"needa" poems
Effort:
“an earnest or strenuous attempt”
I put alot of effort into things…
I put effort into school, relationships,family,sports, and more… It’s gets STRENUOUS!
But I keep pushing because I know sooner or later I will reach my goal and sooner or later there will be some to carry this load with me
She may not be perfect but she’ll be perfect for me…
My Effort has been challenged more then once it’s been challenged often actually but I can’t quit there’s ppl that depend on me
Like my lil brother he looks up to me he needs me he needs someone to set him example or he would mess his life up
Me I have father he isn’t the greatest but hell tell me the truth sometimes it’ll hurt but I needa hear it…
He didn’t have the best father figure but to be where he is right now is amazing he could’ve fell into terrible things…
I promise ill be better then him i have the EFFORT to handle that…
School is starting to wear me down but I can’t give in I have to struggle to get these grades I can’t give in or ill fail i don’t wanna be a failure i wanna be far from that I have goals that are bigger then ****** dreams!
That’s why I call myself i_dreambigg
Because no one dreams bigger then me but I’m different imma make a dream a reality !
Best believe that !
I never hold something against somebody ill always forgive
You could **** me over a billion times ill still come through for you cause im that guy
Ill treat those how I want to be treated…
May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 1:11 AM UTC
Ya wonda why I'm filled with so much passion and rage/
But that's what happ'n when ya lessen a man to a cage/
I haven't even unleashed the darkness/
Imagine a soul that's heartless/
Crowley is weak compared to the I beast/
Within me, 'n He I now release/
It in I and we have begun to feast/
Spit it out
Shut ya impudent mouth n listen/
Time ta quit ya fuckin' insolent dissin'/
Check me out I'm hookless/
Reckless/
You follow the text n I'm bookless/
Check this/
Determination look me in my Eyes/
Ya gunna stay in tha gutta, ***** ***** just to watch me rise/
RA!/
I am incomparable/
Can't match me, I'm too lyrical/
I am an assassin/
Breath deep,
I am the heir, with anthrax-in/
How I see it, You nuttin' but fails/
You in a row boat ***** n my ***** got sails/
Ya call me crazy/
Ya vision is hazy/
And ya thinkin is lazy/
What I know would make ya a sage see/
I'm filled with these higher optics/
Shouldn't need a telescope ta spot this/
but you do
What/
Hoss is Down, Livin life like love/
'N neva givin' a ****
I Come here to shut ya ta Hell up/
------------Chorus-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
You askin', "What am I"/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha commin' age/
Ya too tormented by change/
IT'S NOW
Needa label me "I Am" - The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange!
Sep 19, 2012
Sep 19, 2012 at 8:42 PM UTC
the din of proofed blood
faded
many nights ago
"i'ma part-time drunk
needa be half cocked
before sleep spreads her
arms and legs."
laying here, a cello rubs
low somber tunes
invisibly
my lovers thighs, her breath
her soft intoxicating flesh
gone
another muse toys in my
darkness, keeps the wheels
turning to the low somber
rub of an invisible cello
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 4:51 PM UTC
So I met this ***** that was lerkin like a cool,
chic head up angled like she was aiming for a fool *****
Looked like a ratchet who da hell would snatchet unless ya faith is sappy
cause that girl hella *****
Bend down to light a halfy,
Cut shorts **** snorts wreak smoke
Might choke Taahaaa she broke no joke,.
Brain tied Boy lied Needa hero,.
On time,tart lime,she know she be a zero.
Ghett heals wet meals not real done deal,.
(sais the white girl that want's to be a rapper :)
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 10:33 PM UTC
A lot of people had come and gone. Even those we confined on. Regardless betrayal.
It's absolutely true that, even a family can never be together forever,
we must spread, the Earth is so wide. As the space of heaven free and wide.
Sometime now we little have to worry about who stay or leave the vehicle of sages. What travels around return back about same place.
Wide and free space under sky, hoping God save us a place in paradise.
Either remain true. Needa stay real. - C9fm
Mar 11, 2023
Mar 11, 2023 at 6:10 PM UTC
its been two long years since you were released
but know in my heart i could never blaime you in the least
we were a tourchured family to never find love
but this is what either dreams or hate can be made of
even when i saw your eyes roll back and the blood on the knife with your marijuana pipe so black from the residue packed
you cut till your arms were just red
then smoked enough to leave a teenage stoner in bed
i dont blaime you for either, you were hurt and you needa cope
but was tradeing the love of your ******* son worth that ****
you were my mother, supposed to hold and love me
but i found myself being yelled at thinking im just unlucky
still i guess i could of looked for love from my father
but he was to busy showing love to his two daughters
i was to dumb, couldnt sing a song, to him i ddnt belong
so you ignored my exsistance for many long years till it braught me to tears
but where are we now after i lived a long 18 years
dad look your oldest daughter left and your youngest you only hear hate underneath the tone of her breath
so i guess im all you have left to bail you out this mess you left
so now to watch over these two as if they were as delicate as children, they have only me to watch over them as my mom bleeds and my dad cant breath the weight of debt needs to be repaid i dont know what else but you will regret how you treated me when im gone one day
momma maybye i just want you to stop with the drugs
looking everywhere just trying to find a buzz
till you look at your son amd forgot who he was
tired of goin to bed everynight to never sleep
keeping one eye open in case i have to call n emt
nearly watched you die remember that moment and i still ****** cry
so i lay with a knife to my throat livin a lie knowing i jus wanna die
so this is my last birthday song remember when i saw love in your eyes now im jus tryin to get by
Nov 28, 2013
Nov 28, 2013 at 8:31 PM UTC
***Make sure ya know how to live in this life full of fake folk
act like me and ya won't worry 'cuz i don't give a ****
they'll laugh when you've done da plan they made for ya cuz it'll be gorgeous
when ya don't do what they want they'll laugh and say ya ain't courageous
***** ya needa shut your mouth if ya ain't givin' me to eat
ya better tryna be like me rather than telling ********
****** keep telling ya <<TRY IT>> but neva want ya to get it
cuz it's hard for 'em when da book they wrote 4 ya got deleted
****** **** ****** to be a famous or on a head of a royal
dead lying of judgin' people without knowing'em & dat'z ain't loyal
everyone knows that life combines both hard & easy things
but no one wanna live it together gathering like siblings
if ya wanna know da reason why i can't talk a lot
cuz i got only one TRUST & i already gave it to God
we needa use our past misconducts for help today & tomorrow
we're out of hearts if we mad & don't forgive then we needa borrow
things make us feel like how we take 'em, don't take 'em difficulty
we're out of courage if we say we can't do 'em cuz they ain't easy
make sure ya know da ones nearest of ya hate ya da most
probably da ones ya neva knew save ya when you've lost
neva tryna be a king or queen somewhere ya weren't born
cuz whenever we're ,near or far our bridges gonna get burn
help gonna get lack like a search dat isn't existed on google chrome
when da time arrives everyone gonna wish to be at where they came from***
Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 5:16 AM UTC
I need a break ..nope not like kit-kats
Not like passing time in a school
not like vacation worried about who's down at the pool.
I need a real one.
Not to just get away from home.
I needa break before i break down like stone.
Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 6:37 PM UTC
So I met this ***** that was lerkin like a cool,
chic head up angled like she was aiming for a fool *****
Looked like a ratchet who da hell would snatchet unless ya faith is sappy
cause that girl hella *****
Bend down to light a halfy,
Cut shorts **** snorts wreak smoke
Might choke Taahaaa she broke no joke,.
Brain tied Boy lied Needa hero,.
On time,tart lime,she know she be a zero.
Ghett heals wet meals not real done deal,.
(sais the white girl that want's to be a rapper :)
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013 at 2:58 PM UTC
My name, Hombres, is Pancho,
I work on an outta z ways rancho;
I make just 5 pesos for the day.
It is a hard job to do for the pay.
I go out after. Go see Free Lucy.
Then, I asked her for the Pousse;
She just slapped me in the face;
And a took my 5 pesos anyways.
: ( What did I say? :(
Feb 17, 2017
Feb 17, 2017 at 2:55 PM UTC
Walking down the city streets
Wearing a fresh new pair of pleats
See a dame with a dog in a purse
I know that soon I'll be in a hearse
Dog springs out and clutches my face
Looks like a bat flyin into a vase
Whips out the claws and scratches me up
I fall to the ground an throw off the pup
Late that nite I wake up in a fuss
Break down the door an leave in a rush
Jump in the car and punch the throttle
With my hand wrapped up around the bottle
Hauling down the streets, **** the cops
Try to stop me an I'll pop your top
Drive right up to the tallest hill
I'm feelin ill, needa pop a pill
Take a look up at the moon
And then I yell
Ahhhh oooooo!
Ahhhh oooooo!
Drop on all fours and sprout some fur
Cravin some mo so I let out a grrr
Ears pop out
That's what I'm talking about!
Sprint down the hill
And I'm ready ta ****
Pounce on some civilians
Cuttin em down by the millions
Chomp at the fools bleed em out at the throat
Bodies falling by the river, watch em all float
Spot the cops drivin a by
They don't know they're soon all gonna die!
More keep on comin
So I keep on runnin
Nowhere to go so I take a last stand
Load up on guns just like an Afghan
I whip out the gat
Make it go ratta tat tat
Pinned against the wall
I take it to overhaul
All out of bullets, **** my gun
The old fashioned way is a lot more fun
But I don't last long, shots puncture my skull
Flies out the back of my head leavin a hole
Fall to the ground in a ****** mess
But I got one last thing to profess
Werewolves in Compton!
Ahhhh oooooo!
Ahhhh oooooo!
Next up is hell!
I'm comin fo you!
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 8:48 PM UTC
Follow those dreams,
Make real no sceams.
sit and think be you don't blink,
Aim the beam and make the team make us cheer and make us scream.
get out get livin get fame get drivin,
Feal that fire and get that heat,
Now you rule you cant be beat
Your'e on top they say you cheat,
Pass the test my points will meet.
I'm the **** nd I'm still stunnin you just quit You're ***** is runnin
that was fun well while it last your'e girl is trippin might needa cast,,
Like a bee sting on my *** you a pain thats in the past, gave me lip nd watched ya dip
I'll take a nap right in this bed all these words stream through my head what you said led to this rap
I'll wake up and get a clap ;)
Jessica Applegate
May 14, 2013
May 14, 2013 at 8:26 PM UTC
Follow those dreams,
Make real no sceams.
sit and think be you don't blink,
Aim the beam and make the team make us cheer and make us scream.
get out get livin get fame get drivin,
Feal that fire and get that heat,
Now you rule you cant be beat
Your'e on top they say you cheat,
Pass the test my points will meet.
I'm the **** nd I'm still stunnin you just quit You're ***** is runnin
that was fun well while it last your'e girl is trippin might needa cast,,
Like a bee sting on my *** you a pain thats in the past, gave me lip nd watched ya dip
I'll take a nap right in this bed all these words stream through my head what you said led to this rap
I'll wake up and get a clap ;)
Jessica Applegate
May 14, 2013
May 14, 2013 at 8:20 PM UTC
I needa write another poem tonight.
Here it goes.
I'm drunk in my veins.
My stomachs in pain.
My poems alone.
My body’s a tomb.
For every beer i drink.
Trying to count sleep.
Minutes at a time.
**** this poems rhyme.
End it here.
**** me.
Carbon molecules are a ****** up species of atomic number mass, that should not critical in this place called "Baton Rouge", either its rough type and jock-ass-mild-temper, need them, hate me, near the river so that i can end my ******* life, with a last drink tipped, into my gizzard.
All the frats are belong to us
Tonight was a good night could I only remember.
**** Bukowski.
I'll **** his ****
This is all he writes about.
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 1:38 AM UTC
By Arcassin Burnham
will you dry my bones,
will you rip my heart,
will you leave me alone,
is this when we part
will you take my spirit in the middle of night,
while I'm begging to cry, while I'm going.....to die,
Dealt with quite a lot of bull in my recent years,
You gotta be a man , you gotta work just to face
Your fears,
Dying of thirst like the guy at liquor stores begging
For money,
Thinking it's a curse when things go bad in my past
Memory,
I'm falling
fast
needa
life,
soul searching
can't
find nothing
right
I've got dirt in my eyes,
And blood on my knees.
will you dry my bones,
will you rip my heart,
will you leave me alone,
is this when we part
will you take my spirit in the middle of night,
while I'm begging to cry, while I'm going.....to die.
Sep 12, 2016
Sep 12, 2016 at 11:09 AM UTC
Heavy bearing the day in the city of distress,
getting back to my place, in my head there's a mess,
tough to go to sleep, so I stick to my flask,
close up a rizla and take care of my skunk.
Every one racing up - for their personal clap-clap,
running through busy streets with no time to ghasp,
pale and invisible - modern day ghost.
City of kebabs vs beans on toast.
Sunshine's not much more than a shadow from the past,
people puking on toga on a late night bus,
need the medicine - to stop living in a rush,
in this massive brain-washing our life's running past.
I remember the food, I remember the taste,
I remember the beach and I wanna reframe,
I remember the nature, I'm afraid I'll forget,
I remember my life but there's no time for that.
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9-to-5 ghospel, first-world rap, call it that,
blues for who's got answers, money for the rich ****
I've no real complain, but it rains over my reason,
living in the city that's got only one season.
I need clearing up, fresh air from this prison,
needa breath something that don't smell like poison,
needa look outside at the end of the day,
and know that there is something beyond the grey.
Been staring for hours at an off-licence shelf,
browsing for nothing, maybe looking for myself,
lobotomised by the lifeless lights,
the only noise: the cars outside.
Nothing and everything - just floating around
a party on a boat, a rave underground,
the late night workers, the drop of a pound,
every night is the longest, every day passes by.
Lot of money goes wasted but nothing to buy,
This city is the woman that I'll never betray.
This city commands, you shut up and obey.
This city is the white, the black and the grey.
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 8:37 PM UTC
You better start moving on
You better stop getting involved
You better party while they die
You gotta stop
You needa rest
Look at the mirror
And change the world
Starting with you.
Gotta get back, back
to that? Well I've been there
Let's move forward.
Don't look down,
That bubble will pop
And down oh down you'll go.
Oop! Too late, that slide starts,
****** back into that styrofoam cup
Drowning again in that syrup
Stinging again by that needle.
Sweet, sticky, nauseous
Oh God help he's gone
YOU TRICKED US ALL
And there it goes laughing
At the shards of our tears
And the glint of those ****** streams.
Feb 26, 2013
Feb 26, 2013 at 12:23 AM UTC
You won't understand unless you have my mind
But no you'll never find
A mind like mine
Cause im special don't forget the ed
Don't understand a word you said
I feel like I'm dead
Becoming a ghost
I need the dope
To provide me the hope
That this loneliness will pass
Effects me in the world and in class
Know what I mean fam?
Man
Created Carson to be a different race
But I'm still Nathan I can see it in my face
Don't wanna go back
Never liked the drugs or any of that
And that's a fact
I don't really know where to go
Everyone is now fake and acting like hoes
My thoughts has changed in a way you'd never know
Wanna go to the army and serve my nation
**** the drugs needa stop blazin
Find another way to create my imagination
Understand my lie?
**** nethier do I
Don't talk to me ****** if you dont get why.
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 12:41 AM UTC
Ever since this fantasy disappeared
My imagination is something I fear
But I try to make everyone happy it ain't working
Suicide is creeping I could feel her lurking
This knowledge is such fundamental
But reality and the people are so judgmental
I make money got no time for vacation
Staying on my grind you don't needa translation
I'm high just floating in the air
I know I'm an ******* but it just means I care
Its true Ima keep doing what I do
And if you can't see then you need to let lose
What makes you beautiful
Is you being weird as usual
Breaking my emotions its so unbelievable
I'm tired of the chase
I ain't Ina ****** race
So these feelings I have are gonna have to erase
Out of my stumber
To the government your just a number
Live life you ain't getting younger
I change rapidly through the stress and the agony
My problems are big probably fill up the the whole ****** galaxy
Even as a felon
My mind is up in the heaven
Of knowledge because its my only weapon
To survive while my thoughts divide
Hiding emotions smiling and giving high fives
You know its S U N
And there's no end
To the stress and this is why I don't have friends.
Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 2:38 AM UTC
Chuckie wore a see-through negligee;
she was barely even there...Eli ******
the journalist and staggered in drunk..
The mountains of Montenegro were
pristine like snow-cones; Chuckie
didn't mind Eli ******* the reporter,
as she sat smoking, too wet to light up.
Her cigar was a thick roll of crack
******* but sweating so hard &
huffing the damp glass hose until dry
heaving & falling to the floor. "Chuck,
sit upright a-for ya choke," said Eli,
lifting his feathery wife by the hairy
ethereal armpit. "Uy, you're too wasted
for drugs. You needa drink somethin,"
he slurred helpfully. Nodding, she fell
into his arms, or against his chest &
also back to the floor but throwing her
over his shoulder, he went to find the
kitchen. The reporter was still naked,
trying to sneak out on tip-toe but he
caught her. His face glowed red beneath
his spiky shock of natural ***** blond;
***** because he'd been rolling in puke
& sweat & *** his & hers. "Oh, you
ought to be my brush!" he cried, setting
his wife across a glass table & leaping on
the girl knocking her off her bare feet,
& dragging her through the carpeted house
to a spare back room filled with industrial
drums of various shades of enamel house
paints. Aware of what was coming, she
stiffened preparing for the artist to use
her scrawny body, all 4'8" of it, as had
previous generations, when Yves Klein
& Ann-Margret, her childhood idol,
created memorable masterpieces utilizing
the nubile **** female body as a living
paint
brush
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 6:57 PM UTC
Mad archangel 2020 scam, dead weatherman noos report blam
be live-r to the umbrella storms;
“Stiffen up, you needa chief more
kid, you’re riffin’ with a
legend— as it is,
it’s a sewage drain,a bed
Pan the pipes of dawn’s
crack;at end of the tusk,
the silverback-gorilla camo on the lawn
kept the rusted metal on a locket-chain
hanging off his pocket;pocket-watch
hang from his eye-socket;
.seed sewn, from the cornrows
in his carriage-patch, 3-wheeled rig and [a battery-pack
lithium frame, told him, ‘slow down black’
—ain’t no money in that”
magazine gass’ed up -let me hand em the curls;
code to the Source,name
the names, bigstick for walking a sideways polemic
fortyoz forecast for
hisshadow stringed-up a harpwing tune
the maddog politick;
Show ‘em on the map
-where it rain tonight?-
(not that alley X the liquor store—sea the eagle
swim gelatinmass of marvelous cherrylime-green sky;
posse told him to pass
his flying colors, vomitspittle—
Magnesium flare—was all his
day in the dunya,(we all got’em)
bent youngblood ear like a
bloodhound:
What’s the static charge?
Smash!pumpkin brain s-p-l-a-t, rush to eat the seeds?
all the sparrows scatter cuz the lights
is red,white&Bluuuue on L juice
—Ah! Hell’s loose, call me a river and
press
snooze.
Sep 29, 2017
Sep 29, 2017 at 4:44 PM UTC
Lemme break down Deez (emotions),
Cuz Da’ reality is;
I think about ya every (moment),
& ain't nobody more (important)!
Tell me if I'm in (psychosis),
Cuz FightiN’ off Deez evil (forces)
Feels Like drowning in a (ocean).
You da’ reason dat’ I've Neva’ (folded)
It’s like our souls are (interwoven).
Like We're caught up in dis net
Of love dat is (everlastiN’).
We're young N’ were fulla’ (passion).
Babygirl be my (companion)
Through all da pain N da (famine).
Anotha day I can't (imagine)-
With outtya ;Baby your (magic)!
I know u got me on da lowkey
But can we change da (dynamic)?
& if you can't , I (understand it)
There Ain't no needa (panic).
Cuz I'ma Neva (vanish)
Just promise 2 take me wittya’,
If you eva’ (parish).
Cuz Every nano (second) that you give me
I will always (cherish).
& Ima’ pray you keep (progressiN’).
When I look in yo’ (direction)
I see a heaven-sent (perfection).
I've tried (deflectiN’) all this love in my (possession)
But I simply cannot (prevent it);
I failed Everytime that I’ve (attempted).
It’s a connection, that a chemist couldn't (comprehend it)
Jan 19, 2025
Jan 19, 2025 at 10:34 PM UTC