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"witticisms" poems
The inadequate bookshelf that sat near the door that my sister used to call her own was mostly made up of adolescent reads, books better suited for preteen girls rather than intellectually budding young ladies— juvenile vocabularies and simple, non-complex plot lines do little to craft and create worldly, knowledgeable women. I thought I must spring clean the naiveté away and replace it with the works of great authors like Sylvia Plath                        Simone de Beauvoir                                                              Virginia Woolf                        Margaret Atwood Betty Friedan; ingenious femme fatales that cut down to the brittled bones of the misogynists and burned their marrow along with the ashes of bras and aprons and 350 degree oven heat.   Growing up, to me, seemed like a wonderful epiphany chock-full of ideas and opinions and clever, ironic remarks that chased satirical witticisms like felines to rodents and wolves to deer— being an adult would guarantee me a say, a vote            prior 1920’s America                                                   play dress up as a suffragette            women’s rights femininity personified by dolls in plastic houses. To be eighteen-years-old, the goal, the legality, the bright light at the end of the tunnel; the official womanhood it would bestow upon me seemed like something almost tangible with the way that it loomed over my head. Get good marks graduate high school travel back in time sixty years meet a nice boy become a “good wife” have dinner ready by five bear two beautiful heirs clean up the messes left in the kitchen fast-forward to the twenty-first century go to a good college find a stable career settle down if the fancy strikes you live non-docile and full of passion— the parallelism of times are severely di     lap           i             dat                   ed. 1950’s America would never be a home for me because I am much too wild to be contained.
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Oct 14, 2013
Oct 14, 2013 at 12:12 AM UTC
Exemplar
The inadequate bookshelf that sat near the door that my sister used to call her own was mostly made up of adolescent reads, books better suited for preteen girls rather than intellectually budding young ladies— juvenile vocabularies and simple, non-complex plot lines do little to craft and create worldly, knowledgeable women. I thought I must spring clean the naiveté away and replace it with the works of great authors like Sylvia Plath                        Simone de Beauvoir                                                              Virginia Woolf                        Margaret Atwood Betty Friedan; ingenious femme fatales that cut down to the brittled bones of the misogynists and burned their marrow along with the ashes of bras and aprons and 350 degree oven heat.   Growing up, to me, seemed like a wonderful epiphany chock-full of ideas and opinions and clever, ironic remarks that chased satirical witticisms like felines to rodents and wolves to deer— being an adult would guarantee me a say, a vote            prior 1920’s America                                                   play dress up as a suffragette            women’s rights femininity personified by dolls in plastic houses. To be eighteen-years-old, the goal, the legality, the bright light at the end of the tunnel; the official womanhood it would bestow upon me seemed like something almost tangible with the way that it loomed over my head. Get good marks graduate high school travel back in time sixty years meet a nice boy become a “good wife” have dinner ready by five bear two beautiful heirs clean up the messes left in the kitchen fast-forward to the twenty-first century go to a good college find a stable career settle down if the fancy strikes you live non-docile and full of passion— the parallelism of times are severely di     lap           i             dat                   ed. 1950’s America would never be a home for me because I am much too wild to be contained.
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I measure out my days in witticisms that fall As freely and pointlessly as leaves in autumn, My few amongst the countless that fall anonymously Along streets, in parks, in gardens Filling gutters, blocking drains, making homes For hedgehogs, rats and beetles. Things we **** with cars, poisons and heels.
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Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 3:26 AM UTC
To wit (to woo)
I wish I was still a good writer sometimes, when I'm somewhere where my words would be useful but now my one talent has floated away like the Lorax once did now I have nothing and my strength has dissipated I can't write anymore No more essays and witticisms for me. but my soul somehow dug these words up and my brain strung them together and now I have my poems to cling to when I miss my talent for words
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Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 7:25 PM UTC
Wish
We’re all just so clever, so tragically unbalanced But I woke with a new kind of obsessive disturbance I’m finally shutting up with all the pretentious little dialogues I’m not special, I’m detached, burn down the inner monologue This scene’s dead, this scene’s gone there’s no enlightenment in store This love’s dead, this love’s gone Just leave me to rot with futile lore I don’t belong to meaningful existence I’m never coming back despite your persistence Highly stylized poseurs, highly addictive pills So glamorous, my life’s work will be cheap thrills You write your ******* witticisms and poems to adorn Crushed between pointless inner battles, constantly torn Encircled by the same ******** unsolvable your entire life Ok, you’re brilliant, but I’m free, but I’m going out tonight And every night I sleep, my conscious becomes softer And every morning I wake, I wake with nothing more to offer So stare up into the stars, direct your profound scenes I used to waste so many nights planning, wondering what it all means Micro manage feelings while I succumb to blurry haze Controlled by a constant pounding beat, sensuality ablaze You’re too curious, too poetic, and far too intense I’m living in a world ruled only by impulse, only by decadence Your burdened search for originality You’re brilliant, but I’m free.
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Nov 16, 2010
Nov 16, 2010 at 11:17 AM UTC
decadent
*Dream I We are underneath a treehouse. He pulls the cord to raise the platform on which we stand and I splinter my hands gripping cedar as we swing against gravity stomach lurching in the heights. He chortles as I beg to be let down again. Dream II We are in bed, yet I feel lonelier than if he were a million miles away, or under another's sheets and I grimace as he tells me not to speak - that my voice annoys him even when my whispers, my caresses are merely my love incarnate. Dream III We are in a bar without walls. He smiles, dances on the bar top backlit by a blue mirror and bottles with a dark-haired wisp of a girl in white and she isn't me. No, I was unexpected. I say hello and his smile disappears. This observation spears my guts, as he pretends not to hear. I order a drink and pretend I never tried. Dream IV He leaps and gestures and goads, poking fun and inspiring deepest belly laughs and I should be blissful but he flits from table to table always passing mine. Saving his jokes and witticisms though I can think of a billion replies better than everyone else's. I turn to our mutual friend who shrugs and lets it slide saying this happens all the time. Apparently, I am an audience now considered too cheap to buy. I Wake...* The television flickers. His heads lolls onto my shoulder and his longshank of a leg twitches. I want to weep or ***** so I move and his arm tightens around me. I want to shake him, when his lips that are even softer, pinker than mine uplift at the edge, and part to whisper, "Stay." Each night I fear I have lost him forever         and each day I wake to find he loves me still. What will it take to convince me in the dark         of what I, in the daylight, know by heart?
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Jun 6, 2013
Jun 6, 2013 at 7:14 PM UTC
Bad Dreams
*Dream I We are underneath a treehouse. He pulls the cord to raise the platform on which we stand and I splinter my hands gripping cedar as we swing against gravity stomach lurching in the heights. He chortles as I beg to be let down again. Dream II We are in bed, yet I feel lonelier than if he were a million miles away, or under another's sheets and I grimace as he tells me not to speak - that my voice annoys him even when my whispers, my caresses are merely my love incarnate. Dream III We are in a bar without walls. He smiles, dances on the bar top backlit by a blue mirror and bottles with a dark-haired wisp of a girl in white and she isn't me. No, I was unexpected. I say hello and his smile disappears. This observation spears my guts, as he pretends not to hear. I order a drink and pretend I never tried. Dream IV He leaps and gestures and goads, poking fun and inspiring deepest belly laughs and I should be blissful but he flits from table to table always passing mine. Saving his jokes and witticisms though I can think of a billion replies better than everyone else's. I turn to our mutual friend who shrugs and lets it slide saying this happens all the time. Apparently, I am an audience now considered too cheap to buy. I Wake...* The television flickers. His heads lolls onto my shoulder and his longshank of a leg twitches. I want to weep or ***** so I move and his arm tightens around me. I want to shake him, when his lips that are even softer, pinker than mine uplift at the edge, and part to whisper, "Stay." Each night I fear I have lost him forever         and each day I wake to find he loves me still. What will it take to convince me in the dark         of what I, in the daylight, know by heart?
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some say she was born with a broken heart, unmendable by word or deed, and now armed with a quiver full of witticisms and deft vertical palm, friends, lovers, the world, all held at bay, lest they discover her sorrow
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Jan 24, 2021
Jan 24, 2021 at 11:31 AM UTC
Quiver
I wish I was still a good writer sometimes, when I'm somewhere where my words would be useful but now my one talent has floated away like the Lorax once did now I have nothing and my strength has dissipated I can't write anymore No more essays and witticisms for me. but my soul somehow dug these words up and my brain strung them together and now I have my poems to cling to when I miss my talent for words
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Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 2:51 PM UTC
Wish
I do a few pushups Before you visit I rummage for the good cologne Dash some on wrist, neck Crotch I trim my hair Sweep the floor Swipe the gunk Off sinks Wash the dishes Stuff all the junk Socks, backpacks, **** Into the closet Rearrange my trinkets Shelve the various books Thrown all about Lay out the good movies Songs, covers Ready at hand Prep my mind With witticisms and humor Hang up strawberry Car-fresheners Buy wine Out of my price range Dim the lights Scrape the crust Dust off the shadows For you I dream
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Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 1:33 AM UTC
For You
i am fashioned from the hearts that have touched my own built from the briars of broken promises and dreams deferred a sum of the wisdom of wending witticisms of those who have come before you are all a part of me but if we are but travelers here then let us share each dip and bend let us write the story of our lives in the ink of inspired illumination and the parchment of the memories mirrored in many hearts and revel in the laughter and glory in the sadness that life brings
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Oct 5, 2010
Oct 5, 2010 at 4:11 AM UTC
polarity
let us speak in tones, hushed, of mountains and molehills. benchmarked by tape measures, underscored, with concerned apprehension. for now it is time, to masticate the elephant and the roaring lion too. with silver plated forks and knifes undulled with use. slap down your grievance on the noritake dinnerware and partition the proportion, dissect the angst, and delicately place the rage, between your bloodless lips. to sit, ashlike on your scathing tongue. we will drink, your aged bitterbile wine, in leaden crystal goblets. smile at your witticisms, however, humdrum and malign. and when the elephant, is but ivory and leather. and the king of beasts, but a tattered rug, upon your floor. we shall cry jubilee, jubilee, cry freedom. our indenture is done. emancipation now has come. and we will run, we will run. it is then, we will be, looking at life, with kaleidescope eyes. fitted with lenses of love, joy, and liberty, crystalized within. we will be, dancing the fandango, with robust, rebellious gusto and singing glory, hallelujah riffs. and o' there will be laughter and big broad smiles. and o' there will be hugging and much comfort shared. and the door will be open, for anyone to come sit and chatter on for a while. heaven on earth, heaven on earth.
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Mar 18, 2014
Mar 18, 2014 at 7:19 AM UTC
someday real soon
witty witticisms profoundly profound flung from fools guarantee gibbering garbage
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Dec 2, 2011
Dec 2, 2011 at 12:20 PM UTC
wise words
I'm really not at work right now. I'm really not. instead as my body feigns the motion of purposeful key strokes and as my mouth forms the shape of requisite responses to work place witticisms, I'm really in bed with you feeling the curve of your body fit against mine, watching your chest rise and fall slowly in that moment right before you awake. I love to look at you in the soft glow of the shuttered window peacefully slumbering in my arms as I brush my lips across your cheek feeling thrills steal over the length of my body when a sleepy smile turns up the corners of your mouth as I kiss you awake. all at once my hands are gliding over your smooth skin, lightly tracing the softest parts of you, memorizing the feel of your body beneath my fingertips. even as you drowse, your hips rock gently against mine echoing in steady rhythm my own need to hold you closer and closer still.
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Oct 6, 2010
Oct 6, 2010 at 2:33 PM UTC
the soft glow of the shuttered window
#the forming of substance 03 Stephan W (fallen  from grace) ~ *"I have just come back from a party where I was the life and soul. Witticisms flowed from my lips. Everyone laughed and admired me— but, I left, yes.. that dash should be as long as the radii of the earth's orbit ——— and wanted to shoot myself."* ~Soren Kierkegaard ~ ~ *It is not enough... It is never enough-- we need too much But, here on earth we have to make it work so we call good-enough, "good enough" and with gratitude, we learn to take in what it's available to us. But the truth behind it all remains-- the fact that we need so much; Where is one that is complete.. and if so, complete-- compared to what? There is a perfection- cloud-hidden within everything that is human The spirit within the body that carries it-- b r e a t h e s  out perfection's truth, though- we may only experience it in the moments between awake and asleep- the human psyche is bent on survival-- and in a broken world, the thought of an inherent perfection brings on too much-- our own condemnation even. In our minds we fall too short of even the concept of it. Or do we? The gravitational pull towards Muse borderlines on that of addiction; its stirrings touch what is primal in us-- once-inexpressible words, suddenly find expression; And a Beethoven finds musical notes that lead to a symphonic masterpiece. "Words from Heaven" is not saying too much concerning the poet, or lyricist. "Music from Heaven" is easier to say, when concerning a Mozart or Beethoven. Or a Tchaikovsky. Perfect reaching into the imperfect? How about 'imperfect'- feeling, and then expressing pieces of its own long-forgotten perfection-- things experienced within the sphere- made tangible again through the flesh, simply in a moment of remembering.. and also that of a temporary forgetting-- of limitation. The beauty of despair is in the heartbreak of finding out that what is right in front of us is never truly enough or worse yet-- possibly even harmful to our own true needs. What we need most is all and everything that helps us remember-- That we came from perfection, and were loved there first, and now, within the imperfect- are unable to be denied by the perfect that is forever inherent in us-- It is completely unable to deny that which is of its own. If we were to never despair over what is in front of us, we might never be compelled to find the strength to remember- flashes of the primal-- that of our own history, of perfection. And if there ever were ever an evil, or a Darkness- it would be hell-bent on keeping us from finding that very thing. Sometimes.. just sometimes,  death looks just like love.* #
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Sep 27, 2020
Sep 27, 2020 at 8:29 PM UTC
a beautiful kind of despair
#the forming of substance 03 Stephan W (fallen  from grace) ~ *"I have just come back from a party where I was the life and soul. Witticisms flowed from my lips. Everyone laughed and admired me— but, I left, yes.. that dash should be as long as the radii of the earth's orbit ——— and wanted to shoot myself."* ~Soren Kierkegaard ~ ~ *It is not enough... It is never enough-- we need too much But, here on earth we have to make it work so we call good-enough, "good enough" and with gratitude, we learn to take in what it's available to us. But the truth behind it all remains-- the fact that we need so much; Where is one that is complete.. and if so, complete-- compared to what? There is a perfection- cloud-hidden within everything that is human The spirit within the body that carries it-- b r e a t h e s  out perfection's truth, though- we may only experience it in the moments between awake and asleep- the human psyche is bent on survival-- and in a broken world, the thought of an inherent perfection brings on too much-- our own condemnation even. In our minds we fall too short of even the concept of it. Or do we? The gravitational pull towards Muse borderlines on that of addiction; its stirrings touch what is primal in us-- once-inexpressible words, suddenly find expression; And a Beethoven finds musical notes that lead to a symphonic masterpiece. "Words from Heaven" is not saying too much concerning the poet, or lyricist. "Music from Heaven" is easier to say, when concerning a Mozart or Beethoven. Or a Tchaikovsky. Perfect reaching into the imperfect? How about 'imperfect'- feeling, and then expressing pieces of its own long-forgotten perfection-- things experienced within the sphere- made tangible again through the flesh, simply in a moment of remembering.. and also that of a temporary forgetting-- of limitation. The beauty of despair is in the heartbreak of finding out that what is right in front of us is never truly enough or worse yet-- possibly even harmful to our own true needs. What we need most is all and everything that helps us remember-- That we came from perfection, and were loved there first, and now, within the imperfect- are unable to be denied by the perfect that is forever inherent in us-- It is completely unable to deny that which is of its own. If we were to never despair over what is in front of us, we might never be compelled to find the strength to remember- flashes of the primal-- that of our own history, of perfection. And if there ever were ever an evil, or a Darkness- it would be hell-bent on keeping us from finding that very thing. Sometimes.. just sometimes,  death looks just like love.* #
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Lonely can be the plight of the English major languishing in a lexicon of terms and forms dreams and schemes witticisms and imaginings with that lushness of loquacity whereby  sonnets and rhymes are adorned symbols and signs are reformed where mellifluous speech is ascribed an eloquence transcribed and renewed and the heralding voices of angels appear preceded by an  aperture of magnificent hues *I will always be in love with you our lives are not our own from womb to tomb we are bound to others past and present and by each crime and by every kindness we birth our future
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Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 11:55 PM UTC
Something like that
From her neuroticisms I derive my witticisms. The soul wants to be, Mind fights to unsee The merry play before me Who shalt thou ask? Such an arduous task. Do what thou wilt... The honest Scotsman Lay bare his kilt
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Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 8:17 AM UTC
Mother
let us speak in tones.....                                 hushed...... of mountains and molehills.  benchmarked by tape measures, underscored, with concerned....                      apprehension. for now it is time, to masticate the elephant and the roaring lion too. with silver plated forks and knifes undulled....                                  with use. slap down your....                             grievance on the noritake dinnerware and partition.... the proportion, dissect the angst, and delicately place, the rage, between your bloodless lips.  to sit ashlike on your.....                                scathing tongue. we will drink....                              once more, one last time, one sip of, your aged bitterbile wine, in leaden crystal goblets. smile at your witticisms, however, humdrum...                             and malign. and then,when the elephant, is but ivory and leather.  and the king of beasts, now, but a tattered rug.... upon your floor. we shall cry....                           jubilee, jubilee, cry freedom.  our indenture is finally done. emancipation now has come. and we will run.......                            we will run. it is then,we will be.....                           looking at life,  with kaleidescope eyes. fitted with lenses of love, joy,   and liberty, crystalized.....                                               within. we will be,dancing......                             the fandango, with robust, rebellious gusto and singing glory....                          hallelujah riffs. and o' there will be...... laughter and big broad                                              smiles. and o' there will be ....                                    hugging and much comfort shared. and the door will be ...                                          open... for anyone...... to come sit and chatter...                           on for a while. heaven on earth.......                     heaven on earth...
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Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 5:14 PM UTC
someday....real soon
let us speak in tones.....                                 hushed...... of mountains and molehills.  benchmarked by tape measures, underscored, with concerned....                      apprehension. for now it is time, to masticate the elephant and the roaring lion too. with silver plated forks and knifes undulled....                                  with use. slap down your....                             grievance on the noritake dinnerware and partition.... the proportion, dissect the angst, and delicately place, the rage, between your bloodless lips.  to sit ashlike on your.....                                scathing tongue. we will drink....                              once more, one last time, one sip of, your aged bitterbile wine, in leaden crystal goblets. smile at your witticisms, however, humdrum...                             and malign. and then,when the elephant, is but ivory and leather.  and the king of beasts, now, but a tattered rug.... upon your floor. we shall cry....                           jubilee, jubilee, cry freedom.  our indenture is finally done. emancipation now has come. and we will run.......                            we will run. it is then,we will be.....                           looking at life,  with kaleidescope eyes. fitted with lenses of love, joy,   and liberty, crystalized.....                                               within. we will be,dancing......                             the fandango, with robust, rebellious gusto and singing glory....                          hallelujah riffs. and o' there will be...... laughter and big broad                                              smiles. and o' there will be ....                                    hugging and much comfort shared. and the door will be ...                                          open... for anyone...... to come sit and chatter...                           on for a while. heaven on earth.......                     heaven on earth...
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A new era of imagination. Days and nights spent swallowed up Devoured, consumed by a new world The pages fall open and I am overcome The smell of books, new and old The texture of the paper inscribed With sarcasm and witticisms, pain and longing Those wee hours replaced by cold detachment This shiny new thing that carries books Gone is the sound of rustling, flicking And the resounding clap of a satisfying ending The thump as you fall back into your pillow with a smile And the hunger for more and more and more I miss the smell of yellowing pages Of second hand dog-eared bargains I miss the heavy feeling in my hands My tears caressing the scripture My fondest memories are out of this world Please swallow me up, swallow me whole.
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Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC
A New Era Of Imagination
This is my suicide note To all my friends and loved ones How can I explain my sorrow? But in my heart I knew this was the only level of control I still had The moment to moment The day breaks softly over the heart of immediacy And so it goes as I slipped into the past I could not take it any longer But I could take that feeling The gentle push of sanity Faith in choice and reason If only I could take that still So say goodbye to everything you knew before Say goodbye to listless seas of calamitous ennui The devil set my course And pardon my lack Of ponderous ambition And slight of hand Because I was never a very good card player So come clever little witticisms That sum up life on a dime Because they make it so much easier Than knowing the ugliest truth Of the eternal empty knowledge Born through beyond doubt Through painfully obvious vision Religious in its scope Oh and did I mention that I’m not dead yet The slope ridden down, shallow then steep And petering out at the end To a third act in a hospital room, Nostalgic and satisfied So here it is My note for the loved ones The ones who could not save me from myself From a fate decided long ago
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Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
Suicide Note of a Man Still Alive III
Bad Jokes. Sad jokes. Really silly Dad jokes. Jokes that simply aren't PC Jokes that coax a bit 'o wee. Jokes that flop but then recover Jokes told by your little brother. Jokes your Grandpa thinks are funny Jokes told up on stage ( for money) Witticisms left and right Jokes for morning Jokes for night Some jokes make you slap your thigh! Jokes can really make you cry. Jokes you wish you hadn't heard Some that really are absurd. Jokes you laugh at ( but you shouldn't) Jokes someone told ( but you wouldn't) But the point ( all said and done) Is jokes are meant to be some FUN!
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Jun 15, 2017
Jun 15, 2017 at 2:53 AM UTC
Jokes
This is a happy poem. It exists because I say it does. You may be asking yourself, ‘But this does not follow the correct syntactical, structural or grammatical elements of formalised poetry. How, therefore, is this a poem?’ To which I would I would reply This is a poem. You may also be asking yourself ‘But this ‘poem’ contains no witticisms, no joyful rumination on pre-pubescent anecdotes nor even wistful dreams of improved quality of life. How, therefore, is this happy?’ To which I would reply This is happy You may find yourself pondering further on the question, ‘if this is neither a poem, nor is it particularly happy, then for what artistic purpose has this author decided to consciously mislead the respective audiences into believing that this piece of writing would A) be a poem and B) be happy?’ To which I would reply Huh. Fair point.
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Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 8:36 PM UTC
A ‘Happy’ ‘Poem’
plumage, veneer and levity my new near and dear ones, new to this fold of postage of poets flaunting plumage and veneer, do declare, now and in the hereafter: I, a soul of brevity, swear death to longevity, all that I shall you provide, is brevity, briefly eyeful with a side-order of fulsome amounts of witticisms of levi levity, so we may enjoy our ride, twogether, short, sweet unto complete
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Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 7:43 AM UTC
First Poem: Plumage, Veneer and Levity
****** Blondie, the weather idiot predicted rain and thunderstorms. planned extensively a day of inside activities, that are time sensitive. Yes, of course, the sun is shining causing my ladies to question my witticisms, cautionary tales, my type “A” personnalité, worse!   mocking my key bulge (see nose above) as a signal sign of my increasing decreasing, procreative masculinity, due to lead metallica poisoning. **** those blondes, gorgeous weather persons, never forget, look out the window! or in other words, trust Clairol but verify it’s “natural” sheening ain’t just a monkeyshining! June 2020
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Sep 21, 2023
Sep 21, 2023 at 12:27 PM UTC
**** those blondes!
I HAVE BEEN THINKING —THOUGH SINCE I AM A SENTIENT CREATURE OF A PARTICULARLY EXISTENTIAL TEMPERAMENT, THAT IS AN UNNECESSARY STATEMENT BEYOND SIMPLE INTRODUCTION— BUT I HAVE BEEN THINKING AND MY MIND HAS DECIDED TO WANDER ONCE AGAIN DOWN A WELL-TRODDEN PATH OF DECAYED LEAVES AND LEANING TREES AND SHADOWED CREATURES GLIMPSED OUT OF THE CORNER OF AN EYE —A PATH THAT I CANNOT SEEM TO FENCE OFF. MY MIND’S A TRACEUR, AND MENTAL PARKOUR IS UNSURPRISINGLY EFFECTIVE AGAINST THE SIMPLE CHAIN-LINK FENCE ONE MAKES ON THEIR OWN WITH HOME-BAKED COPING MECHANISMS AND INSPIRATIONAL WORDS PASTED OVER OLD WALLPAPER. I’VE TRIED MY BEST TO CONTAIN THE DAMAGE, BUT OFTEN I FIND MYSELF WRITING IT OFF AS COLLATERAL. I LOSE SEVERAL HOURS, ADRIFT IN MY HEAD DOWN TWISTING PATHS WORN INTO THE FOREST FLOOR BY ANIMALS ARMED WITH TEETH AND CLAWS AND BURNING EYES, AND ALL I CAN DO IS EXCUSE IT, BECAUSE WHO AM I WITHOUT MY OVERACTIVE THOUGHTS? WHAT AM I IF I AM NOT ALWAYS REACHING INWARDS AND OUTWARDS TO TRY AND MAKE SENSE OF THE UNKNOWABLE? IF IT IS INSANITY, TO REACH FOR WHAT YOU CAN NEVER HAVE AND TO TRY AND KNOW WHAT YOU CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND, THEN I MIGHT VERY WELL BE INSANE. HONSELTY, THERE IS VERY LITTLE I CAN DO TO AVOID IT. THE ONLY PROBLEM WITH THAT, REALLY, IS THAT I AM LONESOME LIKE THIS. MY TONGUE TRIPS ON THE TANTALIZING WITTICISMS THAT MIGHT OTHERWISE ENTICE COMPANIONSHIP, CAUGHT UP IN THE COBWEBS OF MY SKITTERING, BRANCHING THOUGHTS. WORDS STUMBLE OVER EACH OTHER IN A SWIFT WHITE-WATER RIVER OF SPEECH THAT HARDLY MAKE IT PAST MY LIPS BEFORE THE NEXT THOUGHT IS WORMING ITS WAY TO THE FOREFRONT. TIME AND TIME AGAIN, I HAVE BEEN ASKED TO SLOW DOWN, TO TEMPER MYSELF, BUT HOW CAN I EVER SETTLE FOR BEING LESS THAN I AM? I AM LONELY, SURELY, BUT I THINK IT WOULD ONLY BE MORE ISOLATING TO KNOW THE PERSON NEXT TO ME AND KNOW THAT THEY WILL NEVER TRULY COMPREHEND ME IN TURN. THAT IS OKAY, THOUGH. I WOULD NOT WANT THEM TO TRIP ON THE VINES OF PAST AND PAIN AND COMPOUNDING DEPRECATION THAT WEAVE THEMSELVES THROUGH THE SLIGHTEST GAPS IN MY PSYCHE WHENEVER THE OPPORTUNITY PRESENTS ITSELF. NO ONE DESERVES THAT. IT IS BETTER THAT I AM ALONE. ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS. h.f.m.
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Aug 20, 2020
Aug 20, 2020 at 3:29 PM UTC
THINKING
I HAVE BEEN THINKING —THOUGH SINCE I AM A SENTIENT CREATURE OF A PARTICULARLY EXISTENTIAL TEMPERAMENT, THAT IS AN UNNECESSARY STATEMENT BEYOND SIMPLE INTRODUCTION— BUT I HAVE BEEN THINKING AND MY MIND HAS DECIDED TO WANDER ONCE AGAIN DOWN A WELL-TRODDEN PATH OF DECAYED LEAVES AND LEANING TREES AND SHADOWED CREATURES GLIMPSED OUT OF THE CORNER OF AN EYE —A PATH THAT I CANNOT SEEM TO FENCE OFF. MY MIND’S A TRACEUR, AND MENTAL PARKOUR IS UNSURPRISINGLY EFFECTIVE AGAINST THE SIMPLE CHAIN-LINK FENCE ONE MAKES ON THEIR OWN WITH HOME-BAKED COPING MECHANISMS AND INSPIRATIONAL WORDS PASTED OVER OLD WALLPAPER. I’VE TRIED MY BEST TO CONTAIN THE DAMAGE, BUT OFTEN I FIND MYSELF WRITING IT OFF AS COLLATERAL. I LOSE SEVERAL HOURS, ADRIFT IN MY HEAD DOWN TWISTING PATHS WORN INTO THE FOREST FLOOR BY ANIMALS ARMED WITH TEETH AND CLAWS AND BURNING EYES, AND ALL I CAN DO IS EXCUSE IT, BECAUSE WHO AM I WITHOUT MY OVERACTIVE THOUGHTS? WHAT AM I IF I AM NOT ALWAYS REACHING INWARDS AND OUTWARDS TO TRY AND MAKE SENSE OF THE UNKNOWABLE? IF IT IS INSANITY, TO REACH FOR WHAT YOU CAN NEVER HAVE AND TO TRY AND KNOW WHAT YOU CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND, THEN I MIGHT VERY WELL BE INSANE. HONSELTY, THERE IS VERY LITTLE I CAN DO TO AVOID IT. THE ONLY PROBLEM WITH THAT, REALLY, IS THAT I AM LONESOME LIKE THIS. MY TONGUE TRIPS ON THE TANTALIZING WITTICISMS THAT MIGHT OTHERWISE ENTICE COMPANIONSHIP, CAUGHT UP IN THE COBWEBS OF MY SKITTERING, BRANCHING THOUGHTS. WORDS STUMBLE OVER EACH OTHER IN A SWIFT WHITE-WATER RIVER OF SPEECH THAT HARDLY MAKE IT PAST MY LIPS BEFORE THE NEXT THOUGHT IS WORMING ITS WAY TO THE FOREFRONT. TIME AND TIME AGAIN, I HAVE BEEN ASKED TO SLOW DOWN, TO TEMPER MYSELF, BUT HOW CAN I EVER SETTLE FOR BEING LESS THAN I AM? I AM LONELY, SURELY, BUT I THINK IT WOULD ONLY BE MORE ISOLATING TO KNOW THE PERSON NEXT TO ME AND KNOW THAT THEY WILL NEVER TRULY COMPREHEND ME IN TURN. THAT IS OKAY, THOUGH. I WOULD NOT WANT THEM TO TRIP ON THE VINES OF PAST AND PAIN AND COMPOUNDING DEPRECATION THAT WEAVE THEMSELVES THROUGH THE SLIGHTEST GAPS IN MY PSYCHE WHENEVER THE OPPORTUNITY PRESENTS ITSELF. NO ONE DESERVES THAT. IT IS BETTER THAT I AM ALONE. ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS. h.f.m.
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