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475 · Jan 2016
Conversation..
Nirvana Jan 2016
How funny it is I really wanted to stop myself from writing poetries but I forgot that 'MUSIC' and 'POETRY' plays an important role at least in my life:

"Music serves me as a roadway to the deepest secret of my life;
While Poetry serves me as a way back from the darkest corner of my heart."
470 · Jun 2015
Maniac®
Nirvana Jun 2015
Sometimes you simply do not want a song to end....
So you put it on a repeat mode!!! <3
Music serves me as a gateway to escape from my painful thoughts (though temporarily but something is better than nothing)
Nostalgia drives me crazy!!!
469 · Mar 2016
The Revenant (Short Tale)
Nirvana Mar 2016
you look at that ******* there
looking him you got scared
yeah he's been following you
however fast you walk he still continue

I saw him glaring (at you)
and marched towards you snarling
that's enough I drove my bike on him
the scene created was really grim

the police came and arrested me
I was looking for an escape if any
the person whom I hurt was influencing
his father a great lawyer was debating

I had lost all my hope
you entered court out of scope
the Jury after hearing your statement
declared me to be innocent!

we left the court behind
left the world that was blind
but a group of people followed us
this all created a whole ruckus

we reached for the nearby taxi
but there was no vacancy
they followed us all over
through silent street I hold you closer

I whispered into your ear
"I LOVE YOU." though we're in fear
you pulled me down and planted kiss,
I was on cloud nine, of course on my lips

the stout little ******* approached near
our hands tightly clasp we're dead fear
the first attack he made was on your wrist
I stormed into fight with that little beast

the other members followed behind
with sharp knife hiding at their hind
the strongest man hold me by my shoulder
the little stout punched me being bolder

you came to my rescue
they stab the knife in you!
they left you there to die
tied me to a pole, left me to cry!!

I will be back I promise
won't leave them who did all this...

To be continued...
A love story
With a revenge
465 · Apr 2016
Untitled
Nirvana Apr 2016
sometimes its easy to die
than to simply say good Bye!
459 · Mar 2016
Untitled
Nirvana Mar 2016
The wound grows old to become a memory, while the memory grows deep to become a wound!
Believe me!
453 · Jun 2015
Life
Nirvana Jun 2015
life could be better or worst but will never be as painful as it is now (without you)!!!
433 · Feb 2016
Feeling Despair
Nirvana Feb 2016
I've started feeling despair
for the love that we share
oh! sorry I do forgot
the love, its all I've got

you never care to
find my love for you
you were busy in your own
you left me to cry and frown

you talked to me once or twice
you tried your best to act nice
all you said was not to call again
is it enough to heal my pain

you may put up a fight
but don't disappear from my sight
Instead slit my heart
and tear it apart

My feelings have rotten
but you're not forgotten
I still feel the pain
but the conditions have change(d)
      
to be continued... ... ...
#endless_pain
432 · Jun 2015
Punishment
Nirvana Jun 2015
Punishment are really strange
There the physical punishment
Shouting and screaming at its range
Running through the streets

Whereas look at that silent killer
The mental punishment
Standing aloof along a pillar
With silence to everyone it treats

The mental punishments are dominant
Among all types of punishment
But emotional punishments are prominent
To put everyone at threat

The worst of all is 'no negotiation'
The war with no sound or scream
Where the guilty is sent to desolation
Here the guilty becomes the victim
I hate your silence, I hate your absence
I miss your prence in my life
But I think I don't have any choice
Either I've to deal with it or let your memories haunt me...
428 · Jul 2015
D£fe@t ...
Nirvana Jul 2015
Every night I go to bed
full of grief; I feel so dead
the battle starts
within my heart

On the bed here I lie
with every beat I nearly die
my heart set up a race
& my mind to you, it chase

With the darkness getting dark
my heart is set at a fiercy spark
with lame mind and watery(crying) eye
every night I nearly die

I can feel every drop of my blood
with your thought my imaginations flood
our talks and our encounters
brings me a great disaster

I want you to hug me tight
& bring me back from this fight
the battle in which I'm already defeat
with my armours down I'm at your feet!!!

on the bed here I lie
and that's how everyday I die¡¡¡
424 · Dec 2015
If...
Nirvana Dec 2015
if love can make us blind
and if it can really so
please make me of a kind
so your betrayal I may never saw

if heart can sing
please play on my thought
give my desire a new wing
and end your 'Presence's drought'

if mind can play the game
and make me feel alright
I wish it to make me lame
that's my sincere plight

if history could be change
and past could be live again
our encounter and talks I'll rearrange
coz without you I can't stand this pain

if love is easy
then what hatred is;
away from you I'll be in misery
to see you at peace!!!
418 · Dec 2015
I Miss...
Nirvana Dec 2015
I miss her here
I miss her there
I miss her every now and then

I miss her smile
I miss her style
I miss every word she said

I miss those nights
I miss those days
I miss her in every way

I miss those chats
I miss those fights
I miss it all every time I cry
# Holding Back the Tears
Nirvana Jan 2016
Take back all your memory
Relief me and set me free
All I wanna be:
Is to act more like me

The memories of your
Doesn't help me csure
With every passing time
They destroy sanity of mine

The betrayal is in the air
There's nothing that I fear;
Other than my own dezire
it's the only thing that put me on fire

My eyes have been searching you
My mind is creating moments that's ain't true
A portrait of yours is stuck in my eye
I can't breathe coz inside I dye

The thing that troubles me
Are not my enemies
The thing that shatters me
Are those memories...

There's something stuck in my head
I battle with me and toss in my bed
I can't take any more of this
I wanna forget all her memories

I hear a whisper of your name
It hurts, but to hear it my mind is tame
I may get rid of me;
But from your memories its difficult to be.

Take back all your memory
Relief me and set me free
All I wanna be:
Is to act more like me
Wanna Act Like Self!!
389 · Feb 2016
To My Love
Nirvana Feb 2016
Passing the nights
Rattling your name
Ask me not
To stop loving you
Its all I've got
kindly ask me to
Stop living instead
Hallucination is a boon
As dreaming you is all I do!

May be you'll read your name
Inscribed on my heart
Secretly,
Hidden at
Right place in
Attic of this body!
379 · Feb 2016
Life Moves On...
Nirvana Feb 2016
I forgot my smile
and don't remember my laugh
I don't know who I was
and don't know where I stand
you're the only dream i chase
I'll die surely if you leave me in case!
the plot is set
we'll talk
I'll cry
you'll apologise
for leaving me
I'll sob
you'll give reasons
I'll be silent
you'll hug me and unite
just in order to depart
I'll be dead silent
you'll look back
to make sure I'm not crying
but its my heart not me
the pain will break me
I'll stand there for a year
and cut myself from world
get angry for no reason
will cry for you're not here
pass my days
to feel dead at lonely nights
get restless
depressed
and deject(ed)
but you won't be here in any case
I'll feel hurt
its because of my heart
I'll be heartless anyway
yet I'll die everyday
to see you again
eventually I'll love this pain
tears will fade
but not this heartache
whether good or bad
I'll live on the life I had!
perhaps, I'll write my loss
in poetry of course
but will never show it to you
you must not know I (still) love you!
we must not hold on
its life... let's move on...
(that's what you asked for!)
P.S.- I don't know what it is or if it makes any sense but writing this gave me jolts!
372 · Dec 2015
IDK
Nirvana Dec 2015
IDK
I don't know what hurts the most
the person
or their memories
their love
or their absence
their care
or the fact that no more they care!
Clueless and confused
But all I know is YOU!
364 · Jun 2015
Quest?on
Nirvana Jun 2015
I wonder if she ever feel when I suffocate here in her memories...
361 · Jan 2016
Nights Do pass
Nirvana Jan 2016
nights do pass
and the pain it cause
I can't bear it Alas!

Your thoughts do come
shake me strong and firm
such cruel they are and stern

I do pass the night
seeing stars shining bright
crying to self, feels so light

I wake at the midnight
searching for your sight
not finding you around gives me fright

The pain it cause
I can't bear it Alas!
But somehow the night do pass

searching for new stuff(s)
handling self rude and rough
Be busy! to survive its enough

like night the day is not sadist
but even it doesn't put me at ease
your thoughts do come and tease

Loving you is all I do
at every moment I miss you
and hope in everything you miss me too!
348 · Sep 2015
One Day...
Nirvana Sep 2015
one day I'll hold you close
one day I'll kiss your nose
one day I'll make you smile
but today give me a while

one day I'll embrace you tight
one day I'll put off this fight
one day I'll melt your heart
but today let me be your part

one day I'll bridge this gap
one day I'll shoulder your nap
one day I'll open my eye;
but today to this I'll deny

the day I'll come to know
you and me were hard to grow
that day I'll let you go
but today let me dream so;

one day I'll embrace the death
one day I'll accept my fate
one day I'll move on
but today let me hold on
you and me were hard to grow means                            
          you and I can't be together.
324 · Feb 2016
Random Thoughts
Nirvana Feb 2016
The darkness reside
crickets chirping beside
the light subside
my journey I decide

I'll go on loving you
though hurting me back
is all you do
my enthusiasm will never lack

tears may come and go
my feelings may go high and low
you may never accept me as lover
               (Its Fine)
just your presence makes me feel better

people questions my love
they say we are water and stove
to which I answer them in fuss
"LOVE is as LOVER does."

I love the pain
your memories bring
I may not be the same
to put you the ring
       BUT
you can't stop me from loving you
as time descends my love will grew
you may get weak and old
but my love will get stronger manifold
          And Still
people questions my love
they say we are water and stove
to which I answer them in fuss
"LOVE is as LOVER does."
324 · Nov 2015
Feelings
Nirvana Nov 2015
REJECTION is nothing, if we take IGNORANCE into consideration...
323 · Jun 2015
Missing YOU...
Nirvana Jun 2015
Hiding the tears, faking a smile
its easy to pass the day
But i feel broken at night!!!
302 · Jul 2015
You...
Nirvana Jul 2015
I love myself only for loving you
And for the rest I hate myself at everything I do...
I've got a fever and I need your presence in my life coz its the only medicine I know to save myself!!!
302 · May 2015
Un-Xplained-2!!!
Nirvana May 2015
We are strong enough
Unless we have a shoulder
To cry upon...

We are strong enough
Unless we are left
On our own...

We can bear the pain
Unless the person who hurts
Is someone known...

We can bear the pain
Unless we get nostalgic
Thinking of the dreams shown...
                                  -Unfortunately Nirvana...
296 · Jan 2016
Untitled
Nirvana Jan 2016
To feel dead, you don't need to be one!
P.S.- A heartbreak is sufficient.
289 · Feb 2016
Untitled
Nirvana Feb 2016
Now My pillow knows me much better than you does!
287 · Jan 2016
Untitled
Nirvana Jan 2016
Don't interfere if you can't handle (me)

interfere in my life
influencing my heart
and persuading my mind!
P.S.- if you wanna love her go on but please spare me. My other half!
270 · Nov 2015
Beautiful Lines-2
Nirvana Nov 2015
Your harsh words may hurt but it won't hurt me as much as your silence!!!
268 · Feb 2016
Untitled
Nirvana Feb 2016
to show your LOVE you need to be INSANE
But to hide it you need to have STRENGTH/COURAGE
262 · Feb 2016
Untitled
Nirvana Feb 2016
Dare to dream.
if you achieve it, you'll have something to talk about.
and if you fails, you'll have something to laugh about!
P.S.- well if it hurts, you'll have something to cry about!
254 · Nov 2015
Beautiful Lines...
Nirvana Nov 2015
About me, nothing worse
They will tell you, my love,
Than what I told you.
                       -Peblo Neruda      

-Just an excerpt from one of his poems

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