I was cheerful and bright eyed but never saw a future
I've always limited myself in an agonizing suture
I've been lost since birth and I fear that god was mistaken
For I am slipping away and I feel that my life span has been taken
I am suicidal and in search for reassurance
I wish for death and wish for liberation from this earth
I spoke of god but I know of none
I know that once I am gone that it all will be done
Sorry for my rambling, I  have finished my self loathing
Good bye my loves, for now I must be going

The heart is a magnificent creature
It carries the ultimate burden
The dead weight of the body it fuels,
and the constant struggle from the soul it owns
Without your heart your body cannot live
Without heart, your body is an empty shell
Nothing truly matters
And with all the things that the heart can take,
It wears and tears with such ease
Heartbreak is a common and ferocious disease
It poisons the mind and clouds your judgement
And it comes in so many different shapes and sizes
Heartbreak is the enemy of hearts everywhere.
~FIN~

One deep breath of you was all it took
One word uttered and I was yours
Your souless eyes took me by surprise
You were my worst addiction....
You took me in your hand and,
molded me with ease
I changed who I was
Becoming someone I did not want to be
You were kind and gentle at the start
It was a joyful infactuation
Until suddenly I crashed and started burning
You were my worst addiction.....
You dragged me across the rocks
Betraying me
Your loyal servant
It was a shock I did not forsee
I was a beautiful flower
Whos petals you took for your own
Leaving me naked and wounded
You were my worst addiction....
You were the monster
I feared would come and take me in the night
Until suddenly I found the will
To stand my ground and fight
I used strength to send you far away
So now you look for a new victim
You'll be there worst addiction.

Chem is cruel to my mind
It strips me of my dignity and makes me cry
None of the answers I'm ever able to find
The class makes me lose hope and makes me want to die
It makes me wish for a brain that is not mine
I would say that I am doing okay but that would be a lie
I wish I had not taken chem, for in another class I would surely shine
Chemistry oh chemistry should I still try?
If I accept my failure will I end up fine?
Or will chem consume me?
Body Soul and Mind.

Im pushing hard with all i've got
Yet nothing is ever good enough
I am racing to the finish line
I am clawing to the top
My body keeps on growing old
While my mind is stuck in time
I lose more than I seem to win
The balance is not right
I know one day....
That I'll be dead,
It just feels...
wrong

-Kaitlyn

Your name I do not care to say
You riddle me with curiosity
People encounter you every day
You provide no mercy and have no pity
You can show off a horrific display
Or you can be simple and almost pretty
You're a bully who forces all to pay
You are overall rather ******
I know you not personally, and lets keep it that way
Thinking of you keeps me far from gitty
Death.... You're a *****
*******

As new as the freshly fallen snow
As fragile as the petals of a flower
Could this blossom into something more
Could this new awakening provide the finishing blow
This longing and resentment is so alien
This new experience is something very new
I am curious and also frightened
I am embarrassed and quite nervous
It is nothing I have ever known before
So I will let go
Letting the current take control