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teju Jul 2019
I
had been
left in silent loneliness
thrown away as useless
buried into deep darkness
tortured as horrible hell
torn apart into splits
broken  into million parts
and
finally that led to
end of me!
teju Jul 2019
I miss our talks so much
A smile used to draw on my face with your '' hi''
You said you won't leave me in the dark loneliness
But you left me with all your ignorance in horrible silence
Many things remember of your daily
Every day used to
start with a ''good morning ''
and
end with a '' good night ''
along with a cute smile
Now I barely smile...
just be waiting for your text all day hopefully
Don't leave me...
Come
and
give me back that magical smile!
teju Aug 2019
Hears me out always,
enjoying my company.
Stays by my side,
observing and
laughing at my actions.
Lightens my dark path,
walking by my side.
Plays hide n seek,
admiring me all night.
Oh my friend the gleaming moon
hoping to meet you soon.
teju Jul 2019
If I could fly...
I would open my wings wider and fly as high as possible as a bird to wander at deep blue oceans, verges of Earth, dark green forests...
I would fly away from toxic air...
I would see morning sunshines and dark nights...
I would fly and fly to get the greatest freedom and peace...
I hope I could fly away into mystery deep space...!
teju Feb 2022
Oh, there it goes again
every once in a while
it's the same feeling
I wanna see you
I wanna hold your hand
and tell you
about everything
how I have felt
and my imagination

I'm waiting, waiting,
you don't know it
but it's true
can't get any word to write how it feels
I don't know if the wait is love
I wanna end the await and
and tell you
how I think about us forever

In my dreams, we're together
laughing around and
playing board games
stealing the last piece
of pizza from each other
laying on the ground,
pointing to the stars
cuddling on winter nights
and from there, who knows?
maybe that will be our first kiss

Is it just me and my imagination?
Oh, the feeling, the waiting,
I can't wait anymore
hold my hand and
tell me its not my imagination,
it's us!
teju Aug 2019
I'm done with it
and it's over,
I moved on
and found a rehab,
I'm relaxed
and searching old me,
I'm happily living my life now!
teju Oct 2019
Sometimes it feels like...
it's better to be a real ghost than a ghost in the real world!
teju Aug 2020
To my mom
  
It's your guiding light
brighten me up into the dark sky
even when I'm doubtful
you always push me up.

It's your comforting touch
with care takes me home
while laying on your lap
it's restful as a soft pillow.

It's your pleasant voice and
the beautiful smile makes me
confident and motivate
to overcome any obstacle.

It's you who stays with me
loyally and trustfully in
every good and bad
situations of life.

I'm proud to be your daughter,
Thank you, mom, for loving every day like me.
teju Aug 2019
I
had been
lying to escape from situations,
avoiding conversations to be
alone in a crowd,
drifting away from the world,
fading away in the air,
freezing time to be numb
and
making me live like a dead human!
teju Jun 2019
Summer nights
Rooftop sleeps
Space talks
Shining stars
Smiley moon's shapes
Dad's thoughts
Daughter's dreams
Cute smiles with memories!
teju Aug 2019
I
was looking
through the smog
and
wandering at
isolated places
in the forest,
listening to all
the horrifying
sounds
and
trying to
identify the
masked faces,
with the feeling
of some
unexpected
moments...
A sudden jolt
woke me up,
to make me
realize
it was just a
Midnight Dream!
teju Jul 2019
I want you to regret...
But I will let you live happily
I want to forget you...
But I will keep you as a good memory
I want to scream and shout at you...
But I will  just remain silent
I want to cry bcoz of you so badly...
But I will smile always!
teju Jul 2019
I see everyone,
but no one sees me.
I hear everyone,
but no one hears me.
I touch everyone,
but no one touches me.
I know everyone,
but no one knows me.
The invisible me!
teju Jul 2019
There is a face which is hidden
Always with a bad idea in mind
A wicked witch is alive in there
Active enrichment in its
bold anger color
Loads of cruelty
Wants to live in the blind darkness with
strong harshness
In every person called
the Monster!!
teju Jul 2019
When the world is fast asleep
Amidst the silence out there
There's someone who stays wide awake
Lying on the bed
With the glowing mobile screen beside
Enjoying the music with plugins
Gazes at the gleaming beauty of the moon through the window
And wondering
how's life's going to be...
Starts the Day of the Night Owl!
teju Feb 2020
The hope that to
smile along with you
Is scattered by
the scars
The heart that used to
stay beside you
Is left due to
fear of being hurt
The loneliness that always
wants you
Is replaced with
caring people around
The dreams that fantasize you
Is overtaken by
the goals of my life
The old hurt me
is updated by
the new
me
teju Oct 2019
I feel good breathing the fresh air
But in the ******,
I will be spinning along with the tornado
I try to hide as a most wanted criminal in the city
But during the daylight,
I will be sitting as a roadside beggar
I sing songs with the dazzling moon
But on the new moon day,
I will be left in the dark lonesome
I fill up with huge excitement and passion
But a minute later,
I will be with deep anger and depression
All the things making me be as undefined to myself!
teju Nov 2019
What if I meet me one day!
What do I do? How will I react?
Will I be Surprise or just scream out?
Will I talk or avoid my own self?
Will I be friends or rivals?
Will I like or dislike my appearance?
Will I love or hate my behavior?
Will I mingle with my attitude?
A series of random questions!!
I have been asking myself gazing at the mirror in the early morning
What if I meet me,
would I like myself ??

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