Though the sun has barely set,
the course for tomorrow has already begun.
I imagine you putting on your armor
to embrace the night.
Though the sun has just gone down,
the course for battle has already begun.
I imagined you fighting
to keep me away.
Though the night has fallen now,
the course for pilgrimage has already begun
I see myself crawling through the grass
searching for your armored figure.
Though it is now midnight,
and the sky is pitch black
I see your figure dancing in the moonlight
taunting me to come closer.
Though it is now past 1,
and the moonlight is bright and vivid
I see myself edge closer to you
trying to beg for mercy
For it is not battle I wish any longer
For it is not pain I wish for you, any longer
For it is not what I wanted from the start
so now I am here, at your feet, with you and your sword
And you place the blade upon my shoulder,
and you pull every so slightly,
to cut into my skin
revealing my blackened blood
which then turns red as I look into your gaze.
You mouth words to me,
that are so floral and elegant
and you say to me those words I've been
dying, to hear.
For this love, it is what I wished for
from the moment I knew who you were
For this love, it is what I hoped for
from the moment you knew who you were
And now I lay at your feet
a saint with a past
and a sinner with a future
Admittedly imperfect
Admittedly cruel
Kissing the warm earth
where you walk.