I burned the letter you wrote me,
I thought it would help,
But now,
Whenever i smell smoke,
I think of you,
And i am that much further from forgetting.


(K.O)

Without you, there would be no sun in my sky...
Without you, there would be no love in my life...
Without you, there would be no world left for me...

I try to tell my self i'm better off without you
you're no good
you're a horrible human
you've open my wounds
and killed my soul.
But the truth is; I was my happiest with you
and as every peice of you left
you're brain, heart, then body
you took my happeniss with you.
.

How I struggle each moment
to live life without you
Since u have shut the door on me
Life’s barren twist I see

The road ahead is long and deary
And my strength fades faster
Every scratch of sanity I hang on to
Hoping praying today’s not my last!

I don’t want to give up
But I can’t face another day
When memories of our togetherness
Haunt me everyday.

Your smile, your twinkling eyes
You is what I long for
The spaces between my fingers
Want to feel you near
To feel your heart beating
Close to mine.

Try as much I, to push u away
You are always in my thoughts
I realize, I love you with every
fibre of my being
And even if that is not enough
My heart I will place at your feet.

Yeah, without you,
Without you, without you,
minutes seems to be hours,
days are like years passed through  my eyes.

Without you,
life is somewhere lost.
blue,green,pink are gone ,
just ash......

I caught it,tried to paint on it with vivid colours,
Oh, no, its just a piece of wooden floating across the sea
and now passing nearby me .

Without you,
Oh, without you.....

I want
You 
To put 
Your leering
Fingers
Deep in.
Make me feel
The pain,
I once felt,
You leaving
Me, shocking
My spine into 
***** ness.
Throw my breath
Onto your 
Ceiling, and
Suffocate my
Eyes
With every ******.
/
I will
Twist
My torso,
Coil like a 
Snake.
Pounce into 
Danger,
Attacking
What holds
 Ill intentions.
Venom oozing 
Out through 
My loving fangs,
Going for your
Throat.
Laying flat, you
Feel excitement
Course all throughout 
Your being.
Curling at the toes.

a drop of water

can't put out a fire

just like an apology

can't heal the pain