if it’s making me breathe hard;
I want your hand to cup my face and pull me closer to you
Feel the blood rushing in my cheeks ‘til it blushed;
I wanna hear your sweet voice whispering in my ears
Saying the words “I love you”;
I wanna feel your soft lips
Gently pressed against mine, brushing it lightly;
I wanna stay forever in your heart
And, I swear, it’s you who’ll forever stay in mine.

In life,
It is essential
That you learn
How to be strong enough
To let go;
And wise enough
To wait
For what you deserve.

Everything we have encountered
Was really meant for us to be experienced.

They add colors to our life
And make it a unique master piece.

Traveled the whole wide world
Awaiting for a beauty to behold;
Searched for stories untold
Looking for a secret to be unfold;
Been to New York, Paris, Tokyo and Sydney
Climbed a mountain and walked through a valley;
To a lot of people I talked,
Those cute boy bands I stalked;
Went to famous boutiques and malls
Tried new clothes like those fashion dolls
And walked with trendy stilettos
Made different poses and took some photos;
I've searched high and low
In every place I go.
All of these I did
Just to be happy indeed,
But in the end I realize
All those worldly things will not suffice
My thirst for a blissful life.
What I wanted is far beyond those that money can buy
Those that are invisible to the naked eye;
Something that could make me smile
Without the need to travel even a single mile.
I don't want to have just a good time
It's peace of mind that I wanted to be mine;
I wanted to lay on a comfortable bed
But what I needed is a good night's sleep with nothing lingering in my head;
I wanna have something that could give me some enjoyment
But what I desired to have is genuine happiness;
I wanna try a lot of things
Wanna go fly and spread my wings,
But to feel loved, I think, is what I need
So that from all my woes I'll be freed;
And this is the kind of feeling
Ever since I have been longing.

Several years have passed
Thinking I'll get used to this-
Living without you;
But that idea was foolish
'Coz I'm still missing you;
I realized that I'm still longing,
Even craving for a father's love and care.
Whenever I go to malls and parks,
I envy those girls-
Especially those who are at my age,
Who are having a good time with their dad.
I envy those sweet smiles,
Those laughters.
I remember my days of yore
Those times during my childhood-
We'll go to malls,
Carrying me in your arms
When I feel so stubborn to walk,
We'll have so much fun
Together with mama and my little brother.
I used to be your little girl,
Doing everything to make me happy;
Treating me as your little princess
In our little castle
Where you are the king
And mama is your queen.
I missed those times-
Those moments when we are one happy family
Filled with so much love for each other.
Now...
Here I am,
Just reminiscing those days-
How perfect our life was;
Recalling everything
'Til my tears come rushing down my cheeks
Knowing that we could no longer be like that again,
Knowing that having you back
Will only happen in my dreams.
Despite of the hurt and pain you made me feel
When you left us,
I forgive you,
I left no hatred or anger in my heart to you
Because I still do love you, Papa
And I'm really longing for your love.

Once, my heart has been broken
Shredded into bits and pieces
Suffered the most unbearable pain
When I let go of you
And realized that my dream love has been lost
The kind of love
That, forever, I would no longer have.

In a crowded place
I got a glimpse of you
Seeing the smile on your face
Makes me wanna smile too.

Staring at your direction
The world is in slow motion
Watching your graceful walk
Hearing an angel's voice as you talk.

The beating of my heart
Says how much I was amazed by you
I know, this is the start -
The story of me and you.

Oh baby, you have no clue
How captivated I am by you;
From the day we first met, I knew
I have fallen for you.*

<3

Though I walked in the darkness
I can still feel much happiness;
Though I faced my greatest worries and fears
I can still manage to smile even with tears;
Though I've been mocked by many
I was able to show I have my integrity;
Though been through times so rough
I had been tough enough;
Though they continuously pulled me down
It's still me who won the crown;
Though many times I've been broken
Still, I was able to build up myself again.
All these I have done
Because of the help of the Almighty One.
With him everything is perfect
There's nothing to object.
He loved me so deeply
He cared for me endlessly
With Him, I've never felt so alone,
Been treated like a princess sitting on a throne.
All my life is a big thanks to Him
I can't do anything without Him.
It's his love and greatness
That keeps me feel the genuine happiness.

What gives you
Pain today
Will make you
Stronger tomorrow.

How do i describe Blythe?
She’s very smart yet very humble.
She’s very soft spoken
But knows how to have a good time,
She never fails to make you feel special
And remind you why you need friends like her.
She’s a strong woman with a heart of gold.

You
are
the
missing
piece
to
make
my
puzzle
com­plete.

This distance that separates us;
The times I am spending without you;
Those nights passing by not saying good night;
Those days ending without a single "Hi";
All these lead to one thing-
I am missing You.

In the stillness of the night
The stars are shinning bright
But it is the moon
I have been longing to see, soon
For it holds the beauty
That I will adore for eternity.

Every morning I go out with you
To see such a majestic view
Of the sun slowly rising up in the horizon.
Spending my mornings with you
Makes my day complete
You take away all my blues;
We walk and run
Rest for a while to catch our breaths;
After that we will have a grand meal
Making our hungry tummies happy,
You always make me eat a lot
Because I am too skinny.
Being with with you is such a bliss
You do not only put a smile on my face,
But you make my heart smile as well.
You have been my morning drug
That is keeping me each day alive.

It keeps on reminding her of him
So she burned it
And as it slowly turns into ashes
She feels the burning inside her heart too
suffocated by the pain
Of losing him.

She knows it would take
A lot of time
And courage
But hopefully
She can start anew.

That burning feeling
Will soon pass.
In time,
Her heart will recover,
She will be able to move on
And look ahead
For she believes
Something better is coming.

These chains that bind me,
I will break.
Sooner, true happiness will find me,
My smiles will no longer be fake.

From my sad past
I will be free.
Start anew with a blast
Dance each day of my life with glee.

As the year ends,
Another one begins;
New chances to take
New memories to make;
Let the past be in the past
But carry the lessons learned;
New challenges and struggles may be encountered
But be still and know we can still make it;
May it bring new hope
Let the broken hearts heal;
Keep the faith,
Be courageous;
With head held up,
Let us welcome this new year!