at first, you were basic
and i didn't care

then you were expensive
and i didn't care

then you were a delinquent
and i didn't care

then you came up to me
and i didn't care

then you became vulnerable to me and only me
and i couldn't help caring

at first we talked
and i was calm

then we flirted
and i was calm
and you didn't care

then we got soft
and i got nervous

then we connected
and i fell so hard for you

then we flirted
and my heart went uwu

then we hung more
and i realized i was just a friend to you

he craves intimacy,
says he knows it wont feel like it did before
hopes he notices it when it hits him
waited around,
turns love down, said he never really needed it
looks up instead of at whats in front of him
shouted at the stars "you always give me more hope than any man could"
why would he looks in anothers eye if he never really had to
beauty, in the eye of its beholder
He could never take it as a compliment when someone told him hes beautiful
he wrote in his secret notebooks, scripture not yet released
"i am god"
how could he expect to trust anyones word but his own.

this is literally about to be chaotic af but here we go

ALL ON ME/ ALL ON YOU

FEELING IT CAUSE IM

ALL ON YOU/ ALL ON ME

YOU LOOK DIFFERENT WHEN IM MANIC BUT OK WHEN IM NOT
SO THATS BETTER THAN MOST

this switch might be all that i needed and your all that i needed
not
but thats ok cause i think i might like you alot but not too much just enough just enough/ wish you would think about texting me back but i just let the facetime drop/ both airpods in were about to get i t an d  i l et it go but then i rea d  it and pu t it b ac k cau se i keep dis a ppear ing a nd reappe ari ng in fu nny pla ces

idk it's wen. day my dudes...

"Oof."

"Ack!"

"XD"

"Sometimes you just wanna be an eboy, you feels?"

"Gang, gang uwu."

"Well, stupid as in evil."

"Your. Eyeliner. You look like a raccoon on crack!"

the competition is fierce

korea vs germany
just like the world cup
which korea won
i had sooo much chicken

korea brings classic
street food blood sausage
and spicy rice cakes
and fried dumplings just like in seoul

germany brings
kartoffelkloesse
bratwurst sausage
and spätzle

britian vs mexico
some quality smelling
smells that i smell
food times

britian cam with
fish and chips (ofc)
clam chowder
and the dinner-breakfast

mexico time
burritos and
tamales and
pozole galore

canada vs america
here we go
the canada and
south canada

canada arrives with
poutine (and lots of it)
wait,,, is that the only
thing you brought?

the rules were
to bring three dishes
my friend.
idiote

america arrives with
a burger w/ a side of fries
and thats it.
I SWEAR TO GOD-

nihon vs zhonggou
let's go
the asain super powers
anime vs cHiNA

kawaii uwu japan
brings three bentos
with OCTODOGS
YOOOOOOO

made in china
general tso
orange chicken
and mapo tofu

conclusion:
this is a who will win
whos gonna win
i need to go to the gym

i hate pedophiles. i don't care what you want to deem yourself as, if you're attracted to a minor of any sort, you're a ******* ****. you always will be. don't even try to change it. you're hurting literal children. doesn't even matter if they're a teenager. neither does gender. you are traumatizing a literal child. they'll look back on you and think, "wow. that really changed me, and for the worst."

if you get off to ****, you're an awful human being. you are literal ****. you like to watch people be hurt like that? maybe it takes an experience like that to change your views. maybe it takes actually being ***** to understand. it changes you forever and leaves so much pain. mentally and physically. the damage cannot be undone, no matter how long it is after. you think i ENJOYED being ignored when i said no? you think ****** assault is just a cute little fetish? *******. do whatever it takes to never speak to any victims. you'll probably ******* to it later.

when someone tells you their pronouns, do the world a favor and RESPECT that. if this person is trans, don't call them by their dead name. don't call them the opposite pronouns of what they want to be called. it's awful. gender dysphoria eats me alive every ******* day, and you can't take time to even think about how that weighs me down? i want to **** myself on a regular basis because i just don't feel right anymore. my binder doesn't even help sometimes. i look at myself and i know i'm just wrong. wrong body. wrong EVERYTHING. i don't like getting made fun of. being trans/non-binary/whatever you are isn't some cute little trend or a choice.

stop fetishizing trans men. and trans women too! trans MEN (key word, MEN) aren't some cute little uwu soft boys. we aren't something you can just play with. trans women aren't "sissies" and most certainly are not trans just for your pleasure. as a trans man, i know how it feels to be fetishized. i am a man.
you can't just make someone "not trans". calling them their dead name/dead pronouns to change anything. nothing will change the absolute torment they experience on a daily basis. as bad as it sounds, we can't help but suffer. gender dysphoria is a curse. understand that.

i'm 15. i'm a trans male. i'm not your toy.

Love:
          I found a person that I can't describe,
          I think she is perfect, she is my type,
          Never too somber and never too daft,
          She will talk and laugh and design and craft,
          Beautiful art all winter and summer,
          She understands pain and gives me comfort,
          Recently I've thought, "This can't be real life.",
          This is too good to be true, somethings not right.
Hate:
          I was correct, it's too good to be true,
          I can see past her beauty and UwU,
          And **** it all, she just acts like she cares,
          Now she is part of all of my nightmares,
          Does she want me or not, I'm so confused,
          I want to end it all, this is abuse,
          Mental abuse that I'll never forget,
          I hate her and wish that we never met.
Insanity:
___________NO__­
_________I1I1111111I_
_YU111­U___KILL111111111YOU1
_Y?1KILL111111NO_­DIE1DIE11111111I1NO
NOT1I1111111111¶¶1_US1¶¶¶1111111­111111¶¶¶
GA1YUI1111111111111¶¶_¶¶¶1¶¶¶¶1111111111111¶
­NOUI1111111111111111¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶11¶111111111111¶
11NO111111111­11111111¶¶¶¶¶¶¶111111111111TO
STOP1111111111111111¶¶¶¶_­1ME11111111111111TO
STOP11111111111¶¶¶¶¶¶¶_1I1YOU11111111­111111I1
ME1I1111111111111¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶1111111111111TO
ME11­111111111111111111111¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶1111111111DIE
1NO11111111111111­1111¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶11111111111I1
BITCH11111111111111111FAG­¶¶¶1111111111111I1
NAHBI111111111111¶1¶¶¶_1¶¶111¶111111­1I11I1
1FUCKI11111111111¶¶¶¶111¶¶¶¶111111111I11DIE
­GHAAA1111111111111KILL1IKILLYOU11I11TO_
_PLEASED­IE11111111111I111IDIE111I1DIE__
_QUICKLY11111111­1111IDIE111DIE1__
__1KILLME11111111TOSTOP111­¶¶___
___STOPBEAT1111111DIE11TO1__­
____1BEAT1111YOU1HATE___
___­BREATH1DIEIT1I____
______I1DIE­1DIE_____
_______11I__­_

the confucianistic rigidity

makes for fixed form madness, viscerally

as bounded by lines drawn laterally

meters and syllables the oddity


birthed by unquestioning insanity

fall in ! a yearning to break this, slowly

quixotic paradox moulded holy

sacrosanct dogma sheds humility


the key is to break the lock dead, for it  

speaks for no one but shapeless abuses

mystery history ; resolution


to uwu or to chirp like a great ***

is lit, for ignorance of the misses

marks this to render perfect rendition

I miss the way you would quietly whisper into my ear, "No you", And then somehow or another we would be back to saying, "UwU", I miss the way Stauber would play when you wanted to kiss to Jack, I miss the way you melted onto me when I touched your bare back, I miss the way you broke the ice by tempting me with your face so close, By the close touch of your mouth and tongue and the slight rubbing of the nose, I miss the way we flop around the attic cause we're high and slacking, I miss the way you stop kissing me and then say sorry I have to go back in, I miss the way you said, "I like you" which turned into, "I love you", which makes me think this whole relationship is too good to be true, because you have the perfect personality and your face is just too cute, I sincerely hope we're soulmates and this whole things absolute.