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"regulars" poems
You were born on a cusp. friends on the other side couldn't decide, Scorpio or Libra. You yourself, as constant as the tides. A tenth sign ram was blessed to cross your lovely path and the ram learned: Short curly hair pinned back reveal asiatic eyes. As you pass by and by Time and time hearts race Chicken salad sandwich, its moist mayonnaise is never as delicious without a pickle. Grubhub. No, Scrubhub. Too content to leave the room. Yummy Rummy, food in our tummy. forever. Broth, cheese and wine. Mushrooms and time. If ever I tasted love, it was shared with me, in a recipe. Sound opinion in scores. Royal, like the Tenenbaums. Bill Murray fantastic. Pink Moon over and over and over. Divide that by nine. And now I know, almost as well as you, how good Goodfellas is, even after the tenth time. Early morning awakenings or snooze again and again and again. Paralyzed in a dream or awoken with a scream, we tried a routine: Once parts of a team, a memory faster than it seemed. Ran for miles. A boy and girl in the hall, amongst the boys and girls in the hall. Digital regulars in ecstasy. Wake next to you a daydreamer. So, when life gets hard, and you're feeling down, don't be so glum, ignore your doubts, don't feel left out, I'll be there for you, when you need me to.
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Nov 6, 2012
Nov 6, 2012 at 5:48 PM UTC
22 on 23
Moss covered women beggin' fog man to grip a cig from their tangled wigs (a snarl of emerald branches & voodoo masks with plastic flasks, they grave loot from caskets & trash.) Raunchy regulars calling loogies to duty. I've been livin' in a tumble **** with a doctorate for wildebeest.
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Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 10:56 PM UTC
****** Sushi Bar
The play is written to be staged in a pub or a large cave like yurt in Cardiff.  Its action and dialogue provides characterisation, with sound and lighting being used to establish context.  The setting a darkened pub corner that is  modelled on The Bunch of Grapes in Pontypridd.   There are only 6 characters, five speak in haiku-ed verse with the exception of the Drunk who acts as my 'Greek Chorus'. - Hand-in-hand she enters to **** her thumb in a corner - Chocolate ice cream soda demanded from Daddy - Joking banter ceased slowly as the regulars all begin to quaff their brown pints “Balll uut eass swept - Chimrrrrr, Chiirriica, war is never won” - Church quiet, the village pub listened lips clamped tears swelling “ ***** cut swapped with eyes - Chimerica, Chimerica, war is never won” - The cornered hero of two Afghanistan tours is seen regressing into childhood** The set darkens slowly then after 30 seconds a spotlit conversation in lines and stanzas begins. Haiku and tanka that inspired the coming play include: *********** - thoughts sought, taught and wrought, testosterones Fighting aggressive games, Afghanistan camouflage Globalism and War - cloned greedy conspiracy, that third tower Titled selfish-self-grandiose, deliver warring terror Springs cut Irises - dripping vital red not purple, far from my window* .
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Apr 28, 2010
Apr 28, 2010 at 11:11 AM UTC
Pub 1st Act - a haibun outline
Walter was history's best fisherman - history's best minnow fisherman. He combed and cleaned his net like a lint trap or a summer screen door so delicate, seaweed fibers, mussel shells. He fished more of a dance, a twirl his arms up and down and around and always spun in the shallows like a waterspout he would glide his butterfly net through the lake and capture little fish he placed into a sand castle bucket filled halfway with water he would always pour back into lake. He was strictly a catch and release fisherman. All the mothers on the beach would stare at Walter and his water waltz and at his mother who stood next to him so he wouldn't fall. It was hard not to stare at Walter always alone with his aged mother and he had to be at least a teen by now. Perhaps it was hard to tell, autism doesn't age well, but we had been beach regulars for fifteen years and Walter and his mother had for ten. The last time I saw Walter he danced and fished. I laid on the beach with my cousin and we observed his patterns and his mother his rock who stood there for ten years with the minnow fisherman. The next day my own mother cried more than when her own mother passed and she told me, she died Walter's mother died Even now I stand in the shower skin deep in water and think about where Walter is now. I see him in my mind dancing in some bath tub with a butterfly net in some foster home without a mother to break his fall.
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Oct 4, 2010
Oct 4, 2010 at 9:30 PM UTC
The True History of the World's Greatest Fisherman
The night was over The band was done Time to hit the lights Another Friday In the books And we only had two fights One busted speaker A broken chair A proposal killed at ten Time to close And shut it down Until we start again Ashtrays full of hopes and dreams Burned away with no success Half filled bottles and empty glasses Just signs of more excess Time to clean away the night And sweep away unanswered prayers Wash the lipstick from where it stayed And clean up the nights layers Another morning after another night of at least ten broken hearts where remnants of scattered hopes were dead before their start An empty shell hopelessness...tempting once more..'have a try where once the band is finished up you can all go home and cry Ashtrays full of hopes and dreams Burned away with no success Half filled bottles and empty glasses Just signs of more excess Time to clean away the night And sweep away unanswered prayers Wash the lipstick from where it stayed And clean up the nights layers Each day starts fresh Last night is gone Nothing ever lasts The beer is cold The bar is warm Last night is in the past Regulars arriving Band is tuning The staff is in position Fake Id's abound tonight with cougars on a mission Ashtrays full of hopes and dreams Burned away with no success Half filled bottles and empty glasses Just signs of more excess Time to clean away the night And sweep away unanswered prayers Wash the lipstick from where it stayed And clean up the nights layers Ashtrays full of hopes and dreams Burned away with no success Half filled bottles and empty glasses Just signs of more excess Time to clean away the night And sweep away unanswered prayers Wash the lipstick from where it stayed And clean up the nights layers
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May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 11:49 PM UTC
Ashtrays
The night was over The band was done Time to hit the lights Another Friday In the books And we only had two fights One busted speaker A broken chair A proposal killed at ten Time to close And shut it down Until we start again Ashtrays full of hopes and dreams Burned away with no success Half filled bottles and empty glasses Just signs of more excess Time to clean away the night And sweep away unanswered prayers Wash the lipstick from where it stayed And clean up the nights layers Another morning after another night of at least ten broken hearts where remnants of scattered hopes were dead before their start An empty shell hopelessness...tempting once more..'have a try where once the band is finished up you can all go home and cry Ashtrays full of hopes and dreams Burned away with no success Half filled bottles and empty glasses Just signs of more excess Time to clean away the night And sweep away unanswered prayers Wash the lipstick from where it stayed And clean up the nights layers Each day starts fresh Last night is gone Nothing ever lasts The beer is cold The bar is warm Last night is in the past Regulars arriving Band is tuning The staff is in position Fake Id's abound tonight with cougars on a mission Ashtrays full of hopes and dreams Burned away with no success Half filled bottles and empty glasses Just signs of more excess Time to clean away the night And sweep away unanswered prayers Wash the lipstick from where it stayed And clean up the nights layers Ashtrays full of hopes and dreams Burned away with no success Half filled bottles and empty glasses Just signs of more excess Time to clean away the night And sweep away unanswered prayers Wash the lipstick from where it stayed And clean up the nights layers
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There are vampires, but they like to feed on blood and they do it because they have to, to exist. The werewolf has to feed because it is in their nature and meat becomes their prey. Zombies are cursed and that is why they feed the way they do. But me, I do what I do for the sheer pleasure of it and you would be shocked if you knew how many people like me were out there in this world of ours. You see, I am what you would call a cannibal and if you even tasted human flesh, then you would understand how it is an amazing required taste. And the fear of my victims makes that taste so much sweeter, the mingling of their sweat is just mouth watering and they just so much better when they have to feel pain. Mind you, heavy smokers can be a bit annoying because you get that smell of nicotine in the air when you fry up their lungs. There are so many of us about, have you ever wondered about those exclusive restaurants where you find it difficult to be able to book a table. Where if you order the sausages it has so much great flavour and the gravy is just so delicious. Next time and look around at those regulars that always seem to get a table, that look is not the expectation of the food but the wonder of what you might taste like. I've had it all, Indian, Mexican, Chinese and nothing seems to beat a nice English roast. But never complain to the management because the next time you might find yourself on the menu. Sooner or later we are going to get you, we might cut you to pieces as you are still alive, because as I said before, the flesh tastes so much better that way. Maybe we could boil you alive like a lobster, I've done that so many times to my victims. I know the neighbour was having some problems with some teenagers but they have disappeared now. So I decided to celebrate and have a barbeque and invite everyone, the food will taste like nothing you've tasted before. Yes I'm going to invite you over to join us, we would love to have you over for dinner.
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Jun 13, 2010
Jun 13, 2010 at 2:34 PM UTC
Delicious Morsels
There are vampires, but they like to feed on blood and they do it because they have to, to exist. The werewolf has to feed because it is in their nature and meat becomes their prey. Zombies are cursed and that is why they feed the way they do. But me, I do what I do for the sheer pleasure of it and you would be shocked if you knew how many people like me were out there in this world of ours. You see, I am what you would call a cannibal and if you even tasted human flesh, then you would understand how it is an amazing required taste. And the fear of my victims makes that taste so much sweeter, the mingling of their sweat is just mouth watering and they just so much better when they have to feel pain. Mind you, heavy smokers can be a bit annoying because you get that smell of nicotine in the air when you fry up their lungs. There are so many of us about, have you ever wondered about those exclusive restaurants where you find it difficult to be able to book a table. Where if you order the sausages it has so much great flavour and the gravy is just so delicious. Next time and look around at those regulars that always seem to get a table, that look is not the expectation of the food but the wonder of what you might taste like. I've had it all, Indian, Mexican, Chinese and nothing seems to beat a nice English roast. But never complain to the management because the next time you might find yourself on the menu. Sooner or later we are going to get you, we might cut you to pieces as you are still alive, because as I said before, the flesh tastes so much better that way. Maybe we could boil you alive like a lobster, I've done that so many times to my victims. I know the neighbour was having some problems with some teenagers but they have disappeared now. So I decided to celebrate and have a barbeque and invite everyone, the food will taste like nothing you've tasted before. Yes I'm going to invite you over to join us, we would love to have you over for dinner.
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The coffee cups are ***** But it’s the cleanest way To drink whiskey here. The barman lost half his right fingers To a wood chipper in his early 20’s And spent the rest of his adult life Flipping the world off. He got it down to a fine art By the time I showed up. He didn’t smile when I ordered my drink. He didn’t smile at all. The jukebox hasn’t changed For two stagnant decades And most everyone but the regulars Are too scared to use it. It’s the same rotation Of Elvis, Muddy Waters, BB King, John Coltrane, And early Bruce Springsteen. Not a woman in sight But every song is about them And we are all here Because of them. Certain patches of carpet Have not seen a crack of light Since the Berlin Wall fell. Nothing changes here but the customers- And that change is incremental at best. The same filthy etchings over The same filthy cubicle doors. The same Cherokee Indian Smoking a Cuban Cigar In the heartland of America. I can’t find myself here But there is no feeling of loss. There is no profundity in anything here. Just squalor And enjoying one’s squalor. I think that is what it means To be truly happy.
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 5:24 AM UTC
Sloucher's Bar
For I will consider a town called Riverside. For its only river, the dry Santa Ana, it's shore peppered with the homeless, garbage, an old shoe, a cart stolen from the grocery. For its downtown with dried gum spots all along the sidewalk, its dive bars with regulars pouring in at 3pm and pouring cheap beer into their gullets until morning. For its overpriced theatre, a gentrified landmark, driving the sun-hot strays to the park. For the park, and a lake, dotted with boats in the summer, driven by tired feet, hands hiding beer in gas station soda cups. For the mountain, with the old ladies, counting every step, looking up to the cross and over the edge onto a thick brown smog. For the steepled churches on every corner, waking us every Sunday to pray to a hotly scarce God. For I will consider a town called Riverside.
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Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 2:21 AM UTC
Riverside
Delivered to us by an optimistic gentleman in a black Stetson cap who spent his days waving village traffic down with an open hand, it's been four years since you were sat on the bookshelf in Kath's house. You stood proud, surveying the fine china made across the border wrapped up in donated newspaper articles and pristine hand-me-downs, while my inky fingers welcomed regulars who only ever looked around. Each weekend we were greeted by bright smiles set in permanent shadow. Sometimes I declined banknotes on the street for carrying dismantled tables. I'm still searching for namesakes when perched on local stones above sea level. Friends like Elvis were divisive figures due to their signature tobacco smells. Under a green bus shelter, I laughed at his frown about a Midlands town. Thinking about the rows of vacant church seats still leaves me cold even now. As I watch needles drop onto rocks and a solitary shell, your frame shrivels daily and bends you crooked like a question mark. Oh, Eric - will I ever meet your father again to discuss your burial?
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Sep 12, 2020
Sep 12, 2020 at 11:16 AM UTC
Eric, the Cactus
The man decked in blue      sits quite content           on a sofa                and observes wealthy offspring                waltz in flashing their brilliant teeth           glossed with potent peppermint.      These teens don't know love, lust is all it is.      While the Jazz bops away,           more whisky is poured                and they zip out to get jammy.                The man, mid-twenties,           kind of blue, dapper apparel,      has one on the rocks. Sees them walk in most evenings,      cute blondes with flawless skin,           guys in suits, bow ties, the works,                gaze into each other's pupils.                There are regulars,           Robert, the chap from Yale,      Quentin, sly guy at Harvard and Carly, still at school the man believes, who's coquettish, fresh,      these two want to have her           but she's astute,                knows just what she wants.                They're all after her in fact.           Every male in the room      turns their head, can't blame them, she's like Candyfloss,      all the men want a taste           but there's not enough for everyone                and they don't look like the sharing kind.                The man in blue           just grins to himself      thinking how grand it is that he's single, sensible, secure.
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Jun 4, 2012
Jun 4, 2012 at 10:27 AM UTC
Blue Candyfloss
The man decked in blue      sits quite content           on a sofa                and observes wealthy offspring                waltz in flashing their brilliant teeth           glossed with potent peppermint.      These teens don't know love, lust is all it is.      While the Jazz bops away,           more whisky is poured                and they zip out to get jammy.                The man, mid-twenties,           kind of blue, dapper apparel,      has one on the rocks. Sees them walk in most evenings,      cute blondes with flawless skin,           guys in suits, bow ties, the works,                gaze into each other's pupils.                There are regulars,           Robert, the chap from Yale,      Quentin, sly guy at Harvard and Carly, still at school the man believes, who's coquettish, fresh,      these two want to have her           but she's astute,                knows just what she wants.                They're all after her in fact.           Every male in the room      turns their head, can't blame them, she's like Candyfloss,      all the men want a taste           but there's not enough for everyone                and they don't look like the sharing kind.                The man in blue           just grins to himself      thinking how grand it is that he's single, sensible, secure.
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*We were both still quite sleepy. She laid her head in my lap in fetal position for most of the ride and I nodded off as the thunder rumbled, and rocked me to sleep, my head lolling to one side. It was miserable out. The sky was a toxic, smoky gray, swollen and bruised purple like rotting flesh, and the rain, so incessant, berated the windshield of the cab the whole ride to the theater and all the while after we had handed a couple crumpled dollars to the driver and gotten in the cue. We had our backstage passes tucked away into our coats, we didn't want any of the regulars to see. She huddled closer to me to guard her ashen lips from the needle ****** of the wind, that would bring a tear to her eye when they scraped against the tip of her nose. She was thinking, as she fingered the strap of the shiny, clean, new camera she bought to photograph us doing ***** things, the lens reflecting all of her good intentions, warm feelings onto me. As a vendor strode by I snagged up two cups of coffee, and handed one to her and then we sank back into the shivering, shuddering mass. She took a few sips, as I drew the flame to my cigarette, ducking behind her and cupping the tip in order to get it lit, I could see the steam dissipating into the cold, wet air. She smiled with amusement and after a few moments looked up and whispered to me "I want him at his best. I hope he's super depressed." I said "Yeah", as I exhaled the smoke and simultaneously, in one heave, cleared my throat, "I hope he ******* hates us."*
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Dec 23, 2012
Dec 23, 2012 at 2:46 PM UTC
Upon Arriving to Meet Our Favorite Folk Singer
*We were both still quite sleepy. She laid her head in my lap in fetal position for most of the ride and I nodded off as the thunder rumbled, and rocked me to sleep, my head lolling to one side. It was miserable out. The sky was a toxic, smoky gray, swollen and bruised purple like rotting flesh, and the rain, so incessant, berated the windshield of the cab the whole ride to the theater and all the while after we had handed a couple crumpled dollars to the driver and gotten in the cue. We had our backstage passes tucked away into our coats, we didn't want any of the regulars to see. She huddled closer to me to guard her ashen lips from the needle ****** of the wind, that would bring a tear to her eye when they scraped against the tip of her nose. She was thinking, as she fingered the strap of the shiny, clean, new camera she bought to photograph us doing ***** things, the lens reflecting all of her good intentions, warm feelings onto me. As a vendor strode by I snagged up two cups of coffee, and handed one to her and then we sank back into the shivering, shuddering mass. She took a few sips, as I drew the flame to my cigarette, ducking behind her and cupping the tip in order to get it lit, I could see the steam dissipating into the cold, wet air. She smiled with amusement and after a few moments looked up and whispered to me "I want him at his best. I hope he's super depressed." I said "Yeah", as I exhaled the smoke and simultaneously, in one heave, cleared my throat, "I hope he ******* hates us."*
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the professor name's John, I think every day a goatee a ponytail and an honest smile brings me flowers sometimes. pays in nickels sometimes. "have an easy day" he says to me man in the same brown suit, mismatching every day coffee, hunched over with something under his arm sometimes. never seen him speak just a scowl and a solemn shuffle the owner of the bar next door I think. out for a cigarette every 30 minutes or so or move his car he gets our mail sometimes. glasses on his forehead never on his face always a fleeting noncommittal smile pacing past the door sly eyes. there's the guy stuck in the 70s. every day bell bottoms a black bowl cut it's a wig I think. a leather jacket sometimes. walks like he owns the sidewalk he doesn't. the old man the half-blind one orders the same thing always. with his walker his hands searching haven't seen him in a while the big guy from the burger place across the street no, not the famous one the other place. took his suggestion got a burger wasn't very good but he's always so cheery, gotta be nice the one guy blue shorts guy stops by during his run, to check the selection.  back an hour later in pants and a jacket now. never buys a thing wearing those blue shorts the woman with oddly spaced teeth and hair the short witchy kind lots of shawls and oversized tote bags and cargo-capri's. complained of an allergic reaction once to god knows what. keeps coming back though a mother and son mother, tired. ten year old private school boy asks for too much and too many questions "did you make this?" "are you really 20?" "do you go to school?" he asks so many questions "yes, yes, no." "why not?" "well…" mom saves me distracts him away the poor skinny one the homeless man. ill-fitting clothes always. women's sometimes. begging, cigarettes and money has a tic, says "hello! hi! hello!" every few seconds he's very persistent. and very polite. gracefully insane, I'd say
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Feb 13, 2013
Feb 13, 2013 at 4:20 AM UTC
the regulars
the professor name's John, I think every day a goatee a ponytail and an honest smile brings me flowers sometimes. pays in nickels sometimes. "have an easy day" he says to me man in the same brown suit, mismatching every day coffee, hunched over with something under his arm sometimes. never seen him speak just a scowl and a solemn shuffle the owner of the bar next door I think. out for a cigarette every 30 minutes or so or move his car he gets our mail sometimes. glasses on his forehead never on his face always a fleeting noncommittal smile pacing past the door sly eyes. there's the guy stuck in the 70s. every day bell bottoms a black bowl cut it's a wig I think. a leather jacket sometimes. walks like he owns the sidewalk he doesn't. the old man the half-blind one orders the same thing always. with his walker his hands searching haven't seen him in a while the big guy from the burger place across the street no, not the famous one the other place. took his suggestion got a burger wasn't very good but he's always so cheery, gotta be nice the one guy blue shorts guy stops by during his run, to check the selection.  back an hour later in pants and a jacket now. never buys a thing wearing those blue shorts the woman with oddly spaced teeth and hair the short witchy kind lots of shawls and oversized tote bags and cargo-capri's. complained of an allergic reaction once to god knows what. keeps coming back though a mother and son mother, tired. ten year old private school boy asks for too much and too many questions "did you make this?" "are you really 20?" "do you go to school?" he asks so many questions "yes, yes, no." "why not?" "well…" mom saves me distracts him away the poor skinny one the homeless man. ill-fitting clothes always. women's sometimes. begging, cigarettes and money has a tic, says "hello! hi! hello!" every few seconds he's very persistent. and very polite. gracefully insane, I'd say
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“To every man upon this earth Death cometh soon or late And how can man die better For the ashes of his fathers, And the temples of his gods” Soft murmurs along the front line crackle like a broken prairie plough, The maples and oaks snapping with Every burst of the cannon. Crested breaths choked out by The ferocious blasts of this entrenched Jungle. Shrieks punctuate the deathly silence, And sobers the divisions thirst for war. I, a dead soul among the living. The soft wind at night is the nefarious fingers of death, Soaking the earth and ****** boughs Of the old oaks with the veins Of golden purity. (I am standing on an eagles skull.) I can hear the Rebel yell beyond the tree line, BLASTING the barreling notion of liberty, Stacked within our Union souls. A Bundren coffin takes form in the mist beyond the wasteland. My kin lay wait at home, Shall I return one day and parade through pastures And creeks until the days grow old and so shall I. With kin side by side. My vacant mind floats off to distant lands along the timbered forests of the Free North. Orations from my Grandfather resonate like wind chimes Rattling among the inner confines of my sanity, Strewn images flash like the lines of Virginian regulars, A sparse reminder of my ever so soon fate In the Wilderness.
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 5:32 PM UTC
The Wilderness
Fingers move up the frets blues entwined with the metal slide drowsy smoke swaying with hips and pool ***** knock with the jukebox keeping time. You’re ******* down another drink drown out demons haunting your soul, hoping you can take someone home. Forgotten beauty, only fear lurking in the heavy air the bar is spinning and every lesson you've learned, you’re dead set on forgetting. Regulars hustle another game trying to win back years lost in this basement that smells of ***** and **** and sin and long lost dreams. They come to forget the war, they come to forget the rent they owe, they come to forget why they came to this godforsaken bar in the first place. My eyes glaze over watching the ghosts drifting around green felt tables and the old dusty dart boards heavy hearts hidden under calloused layers of tough love. When the lights come on and the music stops your touch pushes me further into the haze and every plan is put on hold when your lips find their way up my neck teasing every nerve until I forget how to breathe. The forgotten and the lost roaming aimlessly together to the tunes of regret the pangs of sadness drinking only to forget.
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Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 2:29 PM UTC
Regulars
With the curves of her body, Ten thousand men could fall. A vision so sublime, Swaggered into the bar. Oh, her perfume! Her perfectly painted lips! The hypnotizing eyes!..... smote the drooling regulars. "Guarana". She ordered. "No **** Amarula on my bill" Offered the usually quiet Baba Jemo. "And a pack of Guarana to take home" Added 'Fisi' Johny the local mechanic. With a smile that could melt Antarctica's ice, She accepted the two stooges' offer. Just as they were marrying their stools to her's There bounced in a striking gentleman "Sorry honey, i was caught in traffic. Can we go to a better pub?" With Amarula on her right hand, A twelve pack of Guarana on his left, They legged it out holding hands, Leaving my silly two thunderstruck, As I handed them the bill.
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Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 6:29 AM UTC
The Bill
My regulars .. A cup of hotly brewed tea with a menthol roll sitting on an ash tray beside my widely opened book of a guilty pleasure promise Day dreaming of a cold weather with pine trees covered in white softness and a waft of cinnamon mixed with baked floured ginger
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Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
Untitled
And here they come with their beautiful demeanour ,with their empty eyes laced with an allure stronger then the forces which construct our physical forms. They speak in perfect sequence as if it had be rehearsed but I've heard these words before, of course, they've been here before they're regulars to my bar, filled with my bottled emotions. They spoke of no wonders or such tacky things they spoke of a peace unparalleled, a welcome change to my current state of mind, a place where there is "no more judgment", "no more ridicule","no more lies" and "no more death" a place where I can be myself. As they imbibed themselves with my fermented hopes, dreams and beliefs they grew bolder with each bottle they emptied. "How can you live in this place it's a cesspool, so cluttered so unsure" it's my home I play with the cards life has dealt me- "ah there is the problem you are bound by life why not be free?". I see no other path. "there is". they slide me an object, "keep the change" and they left. the object was a box reading "the tool of your salvation" it had a note  end the lie, end your ____. I closed up shop,they are right, it was time for a change, So this is my good bye.
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 6:30 PM UTC
An encounter with Thanos and his bride/suicidal thoughts
I awoke from sleep nightmares, enforced by you sweat, cold, I turn over and try to fall fall back asleep an impossibility, a futile attempt there's a full dining room's worth plates, spinning plates, in my head they never stop, always spinning till one wobbles, balance falters, and just as you'd expect they fall one after another crashing another but there's always one one left, still spinning, shakily waiting for the mess to be cleaned up where'd that little fairy go? the one who used to follow you around.. who is gonna clean up this mess NO! No, I cleaned up after you long enough! even a maid receives a paycheck, compensation I was just a slave a slave to you, a slave to my mind the trickery and contortion, you'd think I was a gymnast, of Olympic Gold proportions! I was a lap dog, following you around, eating what ever you gave me, begging for more please sir, more? more abuse, more deception, more than just friends more than just a use, for a good time for who? I worked so hard at trying trying to make you love me trying to make you see obvious oblivion, I get it! You're blind! hopefully you must be, Have you even seen some of these women? those one night roll arounds you're just so polite waiting till the morning to push them out out the door, and you will, oh how they know you will, but still you'll call them those disposable women you'll call because you know it's free because you know they want you to if only you were good enough to have one for every day of the week - you know, those ones the ones you equated me too! But, a friend of mine you'll always be so long as it pays off for you a few amazing hours naked together, alone a drinking buddy when the regulars are out of town a gram here, a joint there an easement of your guilt for allowing yourself to lie right through your teeth to the face of an adoring fan to use, abuse and get what you can from your supposed life long friend! you should have been more careful though for you smell nothing like a rose you wreak your stench so vile you slop your sludge of a personality right across my face before twisting the knife in my back then pretend like none of it exists extinct though that would imply that it once existed which you've stated for certain it does not.
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Nov 20, 2010
Nov 20, 2010 at 9:46 PM UTC
slam
I awoke from sleep nightmares, enforced by you sweat, cold, I turn over and try to fall fall back asleep an impossibility, a futile attempt there's a full dining room's worth plates, spinning plates, in my head they never stop, always spinning till one wobbles, balance falters, and just as you'd expect they fall one after another crashing another but there's always one one left, still spinning, shakily waiting for the mess to be cleaned up where'd that little fairy go? the one who used to follow you around.. who is gonna clean up this mess NO! No, I cleaned up after you long enough! even a maid receives a paycheck, compensation I was just a slave a slave to you, a slave to my mind the trickery and contortion, you'd think I was a gymnast, of Olympic Gold proportions! I was a lap dog, following you around, eating what ever you gave me, begging for more please sir, more? more abuse, more deception, more than just friends more than just a use, for a good time for who? I worked so hard at trying trying to make you love me trying to make you see obvious oblivion, I get it! You're blind! hopefully you must be, Have you even seen some of these women? those one night roll arounds you're just so polite waiting till the morning to push them out out the door, and you will, oh how they know you will, but still you'll call them those disposable women you'll call because you know it's free because you know they want you to if only you were good enough to have one for every day of the week - you know, those ones the ones you equated me too! But, a friend of mine you'll always be so long as it pays off for you a few amazing hours naked together, alone a drinking buddy when the regulars are out of town a gram here, a joint there an easement of your guilt for allowing yourself to lie right through your teeth to the face of an adoring fan to use, abuse and get what you can from your supposed life long friend! you should have been more careful though for you smell nothing like a rose you wreak your stench so vile you slop your sludge of a personality right across my face before twisting the knife in my back then pretend like none of it exists extinct though that would imply that it once existed which you've stated for certain it does not.
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It’s 1:30am and we were at a cute little dance club in Dublin called “The Sugar Club.” It’s a converted movie theater with tables in stadium seating rows. That night was Salsa themed, and the regulars were stylin’ - the men dressed in white Havana or Colima, Italian Linen and women in bright salsa dresses. The DJ was mixing a gr8 groove - with music from Bassia, Brazilian Girls, Kate the Cat, with some ElectroSwing thrown in from Tape Five, Pink Martini and Doja Cat (Yes, I asked the DJ for his playlist). The tiny, darkly-disco-sparkling dance floor was crowded and refrigerator cold. We had a good time. Irish guys are funny and unpredictable, they’ll say practically anything, “Shall I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money?” and those brogues make everything they say spankin’ hot. We all danced a few times, but Sunny’s a gwyn who never seemed to tire. Guys kept asking her to dance and she seemed happy to oblige - I would have collapsed already. There was a dead-fit guy, Rían, throwing a strong Chris Evans vibe, who seemed completely smitten with Sunny. He seemed a real dean but he didn’t 404 that Sunny’s femme-facing and that he might as well be offering lettuce to a shark. We’d discussed the possibility that things might come up and decided to avoid delicate public acts of disclosure (Sunny’s gay, Leong’s a communist, etc..) - we’re trespassing different cultures on this trip, after all. We explained to Rían that we were students, just in town for the Duran Duran concert, and consoled him with a couple of “Black & Golds” (Kahlua, whiskey and orange bitters) - he was a LOT of fun to talk to. The bartender asked me if I was one of the colleens with “Margot Robbie” - he was referring to Lisa - which Anna found amusing - but I think Lisa’s way phater than Margot.
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Jun 17, 2022
Jun 17, 2022 at 3:32 PM UTC
Dublin night
It’s 1:30am and we were at a cute little dance club in Dublin called “The Sugar Club.” It’s a converted movie theater with tables in stadium seating rows. That night was Salsa themed, and the regulars were stylin’ - the men dressed in white Havana or Colima, Italian Linen and women in bright salsa dresses. The DJ was mixing a gr8 groove - with music from Bassia, Brazilian Girls, Kate the Cat, with some ElectroSwing thrown in from Tape Five, Pink Martini and Doja Cat (Yes, I asked the DJ for his playlist). The tiny, darkly-disco-sparkling dance floor was crowded and refrigerator cold. We had a good time. Irish guys are funny and unpredictable, they’ll say practically anything, “Shall I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money?” and those brogues make everything they say spankin’ hot. We all danced a few times, but Sunny’s a gwyn who never seemed to tire. Guys kept asking her to dance and she seemed happy to oblige - I would have collapsed already. There was a dead-fit guy, Rían, throwing a strong Chris Evans vibe, who seemed completely smitten with Sunny. He seemed a real dean but he didn’t 404 that Sunny’s femme-facing and that he might as well be offering lettuce to a shark. We’d discussed the possibility that things might come up and decided to avoid delicate public acts of disclosure (Sunny’s gay, Leong’s a communist, etc..) - we’re trespassing different cultures on this trip, after all. We explained to Rían that we were students, just in town for the Duran Duran concert, and consoled him with a couple of “Black & Golds” (Kahlua, whiskey and orange bitters) - he was a LOT of fun to talk to. The bartender asked me if I was one of the colleens with “Margot Robbie” - he was referring to Lisa - which Anna found amusing - but I think Lisa’s way phater than Margot.
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Your legs stick out from my side as you sing from the corner, A challis to your lips, contracting flesh from your hips, you drink and I know you think more then most so a quick glance is all ill shoot you I wonder if the house dj knows your favorite songs, you've both been regulars for quite Long, he plays requests for the crowd but you've still grown quite close, and he plays your special requests the most, but it's almost like you sing to me, I've Seen some of the back wall, and you've seen me stumble and almost fall, but I caught myself staring at your angles, and I just can't make sense of them, I Am no Albert Einstein, and I hate the recognition of time, so I party all the time, and I forget about what time it is and the dj plays his favorite songs
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Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 11:33 AM UTC
Albert Einstein
Outside the tower In fear people cower Outside that they call the slums Where people were nothing but bums Till one day you are called inside they say the tower you must climb you are chosen they say there is a role you will need to portray you need to conquer this 300+ floored tower And at the top they promise A land full of promise A wish will be granted You'll have anything you wanted You then build dreams as high as the tower Only to find disappointment outside they call you chosen inside they call you a regular Along with people that were also "chosen" You must climb with them live with them befriend them Fight them Betray them **** them Step on them to climb those same people as you those same people who were chosen those same people who were called regulars those same people that share dreams as you you need to beat them and carry the weight of betrayals to climb on top will you still accept the title of a REGULAR?
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Jun 14, 2015
Jun 14, 2015 at 2:18 AM UTC
The Regulars (ToG)
The crowded streets seemed empty now, beneath the noon day heat, as the devils and the invalids wait 'til dusk to meet. Then the sunlight fades and the neon signs, attract the social crowd, the silence dies and an echo's born as the deadly night grows loud. A ***** blonde in a ***** coat, leans on a grey stone wall, waiting to lead her regulars down a dark and dingy hall. While a blind man steers his cane ahead to aid his weary feet, he gropes his way to a barstool  where he and bottle meet. The piercing sound of a siren is muffled by angry tongues, as an old drunk falls in an alleyway clutching his heaving lungs. The sight of the city from the fifteenth floor turns the heart to a giant pump, as a ****** high in every way prepares for his final jump. Dance hall girls line the stage and kick their legs in time, as the prestige men in business suits order gin and lime. An aging man with glass in hand finds friendship in the night bringing back his childhood through the shouts of a barroom fight. The pain goes on 'til the lights go out and the wolves all head for home for those who have no place to rest the sidewalk is there to roam.
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Feb 8, 2013
Feb 8, 2013 at 12:28 AM UTC
The Neon Killer
The makeshift congregation packed into the church. Hands clasped in broken hallelujahs. Consecration of this community. Guidelines for the faithful, faithful for tonight. At least for now we can be one. Trascendental divinity, like a silent wind flowing through Public servants to ourselves. We are the Church. Sewn in the fields of the faithful. Strewn through life like an empty chalice. Filled with Merlot. Hear us Father for we have sinned. Glory to you. Buffet Catholics asking for salvation. Forgiveness sandwiched between the bread and pasta salad. Repentant. Offering up prayers for the ****** Quick to judgment. With the ferocity of Charlemagne. Partial acceptance into our open hands, You made a valiant effort. Sign of the cross with water blessed. Genuflect. Kneeling on the pews, praying for peace. External. Internal. Oh! My children! God will have mercy. Part of the flock for once Maybe twice A year. Not even staying for the full length. The faint smell of frankincense. We offer you this gift. Ceremonies steeped in tradition. Rosebeads hung from the wrist of regulars. This mass is being said in memory of… We offer up these prayers for… The meek will inherit the Earth. If we leave anything. Cynics questioning. We’ve found hope in a paperback on a bookshelf. Who is our shepherd?
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Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 1:23 PM UTC
Broken Congregation