​a free drink
and a cold hand
was all it took
for a new beginning

​my heat aches
for i know what i've done
for i know what you've gone through
and i know i haven't been there

my heart aches
because we don't talk anymore
because we aren't who we used to be
and i know we're better than this

my heart aches
we've had our differences
we've had out fights
and we always come back

my heart aches
I never told you what i felt
I never shared what actually happened
and you deserved to know

my heart aches
we don't communicate
we don't say what we mean
and I know i should

my heart is full
we'll figure this out
we'll get through this
and we always do

as i slowly let go of your hand
and grip onto my own
i know this is where
i am destined to be

maybe one day
i'll look back
and realize
you were
never
even
worth it

don't let the thought of us go away
because the only thing in my head
is the distance between then and now
and now and there
and maybe we can make something of it

you were in everything
my thoughts
my daydreams
my stories
my poems
and now
i don't even have
a place for you
at all