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 Sep 2016 Julia Mae
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 Sep 2016 Julia Mae
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I thought about you today
Your sister posted a picture online of a butterfly that had landed on her foot outside in her backyard, she said it was you visiting her and of course everyone gave her their condolences.
I often think of your family, like the son you left behind and the husband who has yet to find anyone else since you left.
But how could you find another lover after you found the last one hanging from a cable cord in your basement
If you knew how everyone's life would be now, would you take it back?
 Sep 2016 Julia Mae
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 Sep 2016 Julia Mae
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MY GOD I GET SO SICK JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES I SAT THERE CRYING BEGGING YOU NOT TO LEAVE ME, NOT TO GET IN THAT CAR, NOT TO WALK OUT THAT DOOR, NOT TO SAY GOODBYE.

I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW STUPID I WAS, HOW MUCH YOU DIDNT CARE, HOW I STILL DIDNT LET YOU GO
 Sep 2016 Julia Mae
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Burning
 Sep 2016 Julia Mae
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I can't even listen to my favorite band anymore because oh my god I cant keep picturing us in your car singing our hearts out and I can't even watch my favorite movie because i have to stop going back to all the times we watched it

I have yet to go back to the institute of art because of you and that was once my favorite place I can barely even walk to my car in the rain because I can't help but think of when your car broke down during that bad storm in 2013 hours away from our home and you told me you didn't even care because you were with me and **** I'm shaking just writing this
 Aug 2016 Julia Mae
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Taste
 Aug 2016 Julia Mae
Styles
I want to fill my mouth,
                   with your body, and
                               taste your existence  
                                                for all eternity.
......You are the most complex, interlaced multidimensional beauty I have ever encountered.......
 Jul 2016 Julia Mae
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Ebriosity
 Jul 2016 Julia Mae
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I'd say go to hell
but I'll be there so
go to heaven
instead.
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Still so mad but there's nothing I can do.
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 Jul 2016 Julia Mae
Dr Strange
I kept telling her that she could do better
That what she sees in me is nothing but an allusion of her own making
I just wished she would have opened her eyes sooner
Just so that she could see me as the monster I truly am
So she could see that I actually never gave a ****
That I just used her because she allowed me to
What a selfish ***** I am
I never loved her
Then again...
All of that is a lie
I thought that I could give her the world
That I was the right guy for the job
But...
As time went by I started to realize
That was an allusion of my making
I could never make her smile wide enough
Couldn't really give her enough
Tearing myself apart from the inside out
So ever night I cried myself to sleep
Thinking **** what do I do
What do I do...
Didn't have a clue
So I burned away all her memories of me
Making it seems like I was just a monster who hid behind the scenes
Became something I wasn't to give her a chance
But till this day...
Till this day...
I know I did the right thing
I let her go so she could explore the world
Actually see it with her own two eyes
But still...
I can't help but to cry
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 Jul 2016 Julia Mae
halioth
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 Jul 2016 Julia Mae
halioth
i once loved a boy
who didn't find solace in my arms
but in his drugs
 Jul 2016 Julia Mae
Mae
the silence was deafening
i could hear our minds scream
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