Chalsey Wilder: Poems

Nov 2015 · 334

Puella

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Puella

Suus 'got mammam exitibus
Unde et amor alterius innititur
*Quare id faciam, quod est nimis

Interesting really.

Nov 2015 · 214

One rule to happiness

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

One rule to happiness

Even if you're making someone else happy, you should still be happy yourself.

Nov 2015 · 220

Sugar

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Sugar

Love them and leave them.

Fire and desire.

#love #fire #desire #leave

Nov 2015 · 516

What little life left in darkness

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

What little life left in darkness

Light can't live in darkness
That's why I'm dying

#dying #life #living #death #darkness #light

Nov 2015 · 163

Same one

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Same one

The same one who swears
Isn't the one who really cares
But at least you can count on their words being there
Even if they were never here

Key key key

Nov 2015 · 241

Love the same

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Love the same

If the love always feels the same
May it's your heart that's playing games

Nov 2015 · 4.9k

Advantages of long distance relationships 101

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Advantages of long distance relationships 101

Once it's over it's easier to act like they never existed or even happened.

Cause you never really met them technically, lol.

#relationships #distance #long

Nov 2015 · 838

Smile so fake

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Smile so fake

Don't you feel the hate
When you possess a smile so fake
Doesn't it hurt your face
To create a smile so fake
Does the pain get erased
When you possess a smile so fake
Doesn't it stretch your muscles the wrong way
To create a smile so fake
Is it happiness you create
When you smile so **** fake
Or is it calmness that you make
When you create a smile so *fake

Nov 2015 · 310

Just remember

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Just remember

You can only give people the power to betray you.

We put those people in just the right position to betray us.

#betrayal

Nov 2015 · 161

Worth the will

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Worth the will

My heart is cold steel
*Is it worth the will?

Nov 2015 · 259

Too bad

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Too bad

You tried your hardest, you really did
Too bad it was still soft as a flaccid ****

XD

Nov 2015 · 291

Jewels

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Jewels

Diamonds, emeralds, silver, and gold
Are only valuable because it's shiny and what humanity was told
If those things were dull and light
People wouldn't want them, *right?

Nov 2015 · 178

Own it

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Own it

Walk like you own the world
*Act like your spit doesn't deserve to hit their graves.

Nov 2015 · 190

Not enough

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Not enough

Just love isn't enough to make things work.

Nov 2015 · 187

That's what she said

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

That's what she said

She said she wanted to drink me like wine
Make my legs shake so fine
And make her tongue do a replay then rewind
And her previous words came to my mind
"I will make you mine."
She smiles just at that time.

Nov 2015 · 316

I'm ill.

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

I'm ill.

I'm tired. So ill at ease.
Please say it please.
It's just what I need.
But I can't come begging.
It'll stay a secret, quietly pending.
My mind does all the bending.
I'm beginning to believe it's going to finally break.
I'm damming up the tears that wants a big break.
Maybe they'll come out over some tea and coffee cake.

Tears keep trying to slip out Dx

Nov 2015 · 225

It's funny

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

It's funny

It's so funny how unfunny **** is.

Nov 2015 · 236

Uneven

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Uneven

The uneven-ness of my femur bones
Hurts further than bone deep.

I try not to think or look at it much

Nov 2015 · 2.1k

What pretty is

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

What pretty is

I'mma tell you what pretty is

Pretty is a standard
Pretty is a complement used to get into your jeans
Pretty is a goal that'll only leave a hole
Pretty is something never truly achieved in every beholder's eye
Pretty is a lie bought and sold
Pretty does grow old
Pretty is a truth if it comes from the right soul

"Pretty is a lie bought and sold" aka makeup and cosmetic surgery procedures.

#lies #truth #pretty

Nov 2015 · 1.1k

Games

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Games

A heart isn't a game
*** isn't a game or a gamble
Tears are potions of frustration and pain
*** was never intended to be physical gain
I could knock on this ****
Point out everything not worth it
But still no one would ever get what my mouth tries to say
This age, and this day
Nothing but a petty game I'll have to play

So tired.

Nov 2015 · 195

lol

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

lol

Made a poem about sunglasses
Has a lot of shade

Lol. I just thought this was funny

Nov 2015 · 395

Life like

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Life like

Life is like porridge
Never get discouraged
Sometimes hot sometimes cold, you never know what the future holds.
And for those lukewarm moments
You have the world and own it
In your heart and it will never depart.

Idk Tbh.

Nov 2015 · 355

02-09-15/15-06-14

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

02-09-15/15-06-14

Lie if you want to
It'll only lead you to cry
I believe I should be right by my side
Not in my head it'll only give me confusion
I'm right by my side so I see what ****** doin
You know what you're ruining
How I'm supposed to make up old doins
Rolling with the crew
Don't you know who's really getting *******?
I won't set this to brew
I gotta blow off my coffee and look the headline news
We're both through

I wish they'd have listened the first time. This time I'll listen to me.

Nov 2015 · 175

Untitled

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Untitled

Sell your soul if you want to
Know that it's gonna haunt you
I'm not gon try to spot you
I'm not gon try to fight you
I'mma let you go through
The biggest mistake you ever knew

I just thought of this.

Nov 2015 · 757

Inexperienced

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Inexperienced

Truth is
We're all inexperienced
I may never experience one thing like another
But I still understand your human feelings, my fellow brother.

( :

Nov 2015 · 236

To the inexperienced

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

To the inexperienced

Don't knock it till you've walked it!

Nov 2015 · 175

Love

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Love

I don't think love lies
It's people's mouth and people's eyes
That makes these things up that hurts inside
No one is a gift anymore
True love between two exists nevermore

I think I'm giving up on relationships for good now. No point, too many **** boys.

Nov 2015 · 811

The Valley

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

The Valley

I'm your ****, I'm your pope, I'm your pastor baby
Confess your sins to me while you *******.

The valley by Miguel.
I'm not sure why but these are my favorite lyrics in the song.

Nov 2015 · 115

Rose

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Rose

"My precious miana, I'll never let you go."

Nov 2015 · 241

Her

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Her

"She kisses me like she's trying to **** the life out of me. Who'd have thought those are the moments I feel most free."

Nov 2015 · 378

Forgotten

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Forgotten

I thought I'd forgotten
But then I remembered
All the questions I meant to ask then.

Hm. My memory is funny. I'm always left wondering

#questions #forgotten #remembered

Nov 2015 · 430

Untitled

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Untitled

I hope you ******* die soon
I won't even show up to the funeral
To spit on your grave
It's not near a shame
Because of your name

So angry

#anger #die #dead #frustration #grave #funeral #angry #spit

Nov 2015 · 1.8k

No inch is safe

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

No inch is safe

Not an inch of this world is safe
I couldn't imagine living in this beautiful ill ridden place.

The earth is a beautiful place, but most the people on it aren't anymore.

#world #beautiful #safe #ill #inch #ridden

Nov 2015 · 141

Seeming

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Seeming

I'm never what I seem
Forever just a dream

Nov 2015 · 182

A waste

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

A waste

Isn't it a waste
A contradiction
That the helpless are begging

Can't help those who don't want help

Nov 2015 · 390

Seeking forms

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Seeking forms

My body is the paperweight of my soul.

Nov 2015 · 215

Untitled

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Untitled

Come on, baby, you're just...
Drowning
This is no crowning
You'll be on your way to prowling
Such an inhuman..
Heart
Such a groundbreaking start
Such a trivial part...

*But our minds create art

Couldn't think of a title/name

Nov 2015 · 156

Revenge

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Revenge

Making someone feel regret may be a better revenge.

Nov 2015 · 576

Just once (sexual content/viewer's discretion)

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Just once (****** content/viewer's discretion)

Just once I'd like to give into my desires
I'd wrap myself around you
Let my tongue surround you
Have my fingers pound you
And get nervous around you
I'd get anxious at the anticipation of where your head and hands are dipping into
The sweet succulent of tender flesh
Has me making so much mess
But still your tongue moves steadfast
Waiting for my frame to collapse

.../-\

#*** #anxious #desires #erotica

Nov 2015 · 122

Still cycle

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Still cycle

Still,
After all this time
Not enough of us has realized
How to stop the world from rotting

We can't do anything but repeat most mistakes

Nov 2015 · 348

Afraid of pain?

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Afraid of pain?

I'm so afraid of pain
I find it an ironic thing
I hold onto all this pain,
Hurt, and suffer ring
The diamond is huge (and heavy) on that thing
Except it doesn't do all that flashing
I want to quit, and lay down indefinitely
I'm just so afraid of pain and permanent damage
**Inside of me

Fear keeps me from embracing certain things

#fear #pain #hurt #irony #afraif

Nov 2015 · 464

Sometimes I wander

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Sometimes I wander

Sometimes I wander
Wonder at the darkest things
Like if I were in a room full of air I didn't need
Air I couldn't breathe
Would it fill my lungs the same?
But not help a **** thing?
Yes, it'd fill them
But only with everything you don't need

Applies to anything really

Nov 2015 · 176

Look in

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Look in

Look inside
My sanity is splitting like hacked up wood
I cannot hide
All my woes, they have control
I can't wade the tide
My well's too dry to cry
Where is my pride?
The same place I got discouraged
So guilty I lied
I did warn before due time

Hm.... Unsure if this is good enough or not

Nov 2015 · 186

Life in the sky

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Life in the sky

My life is the sky
The ground is my death
To all the Gods people do or don't pray to
Wonder which one will be there after that last breath
All we can do is try
But really our life is in the sky

So much meaning in this for me.

Nov 2015 · 607

Luck bend

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Luck bend

Bend
Luck bend to my will
Give me something, and these ****** I will ****
Popping back some sleeping pills
Trying to introduce a new thrill
My emotions? I ain't got time to go up that hill
I need something new, something with some *** appeal
Something sweet, something I can devour in one whole meal
I need the energy I could get from a rock of crill
Time ain't cheap, life ain't trill

I'm drunk and ****** up

#drunk

Nov 2015 · 373

Personal record

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Personal record

I'd say my biggest crime is loving
Cause it goes against the laws of my heart
The biggest commandment I've broken was caring
That is why my soul is oh so demanding
It's a chronic pain measurement
My soul is collateral for this huge embezzlement
Doesn't my heart hold any sentiment?
I was never meant for this

Crazy man. It really is.

Nov 2015 · 243

Momentary moments

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

Momentary moments

The moment I explain to you how my mind's chasing my heart
And my heart is running the arctic of my soul you'll never get it
It's brilliant really
How I'm so non-resilient
And Darwin's theory has it's momentary achievements
This is the time to reinvent
So sorry I'd rather be beneath pavement

Hm.

Nov 2015 · 1.0k

The life I have left

Chalsey Wilder Nov 2015

The life I have left

My muse is the last of life I have left in my heart

To only have me is ..

#life #muse #last #left

Nov 2015 · 356

In my Core