I'm thinking I'd take all the bad back, just to have the good with it. But I know that's not the right line of thinking. But I want to. You've returned to my life for two days, and I'd already prefer waking up stuck to my sheets with the blood leaking from the wounds you made to waking up with just a text from you. ****, ****. You're poison but you know I won't go anywhere.

Rusty words are passing by
The time is frozen
No matter I try
All seems broken

The hands can say a thousand words,
if only they were able to understand them.

We were the past
I am the present
They will be my *future

“I swear it to you,”
“He had you in this life...
...but during the next million you’ll be only mine.”

My
   dream
              boy,
                  please
             don't
          kiss
                 me
                    goodnight


Dance
          with
                  me
            still
         in
    this
          moonlight.