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How long will our bewildered heirs marooned in possessions not theirs puzzle at disposing of these three cunning feignings of hard candy in glass- the striped little pillowlike mock-sweets, the flared end-twists as of transparent paper? No clue will be attached, no trace of the sunny day of their purchase, at a glittering shop a few doors up from Harry's Bar, a disappointing place for all its testaments from Hemingway. The Grand Canal was also aglitter while the lesser canals lay in the shade like snakes, flicking wet tongues and gliding to green rendezvous. The immaculate salesgirl, in her aloof Italian succulence, sized us up, a middle-aged American couple, as unserious shoppers who, still half jet-lagged, would cling to their lire in the face of any enchanted vase or ethereal wineglass that might shatter in the luggage going home. Yet we wanted something, something small .... This? No ... How much is ten thousand? Dizzy, at last we decided. She wrapped the three glass candies, the cheapest items in the shop, with a showy care worthy of crown jewels-tissue, tape, and tissue again sprang up beneath her blood-red fingernails, plus a jack-in-the-box-shaped paper bag adorned with harlequin lozenges, sad though she surely was, on her feet waiting all day for a wild rich Arab, a compulsive Japanese. Grazie, signor ... grazie, signora ... ciao. Nor will our thing-weary heirs decipher the little repair, the reattached triangle of glass from the paper-imitating end-twist, its mending a labor of love in the cellar, by winter light, by the man of the house, mixing transparent epoxy and rigging a clever small clamp as if to keep intact the time that we, alive, had spent in the feathery bed at the Europa e Regina.
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Venetian Candy
How long will our bewildered heirs marooned in possessions not theirs puzzle at disposing of these three cunning feignings of hard candy in glass- the striped little pillowlike mock-sweets, the flared end-twists as of transparent paper? No clue will be attached, no trace of the sunny day of their purchase, at a glittering shop a few doors up from Harry's Bar, a disappointing place for all its testaments from Hemingway. The Grand Canal was also aglitter while the lesser canals lay in the shade like snakes, flicking wet tongues and gliding to green rendezvous. The immaculate salesgirl, in her aloof Italian succulence, sized us up, a middle-aged American couple, as unserious shoppers who, still half jet-lagged, would cling to their lire in the face of any enchanted vase or ethereal wineglass that might shatter in the luggage going home. Yet we wanted something, something small .... This? No ... How much is ten thousand? Dizzy, at last we decided. She wrapped the three glass candies, the cheapest items in the shop, with a showy care worthy of crown jewels-tissue, tape, and tissue again sprang up beneath her blood-red fingernails, plus a jack-in-the-box-shaped paper bag adorned with harlequin lozenges, sad though she surely was, on her feet waiting all day for a wild rich Arab, a compulsive Japanese. Grazie, signor ... grazie, signora ... ciao. Nor will our thing-weary heirs decipher the little repair, the reattached triangle of glass from the paper-imitating end-twist, its mending a labor of love in the cellar, by winter light, by the man of the house, mixing transparent epoxy and rigging a clever small clamp as if to keep intact the time that we, alive, had spent in the feathery bed at the Europa e Regina.
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It's been years and somehow you're back for me But I've long since moved on and I'm satisfied. Yes, you were a dream to kiss and yes, you were nice to hug. I don't need you with your baggy sweat and regrets I don't want you either like I used to. I really am fine just being myself; I'd be happy if I never saw you again. I just don't feel it anymore in my bones, My heart doesn't beat for you; I don't want your hate or benefits. I never hated you But Time has changed and taken me You couldn't keep up with the flow. So I don't want you to slow me down I don't want you back in my life No, I don't want you back in my life. It's too bad you were left behind But you're killing yourself to keep up It doesn't make a difference No, it really doesn't. Time doesn't wait for anyone Time allowed us to drift away And I'm fine with that We don't need to be reattached. I just don't feel it anymore in my bones, My heart doesn't beat for you; I don't want your hate or benefits. I never hated you But Time has changed and taken me You couldn't keep up with the flow. So I don't want you to slow me down I don't want you back in my life No, I don't want you back in my life. During this time I realised I'm the player, you were the fool I was lonely when I wanted you. But it's nice to say that memories stay And you made me smile and still do. But I don't need that sparkle in your eyes I don't want you either like I used to I'm fine just being myself because you took that away from me. I just don't feel it anymore in my bones, My heart doesn't beat for you; I don't want your hate or benefits. I never hated you But Time has changed and taken me You couldn't keep up with the flow So I don't want you to slow me down I don't want you back in my life No, I don't want you back in my life. I don't need that sparkle in your eyes I have oxygen and hope to stay alive You'll never hold me back like you used to You won't anchor me to drown. 7th October 2016
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Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 2:59 AM UTC
I Don't Want You Back
It's been years and somehow you're back for me But I've long since moved on and I'm satisfied. Yes, you were a dream to kiss and yes, you were nice to hug. I don't need you with your baggy sweat and regrets I don't want you either like I used to. I really am fine just being myself; I'd be happy if I never saw you again. I just don't feel it anymore in my bones, My heart doesn't beat for you; I don't want your hate or benefits. I never hated you But Time has changed and taken me You couldn't keep up with the flow. So I don't want you to slow me down I don't want you back in my life No, I don't want you back in my life. It's too bad you were left behind But you're killing yourself to keep up It doesn't make a difference No, it really doesn't. Time doesn't wait for anyone Time allowed us to drift away And I'm fine with that We don't need to be reattached. I just don't feel it anymore in my bones, My heart doesn't beat for you; I don't want your hate or benefits. I never hated you But Time has changed and taken me You couldn't keep up with the flow. So I don't want you to slow me down I don't want you back in my life No, I don't want you back in my life. During this time I realised I'm the player, you were the fool I was lonely when I wanted you. But it's nice to say that memories stay And you made me smile and still do. But I don't need that sparkle in your eyes I don't want you either like I used to I'm fine just being myself because you took that away from me. I just don't feel it anymore in my bones, My heart doesn't beat for you; I don't want your hate or benefits. I never hated you But Time has changed and taken me You couldn't keep up with the flow So I don't want you to slow me down I don't want you back in my life No, I don't want you back in my life. I don't need that sparkle in your eyes I have oxygen and hope to stay alive You'll never hold me back like you used to You won't anchor me to drown. 7th October 2016
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Was it as easy for you As it was for me To drop your defenses And live our lives out eagerly The over anxiety from my loves lack of piety Or better yet how I tried to populate her minds society With the idea of an image We both dreamed to consume The dark goddess Breathing new life into my futures sullen bedroom But the way her mind acted as prison guard for what her heart truly wished This tiger was trapped in a cage of life’s never ending vanquish And I gave with my heart My will behind my ideals Every artery embroidered on my arm slowly splits and spills The red liquid that we both seemed to hunger My music and my words that breast-feed this god-forsaken thunder The concept of time appears to lose all of its meaning Distances in space are Disregarding and demeaning For the depths that I’ve reached Engulfed in this woman’s shadow As she gently cut the cord to my everlasting battle With life With love With all of the above Scapegoats and memories in a field of push and shove A ****** of myself, the things I can’t control If love controls my fate, then let my future go And I wish I could hate you But I’m too busy trying to relate to Your brains past events that caused This corruption of the person we all knew So true But now the feeling of fear in your heart Has single handedly reattached the strings of puppet manipulation to your trembling arms And I curse the day you realize your heart has no vacancy Undermining the unmotivated prayer of “God wont you **** me please” Understand that your art is something to guide you through the thick and of the filling Of the cup that was once half empty, but now has shattered and is spilling On the floor, that I lay Head like a ball of clay The summer was a time for me to digest all that was on my plate Music and syllables to describe how I felt when you looked me in the eyes Still sit in my note books but I no longer ask the reason why I didn’t know better From the decomposition that you dealt The anger, lack of pride and destruction of myself Left behind, no longer No time for this distress I’m moving forward through this desert On my everlasting quest With life With love With all of the above Scapegoats and memories in a field of push and shove A ****** of myself, the things I can’t control If love controls my fate, then let my future go
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 8:57 PM UTC
Peanut Allergies
Was it as easy for you As it was for me To drop your defenses And live our lives out eagerly The over anxiety from my loves lack of piety Or better yet how I tried to populate her minds society With the idea of an image We both dreamed to consume The dark goddess Breathing new life into my futures sullen bedroom But the way her mind acted as prison guard for what her heart truly wished This tiger was trapped in a cage of life’s never ending vanquish And I gave with my heart My will behind my ideals Every artery embroidered on my arm slowly splits and spills The red liquid that we both seemed to hunger My music and my words that breast-feed this god-forsaken thunder The concept of time appears to lose all of its meaning Distances in space are Disregarding and demeaning For the depths that I’ve reached Engulfed in this woman’s shadow As she gently cut the cord to my everlasting battle With life With love With all of the above Scapegoats and memories in a field of push and shove A ****** of myself, the things I can’t control If love controls my fate, then let my future go And I wish I could hate you But I’m too busy trying to relate to Your brains past events that caused This corruption of the person we all knew So true But now the feeling of fear in your heart Has single handedly reattached the strings of puppet manipulation to your trembling arms And I curse the day you realize your heart has no vacancy Undermining the unmotivated prayer of “God wont you **** me please” Understand that your art is something to guide you through the thick and of the filling Of the cup that was once half empty, but now has shattered and is spilling On the floor, that I lay Head like a ball of clay The summer was a time for me to digest all that was on my plate Music and syllables to describe how I felt when you looked me in the eyes Still sit in my note books but I no longer ask the reason why I didn’t know better From the decomposition that you dealt The anger, lack of pride and destruction of myself Left behind, no longer No time for this distress I’m moving forward through this desert On my everlasting quest With life With love With all of the above Scapegoats and memories in a field of push and shove A ****** of myself, the things I can’t control If love controls my fate, then let my future go
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It’s better to be fake Than real. Yeah, you lose your self, Your identity, Your independence, Your individuality, But hefty trades, Sacrifices, need To be made Sometimes. Because Code can be rewritten, Metal can be taken apart And soldered back together, Bolts and screws can be Reattached, Makeup can be reapplied, Lies can be retold, Cheating can be made up for. It’s much easier to fix A mistake that you Yourself made.
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Sep 13, 2025
Sep 13, 2025 at 10:53 PM UTC
Faux
*looks like someone's dancing in their underwear... touché - looks like someone's buying pints of milk in their pyjamas.* night privy, nocturnal India i get to do the dance over your grave while your relatives grieve a pointless grief: just in the same way they grieved a rotten chestnut, or egg.... maybe this sprout of anti-imagination might be a floating limb of ambition to being simply reattached -  *the black keys'                         lonely boy* - spastic maestro number uno - chillies and the Chilcot KKK inquiry - got buff results with the whitey crew - took out the trash, fed the gerbils, saved a Latex ****** from the hood... well... the Kentucky hooded brigade, fully tent equipped parishioners -                  and whenever you dress up as sheep you better barbecue - c k q - what a long shopping list -    **i've got a love that keeps me waiting!   ooh oh oh oh!             i've got a love that keeps me waiting;                    i'm a lonely boy"* -                            to cue or to queue -          a forever question unanswered - of simply quit... they call it the lack of solar tattoo pigmentation -          i treat the argument for god like i'd treat winning the jackpot in lottery,     it just has the prefix existential- prior to what's        being gambled: someone suggested respectability;                      i guess that's fair enough - otherwise i call it a fail with potatoes acting as bricks in Northern Ireland... and a blatant lack of back-up colonialism....          that ****** better sprech Anglo or he's toast.... then came the Voodoo Vindaloo - screaming: churn out the chillies into chokes! aah! oh oh or excessive umlaut agitation - poor tool tummy - when have you experienced the ****** in surgical syllables taken to the butchers for coarse timing that never coerced? i danced that dance, angry though, when they played Pendulum's Tarantula in a Basildon's night-club - you heard a roar when spotted an "epileptic" (both dittoing as said, and ambiguity) weaving a web of personal space - truly and originally, not your cup of tea - i'd ensure you as               respectably assured - mind the Sundays and the roast beef and the home office and Yorkshire fundamentalism; Newcastle? Newcastle is too hedonistic.
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Sep 8, 2016
Sep 8, 2016 at 8:58 PM UTC
disco discuss cuss
*looks like someone's dancing in their underwear... touché - looks like someone's buying pints of milk in their pyjamas.* night privy, nocturnal India i get to do the dance over your grave while your relatives grieve a pointless grief: just in the same way they grieved a rotten chestnut, or egg.... maybe this sprout of anti-imagination might be a floating limb of ambition to being simply reattached -  *the black keys'                         lonely boy* - spastic maestro number uno - chillies and the Chilcot KKK inquiry - got buff results with the whitey crew - took out the trash, fed the gerbils, saved a Latex ****** from the hood... well... the Kentucky hooded brigade, fully tent equipped parishioners -                  and whenever you dress up as sheep you better barbecue - c k q - what a long shopping list -    **i've got a love that keeps me waiting!   ooh oh oh oh!             i've got a love that keeps me waiting;                    i'm a lonely boy"* -                            to cue or to queue -          a forever question unanswered - of simply quit... they call it the lack of solar tattoo pigmentation -          i treat the argument for god like i'd treat winning the jackpot in lottery,     it just has the prefix existential- prior to what's        being gambled: someone suggested respectability;                      i guess that's fair enough - otherwise i call it a fail with potatoes acting as bricks in Northern Ireland... and a blatant lack of back-up colonialism....          that ****** better sprech Anglo or he's toast.... then came the Voodoo Vindaloo - screaming: churn out the chillies into chokes! aah! oh oh or excessive umlaut agitation - poor tool tummy - when have you experienced the ****** in surgical syllables taken to the butchers for coarse timing that never coerced? i danced that dance, angry though, when they played Pendulum's Tarantula in a Basildon's night-club - you heard a roar when spotted an "epileptic" (both dittoing as said, and ambiguity) weaving a web of personal space - truly and originally, not your cup of tea - i'd ensure you as               respectably assured - mind the Sundays and the roast beef and the home office and Yorkshire fundamentalism; Newcastle? Newcastle is too hedonistic.
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Hit me hard and break my heart into a million pieces Cause only then will you see how much its worth Don't settle for a dozen scraps, a hundred, or a thousand Strike with passion and leave a mess upon the earth Then watch me as I pick up every piece that was scattered, From the loftiest clouds they perched, and crevices they slipped Now take them from my hand and hold it in yours all together And feel the weight of the million pieces that you had ripped I want you to see how they still mold and form the same original shape How a million pieces could be reattached and still reveal a heart Yet, do not mistake their lightness for instability or lack of focus They can also be diamond tough; my soul is the fortress, while it, the rampart Its not some plastic easter egg thats only as good as its design Not a false brittle shell, with a hollow and empty core Each piece accounts apiece, a full apple with no worm Every heartbreak meant to make it, love even better, than before So if you're looking for commitment, let that be the trial I'm not promising it'd be easy, it can only be worth the pain It's only in shattered hearts, that subtle thoughts are brought to light Neither the first nor the last, but I'd repeat it all the same, If you're the one I'm about to gain.
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Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 10:36 AM UTC
Break my Heart
for you Never have I seen you, or touched thy breeze-smoothed skin, caressed the rounded angles of thy cheekbones, with the worn~smooth heel of my thumb it matters not for long and forlorn, have I come to love you fat or pretty, your physicality is inconsequential, we have bound and blind~binded our visible connection by oaths and contemplations, all codified in worthy action verbs whispered in each other ears we have spent our nodules of time silently caressing, word gentling, and falling in love this night has brought me no sleep, this day has brought me no pecuniary relief but words embellish me with hope, dress and drape my face with coming attractions, for that alone, *as if more were even possible,* I tell you this straight out and unconfused, I adore you we are a lyric, a harmony, an aesthetic unique, for you have never seen my face, yet this night, thy comeliness has stirred and up lifted, thy tone and tiny gasps my sundered parts refilled and reattached with our own esprit de corps, ethereal, ephemeral, yet so real, I raise them, to my lips, and feel you as I do so, gentling my cheeks with your breathes breeze, asking me live with joy.... tho never have I seen you
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Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 5:22 PM UTC
Never have I seen you...
**Detached, heartless Cold Reattached, 'Jah bless' Bold Full speed ahead Clear view Wipers, windshield Can't work with the rear view... mirror I write, **** them dead Killer Let them say "Dude, the verse... you murdered it!" 'Ill'er' But still I... wonder if they got the message Wonder whether or not they feel 'I' Whether or not they got what I wrote Do they think of me as the 'blacksmith' that hit the iron 'while its hot'... Or not? Write up a sword, Wordsmith... real thought Pulling at my mind from both sides Really taught In their hearts, will they reserve a spot... For that which us poets wrote? Or for the messages they feel we brought... Forth? Did we succeed in pointing their moral compass upwards... north? It would be disappointing if they read, moved on and forgot For we aim to provoke thought Intelligence is put to better use when wisdom is sought Against the odds, we've fought Expressive vigilance was sold to us... we bought Free as the winds... set sail our boat On a sea where storms are rife We chose to stay afloat Stay true So if you're still reading thank you, for giving me a few minutes of your life.**
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Jan 12, 2012
Jan 12, 2012 at 8:36 AM UTC
Thank you.
Okay I know… I know I know that I hurt her… and she isn’t the first She wants me and I want her And this feels different from lust But I know that I hurt her… Broken heart reattached? Can that happen? And if so… Can I stop being so detached? I’m really not sure, I have tried that before I don’t see myself getting over this bad habit in a hurry… not that fast Sadly, not that fast... if I do it will be slow It’s as a result of everything… The future, the present, the past Still I know that I’ve hurt her… oh, believe me I know She doesn’t deserve this, she cares… but she’s not the first girl I happen to have made tear before But it’s kind of unfair too for me to be stuck in between… “Are you going to play this macho ******** Do you want to be alone?”… And “Are you going to let me in?” Sometimes you see, I hurt too… In fact one could say I’m pain prone But I have my process, which usually involves being alone It’s just what I’m about It’s just how I was built I’m not trying to shut her out, or to haunt her with guilt I’m emotionally damaged; numb… a lot of nerve endings killed Understand It’s not pity I want; it’s in the past see The milk has already been spilled.
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Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 1:08 AM UTC
I know
Senses untamed,   spaces to reign Bodies that die,   spirits to fly By length or by width,   time is a myth Dimension aground,   essence refound Eyes looking forward,   eyes looking back Eyes looking inward,   soul reattached All that was spoken,   providence sings Grand sublimation, —last bell to ring (Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
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Apr 15, 2017
Apr 15, 2017 at 9:54 AM UTC
The Last Bell
Now anytime, Time will arrive With its rusty chains It will be impossible to enlarge these circles --- All those intellectual thoughts will be abandoned No trees nearby Or I would have picked and reattached all the leaves, Just to utilize those thoughts --- It works in a cycle In every forth time age I be as I In every forth time age, time arrives This time, I'll run away for sure --- Some are without name Some are like fragrance Some are like dew drops Some are just there They all have tongue But no one's speaking They're just licking wall --- सह वीर्यं करवावहे (Saha Viryam Karava vahe) These chants are taught wrong Scenes are snatched away After giving eyes That's why can't find'em Whoever is there, is deaf --- It will leak blood From eyes From nose From ears From tongue Circle can not be enlarged All are deaf I must run away.
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May 8, 2012
May 8, 2012 at 3:59 AM UTC
Some Other Fugitives
Detached, heartless Cold Reattached, 'Jah bless' Bold Full speed ahead Clear view Wipers, windshield Can't work with the rear view... mirror I write, **** them dead Killer Let them say "Dude, the verse... you murdered it!" 'Ill'er' But still I... wonder if they got the message Wonder whether or not they feel 'I' Whether or not they got what I wrote Do they think of me as the 'blacksmith' that hit the iron 'while its hot'... Or not? Write up a sword, Wordsmith... real thought Pulling at my mind from both sides Really taught In their hearts, will they reserve a spot... For that which us poets wrote? Or for the messages they feel we brought... Forth? Did we succeed in pointing their moral compass upwards... north? It would be disappointing if they read, moved on and forgot For we aim to provoke thought Intelligence is put to better use when wisdom is sought Against the odds, we've fought Expressive vigilance was sold to us... we bought Free as the winds... set sail our boat On a sea where storms are rife We chose to stay afloat Stay true So if you're still reading thank you, for giving me a few minutes of your life.
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Jan 12, 2012
Jan 12, 2012 at 8:36 AM UTC
Thank you.
I woke up once around midnight in a nightmare that took the form of real life I saw you standing outside, the past reattached to your ripped shorts and tortured expression. The truth of that past finally passed our hesitant lips Every betrayal, was like a gust of wind taking us to our knees without a fight I watched as every friend we ever knew turned their backs and walked away from us As if walking away from a nameless headstone in a quiet, forgotten graveyard. I woke up once around midnight in a nightmare that took the form of real life It changed everyone we knew And I've been trying to wake up from the nightmare ever since.
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Oct 22, 2013
Oct 22, 2013 at 7:18 PM UTC
Midnight Nightmare
Belle Dame, II you wonder if you would have looked good with finger waves in 1922. it’s pointless to think about, but it still floats languidly toward you, one of the frequent gondolas that scratch, and **** and drift wandering semite from shore to shore of your skull. the sun never sets on it, after all. the other ships, ancient and moaning, lean and bow according to waves of a life-heavy sea, its tides divorced from any semblance of reason, rhythm doesn’t lie next to it any longer, its shape is just an aftertaste now. your throat is in flames, by the way. no one took voice this time. she left of her own accord, and she’s planned this for weeks, every gesture, forward motion, and utterance that would enable her escape from inside you, this time, it’s pointless scouring the corners of the empire to find her. you have to remember she’ll come back on her own. that the harshly lit fluorescent reality will validate her, or it won’t, and it’ll reject her like your body is currently doing to the reattached finger you almost lost when you were three. i need you to pray she makes her boat on time, and don’t think so much of where she’s going.
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Feb 22, 2012
Feb 22, 2012 at 2:00 AM UTC
belle dame, No. 2
I have been wanting To wash my mouth out with soap Bathe in arsenic Shower in ethanol Let it burn against my skin I have been trying To rid myself of every ounce of him I have been picking at my skin Pulling at my insecurites Wondering how anyone Could ever want someone like this Worrying if anyone Will ever want someone like this Will ever want something that has been broken so many times before I have reattached my limbs Too many times to count My wounds are not visible enough To ward off admirers But every word that slips out of my mouth Is tangled with the weight of story Tied up with the lines of a revelation That I will never be able to fully write I wonder If every suffering was glued to my skin Would you still find me beautiful If my tattoos were passage to destruction Would you still want to cross paths I will never be a blank canvas I have far too many paint splattered stains to ever be new again I will never be a clear picture I will never be art making history I am only Pompeii in my destruction In my catalysmic nature But I am building myself back up From the ash I've kept inside me Rooting myself deeper So I can learn how to stretch my arms out further So I can learn to trust I am hopeful That there is future brighter than past That salvation Will be easier to swallow If it is handed to me By loving hands.
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 3:08 AM UTC
Pompeii
sign that says stop intersect forebode, to wait until clear, the air, the fear, the sky, eyes, of those tears, but what if becomes cannot stop, throwing pieces off like they don't belong and won't stick around long enough to be reattached to rusted vestige that used to be human, now rust stains down the face, empty carcass after the fracas, of living like there was no tomorrow, came true. ©DWE102013
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Oct 17, 2013
Oct 17, 2013 at 10:48 PM UTC
Rust Stains
A curled dead leaf Softly floated by And reattached itself To the tree from whence it had come Slowly life flowed back Into the husk of a leaf And it became green again And full of life So to, life returned To all that had lost it To the flowers in the meadow And the creatures of the field The world was reborn Death had been abandoned And in its place A brave new life
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Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 12:16 PM UTC
Reborn
Fists pounding against the Fateful punching bag of Wordcraft. Ink on knuckles. First morning waking up Alone; face down in Her pillow that Still grasps strands of her hair, And her scent. I have anchored smiles to the Stabs that come When standing in a moment Next to her fresh absence, not Holding her hand. Now I grin into the Woman shaped vacuum That follows me like Peter Pan's Shadow reattached, and Put my feet on the floor of this Museum to our every Yesterday. I am a very big boy. I don't have time for self-pity And longing. I'll cry a little. Miss a little. Tear myself apart with little Reminders, but no more. I'll be on my own. Pick a flower or two along the way, Just to rest my soul upon Female skin; as poet and artist More than man. My eyes keep moving Upwards; forwards, looking for Mountains, hungrily. There's more to Life Than Love. I stand alone, rebuilt, enforced. Sverre 2.0. An army of one; with a world of Reinforcements Standing by for support If needed. Fish in the sea like stars or Grains of sand. Let the streets be galleries Where I can smile back at Women watching with soft eyes, Without feeling the least Bit guilty. - I rest my head against the Punching bag, sweaty and done. Outside, the winds from the south Play with trees that sing of Serenity, solitude, silence and Soul. Proving that I belong right here. And that She once did, but Doesn't.
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Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 6:15 AM UTC
More to Life Than Love
a convulsive shaking of the head a tremble ; it's no trouble and i've slipped this disarray shrugged off the character ; an avatar i've maintained for a dedicated period a return to The Cunning quake the sleeper agent and unburden the actor a return to Cunning the weight is clipped and the pouch rises to the surface geesing the code the dog program : click the assignment into a bleedable port quake the sleeper and unburden the act charge up joy for the task ahead start cleaning the toys of the trade   re load the literature retrain your physical form ; blessed with muscular memory and a breathing plan the domestic ailments of the house are striped and packed into the guest bedroom the body hair is shaved to minimum the workplace is given a sick call then all the tech is despoiled and the signal singed out no more Mr. civilian snuffed the soldier with unmarred purpose is gratefully reattached to physical function and mental manner the soldier makes channels of the streets tags favoured places ****** in relished corners puts out an advertisement a secretion seeking to rejoin his staff of instigation
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Nov 16, 2019
Nov 16, 2019 at 1:21 PM UTC
Snuffed
No doubt some hint had made an attempt to garner my attention long before that day I heard the words escaping from my mouth and leaving a battery acid taste on my tongue , but that did not stop the long parade of colorful words; sufficient to bring back to life ,the paint of an antique horse carousel.   By the time I began to wind down and run out of expletives , I was exhausted from the sheer weight. attached to each and every word - in servile  ******* -charged with the responsibility of holding back those once set free; only to be snatched back just before emerging into reality.  Most ,fighting and kicking as they were dragged down deep into the dungeons of my soul ,chained to enough weight for keeping in place what I know I could never erase , languishing there until the immediate splice of time when they were reattached , becoming colorful additions to the passing parade.   Leaving that acid taste on my tongue.    If that taste and a bit of exhaustion - related to  having each word reinstated- was the cost of each having now been tossed into the center of the ring , from my weary ,dreary  persona. ; having become  uninspired and tired from so long  mired in the quicksand of the hopeful - is the cost then I  am gladly willing to pay. --if for nothing else - to see what they will say.   Across the room - just outside the ring- my opponent , placid as a painted wall unmoved ,staring in bemused acceptance , ignoring or unable to comprehend the enormity of the moment ,as if to prove some subjective superiority says.....    "Wow... Do you feel better now?"    Right then I said; never again ...right then I told myself ...will I be pulled down to drown in emotional hopelessness , or weighed  down by bound words  that should have been released .  Never again putting myself second in a one-person race , so I shook it off ,spat out that bitter taste  - then I packed up everything I could find that was' The Me That I Used to Be "   Walking out the door (forever) I turned my head and said    " I DO NOW"*
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Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 5:09 PM UTC
Intrensic values
No doubt some hint had made an attempt to garner my attention long before that day I heard the words escaping from my mouth and leaving a battery acid taste on my tongue , but that did not stop the long parade of colorful words; sufficient to bring back to life ,the paint of an antique horse carousel.   By the time I began to wind down and run out of expletives , I was exhausted from the sheer weight. attached to each and every word - in servile  ******* -charged with the responsibility of holding back those once set free; only to be snatched back just before emerging into reality.  Most ,fighting and kicking as they were dragged down deep into the dungeons of my soul ,chained to enough weight for keeping in place what I know I could never erase , languishing there until the immediate splice of time when they were reattached , becoming colorful additions to the passing parade.   Leaving that acid taste on my tongue.    If that taste and a bit of exhaustion - related to  having each word reinstated- was the cost of each having now been tossed into the center of the ring , from my weary ,dreary  persona. ; having become  uninspired and tired from so long  mired in the quicksand of the hopeful - is the cost then I  am gladly willing to pay. --if for nothing else - to see what they will say.   Across the room - just outside the ring- my opponent , placid as a painted wall unmoved ,staring in bemused acceptance , ignoring or unable to comprehend the enormity of the moment ,as if to prove some subjective superiority says.....    "Wow... Do you feel better now?"    Right then I said; never again ...right then I told myself ...will I be pulled down to drown in emotional hopelessness , or weighed  down by bound words  that should have been released .  Never again putting myself second in a one-person race , so I shook it off ,spat out that bitter taste  - then I packed up everything I could find that was' The Me That I Used to Be "   Walking out the door (forever) I turned my head and said    " I DO NOW"*
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I held you in high regard, your regard my deepest desire. I wanted nothing but that spark of approval in your eyes So I removed mine, blind to your faults, And broke my bones, reattached them where you pleased, mutated myself into a response to your needs. I bent over backwards trying to make myself worthy of you, worthy of a two second glance, of a slight uptick of lips, when it struck me, like a lightning bolt; an epiphany. I am not a contortionist. I am not a mound of clay to be moulded according to your expectations. I am not water in a receptacle, assuming the shape of it, spreading myself thin or shrinking myself to fit. I am the sea, the ocean, wild and free and a little bit tempestuous, a little bit uncertain, a little bit blue, but mostly, not tamed by you- not tempered by your desires- not contained in your claustrophobic boundaries. No more this simpering shadow of myself, No more the swallowing of my words, choking on my laughter, No more this false tittering at your behest, No more the unravelling of my identity like a spool of thread, No more the restitching of my being to be your best, not mine. No more you, anymore, Only more me.
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Sep 17, 2016
Sep 17, 2016 at 11:24 PM UTC
no more
I fell apart today. The anchor from which I'd cut away suddenly reattached, twice as heavy as it had been before. And I was completely imprisoned, a heavy weight pulling down on my weary heart. Like a silent film it hit me, in jerky flashing, singular grey images; indiscernible but sad. A birthday cake. Shiny smiles reflected from clear cool sandy beaches. Warm, cuddles after Christmas dinner. And these ghosts of us haunt me always down every familiar street, every memory, every story, every jewel adorning the crown that is my life is haunted with ghosts of us. Not the us limping, and wounded, and beaten by life, holding on to those beautiful images. Eyesight fading, changing at least. No, the wide-eyed kids who became one that first night and ignited a fire that burned, for a quarter century. A beautiful, perfect, copy-read family. Nobody forgetting their lines. And one day I reached out to touch you And your skin felt cold. Still soft, but cold. And I knew immediately that I need to cling to those beautiful images. And capture new ones, sharper and more vibrant with years of progress, and learning. Loving and gentle with the images of the past but steady and strong against the unforgiving winds of time from every direction. “We built her strong”, I tell myself. "We sure ******* did" Perhaps, we built her too strong She’ll never sink, but she’s not fit to sail. Leave her where she is, to the salt, and the sea, and the rust, the ******* rust. The anchor, still fastened tightly but choking my heart no more. Instead holding me fast, against the current, and the winds, and the ghosts of us that haunt me each and every day.
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Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 1:38 PM UTC
Ghosts of Us
I fell apart today. The anchor from which I'd cut away suddenly reattached, twice as heavy as it had been before. And I was completely imprisoned, a heavy weight pulling down on my weary heart. Like a silent film it hit me, in jerky flashing, singular grey images; indiscernible but sad. A birthday cake. Shiny smiles reflected from clear cool sandy beaches. Warm, cuddles after Christmas dinner. And these ghosts of us haunt me always down every familiar street, every memory, every story, every jewel adorning the crown that is my life is haunted with ghosts of us. Not the us limping, and wounded, and beaten by life, holding on to those beautiful images. Eyesight fading, changing at least. No, the wide-eyed kids who became one that first night and ignited a fire that burned, for a quarter century. A beautiful, perfect, copy-read family. Nobody forgetting their lines. And one day I reached out to touch you And your skin felt cold. Still soft, but cold. And I knew immediately that I need to cling to those beautiful images. And capture new ones, sharper and more vibrant with years of progress, and learning. Loving and gentle with the images of the past but steady and strong against the unforgiving winds of time from every direction. “We built her strong”, I tell myself. "We sure ******* did" Perhaps, we built her too strong She’ll never sink, but she’s not fit to sail. Leave her where she is, to the salt, and the sea, and the rust, the ******* rust. The anchor, still fastened tightly but choking my heart no more. Instead holding me fast, against the current, and the winds, and the ghosts of us that haunt me each and every day.
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Two hands on the bars Right hand leans too far back Whiskey throttle Adrenaline ****** hits the fence post Wheelie by default Error in the process Whiskey throttle Everything realigned Restart Reboot Try again Power off Shut down Switch user Try again Sorry no internet connection Whiskey throttle Lost control Can’t contribute to the parade in the front yard Take the cigarette out of your uncles fingers with dirt engraved under his nails Light up Inhale Breathe out Repeat Exhale Toss out Whiskey throttle Grass stained elbows The most important part Ligaments reattached Reassembled Ensemble of instruments clashing in your ear But to the ones watching All they hear is the motor and the birds You can hear his menacing laugh Like a unforgettable business deal Reach arm Shake hands Hold tight Place other hand on top One more shake Release Shame Mistake Revenge Whiskey throttle
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Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 9:24 PM UTC
Whiskey throttle
He scrambles to find his words outside her front door, they all spill onto her front porch She looks at him and all he can say is I don't know She looks at the ground and says she has to go He wanders back to his car but she doesn't leave the doorway She proclaims out into the night "I knew you would run away" He turns his head around and shuffles his feet on the ground He's still looking for an answer the likes of which he hasn't found With a little shake, he speaks back to the surrounding black; "I thought I forgot my mind in a sack, I left it here and I want it back It's been oddly dark and I cannot feel my heart, but I need all my parts if I'm ever to start Maybe after I'm reacquainted with my brain, I can let you in without piggybacking all the pain If the reattached pieces manage to cooperate, then maybe I'll see you at some later date"
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Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 12:20 AM UTC
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