I am exhausted
The chattering muons
rain upon my
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Can you tell me the last time you cleaned your hands of me?
Did you scrub yourself raw like I did?
Did it bleed? Tell me, did it hurt?
How did you forget about it so fast?
Can you please tell me?
he looked at me
like i painted the ocean blue
like i was the only promise he was meant to keep
like i was the one to throw stardust in the sky and create the milky way
—how do you live up to a reputation like that?
someday it will
will come in.
with the deepest depths in the eyes
with the gentlest of breaths
and endless soul in the smile
i'll forgive this pain
not forget -
we are all destined to love again, i am sure
Each night we go to bed
With sheets made of ice and blankets of lead
Each night we try to sleep
With a wall at our backs built from secrets we keep
Each day we rise and then
We step onto the stage till it's bedtime again
Just bodies, no feelings.
each other like robots.
In the heat of the moment.
What's that? A feeling?
No. There's no feelings here.
Just two people desperately trying
to escape everything for a while.