just tell me one more time
that you love me so I can remember
the way words passionately leave lips
and tell beautiful lies

I weaken at
the gentle touch of your lips
against my sultry skin
My inhibitions escape
as you run kisses softly along
my stomach, directly
above my waist
Your hands slowly roam my frame
showering me with feelings
of peace and serenity
My skin sweats out all my secrets
while you intently listen and use it
to your advantage
No longer shielded against you
my body begins to tremble with ecstasy
You make me feel this forgotten desire
that's awaken the passion imbedded
deep within my bones
I surrender and lose all control
My body is no longer mine
but now yours as we lay engulfed
in one other, perfectly intertwined
I anticipate the warmth of your touch
and tremble before you reach
your next destination
for my skin has memorized
that tingling sensation
Soul to soul we face each other
You look up at me as your
eyes intensely relay a message
my heart already knows
I throw my head
and feed my love to you
I moan and tremble as you travel
through my veins
             I'm addicted to you
The affect remains even after
I errupt and not just with raw passion
I drift into a deep sleep
while my body still
twitches at the sensual touch of
your fingertips

Strip me naked until i am bare
Soul reached, spirit unveiled
Fears gone, confidence prevailed
Love me even when the monster
in me is revealed
For I am a beautiful nightmare but with you the wounds of life's past are healed

i dont share a lot of my poetry with my family
it will shatter their existing image of me;
                                  of who they want me to be
im too gay in my writing
      too activist
      too deep
      too controversial
      too...
real
so i share it with strangers
all of you beautiful strangers whom i will never meet
because you understand me more
than people ive known my whole life
you appreciate my depth and we can share our
love, pain, and struggles
                                             together

This is more than a little thing
This is a forever partnership, friendship
This is more than just a *** and lust
This is a forever connection spoken through the physical
This is more than basic conversations
This is a forever search of a deeper intellectual stimulation
This is more than just getting along
This is a forever journey of laughter, affection, fun
This is more than arguing
This is a forever commitment to understanding
This is more than hearing each other
This is a forever devotion to listening and caring
This is more than confidence
This is a forever reliance on trust, loyalty, honesty
This is more than how you make me feel
This is a forever journey in exploring every depth of you
This is more than a young romance
This is a forever love