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If you needed light
I would bring you the sun
As I sat there with my hands burnt
-S
I fell in love with myself through you
Thank you for being the mirror I so blindly refused to look in
-s
I have seem to lost connection with simple emotions
Which re-configures ******* devotions
Feelings that are best expressed
like the ***** of a rose
A small single sting
Just an "ouch" I suppose
But I know the pain is there
And it's almost unbearable
My cosmic mind begins to breakdown
It's **** near irreparable
I've lost the ability to whimper
I've gained the ability to cry
All these unblemished feelings
Make my tear ducts run dry
My sentiment has grown stronger
There's no simplicity in my heart
My emotional responses were a blank canvas
They have matured into art
When I am most unhappy
My face begins to drown
When I am at the peak of elation
My aura glows all around
I've lost the ability to become angry
I've gained vehemence in its prime
Inflammable emotions
Build in such time
When my stomach begins to rumble
I am no longer hungry yet starving
The electric vibrations you give me
Get engraved inside my soul like a tree bark carving
When I love, I love hard
Nothing in-complex about it
If you cannot take my deep emotions
You and I are not the puzzle piece I saw so fit
Although I have lost connection with simple emotions
I have gained connection with  the real ones inside
Feeling such things shouldn't be subtle
Our eccentric emotions are nothing to hide
-S
I'd rather lose myself
than lose you
But if you left
a little bit of myself would too

I picked us up in the lost and found
-S
He looked at me
and whispered words of love
I wanted to touch him
And make love to his bare body
But I was already naked
He was deep inside my thoughts
And his love was pulsating trough my veins
being inside your brain meant more than having you inside my body
-S
Your fingers were digging for gold
Right between my legs
My eyes were looking for a feeling
Right upon your face
But I didn't need your to tell me
I knew I was already a gold mine
And you an emotionless digger
-S
 Dec 2016 Joshua Dougan
Maya
Oh sun-
Kiss down on my
Dulcet lips
And give your rays of warmth,
So that I may drool
Yellow from my mouth.
Let my insides be a raging fire and
Break my skin to an amber glow.
Oh sun-
Beam your healing rays of blonde
And let me turn to gold.
 Dec 2016 Joshua Dougan
Maya
Perhaps I'll move to the cardboard box
that sits under the stairs.
I'll say I found a new apartment,
one at no expense.
I'll have my own aerosphere
3rd-class postage stamps,
punched into my knees.
I'll get to know the gloves and folds
that package at my skin-
let the corners of the box
soften into different shapes
and alleviate my fears.
 Dec 2016 Joshua Dougan
Maya
Sometimes I feel like writing
but sometimes it takes days,
for me to think of something
and bring the pen to page.
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