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Joshua Vincens Oct 2015
been havin a bad time lately/
I look around n all that I see/
So Much hurt, fear, & misery/
Sick of solitude Yet I hate the state of humanity/
feelings of uncertainty, but I do know I'm Lonely/
Despise my mind & these thoughts that scold me/
alone, cold, frozen from walkin on this icey road/
Fear that I'm unworthy of the life I wish I owned/
so, I'm sittin solo, drenched from head to toe/
believe & plead that I can recieve some help/
still I get nothin', probably cause I hate myself/
Trapped & forgotten, just dust on the shelf/
wanna live but fear...
need this to end, why...
can't I just **** myself?/
Joshua Vincens May 2015
I'm doin' it like I am left to write//
I'm doin it left cause left is right//
Ya lookin at me like I've lost my mind//
can't see me cause you are too blind//
This nation has the most//
with the saddest of folks//
dimlit they in status quo's//
I beast-in when I bring-in the madness at least//
Minds thinkin on their own u callin' em freaks//
Your mind is just weak I come here to unleash//
My demon in me fiendin' to feed on enemies//
It's the  World livin' in fear//
preventin curl-n can't hear//
ya should try to break ya mind//
lose-in reality in fact's you'll find//
my hope is open ya will-in time//
dis-covered collectives of anti-collective singular symmetry//
This you See the Light that LIT in darkness is the harmony//  
Mo-mentally perfection is a spiralling constant frequency//
Do not be Were-King become royalty with-in not knowing//
idk... kinda just positive thought vomitting
Joshua Vincens May 2015
Grandma ...
I miss you... why? /
cause You left with God when He took You/
My only question is ''but how could you.... die?''
hope i'm heard when I say this/
Understand I'm not being selfish/
You have always been there like a light at all times for me... /
You helped to raise & to guide every member of your family/
Now You've become Love itself and Everything.../
You'll stay with me till I reach the end of me/
I look up at the stars n smile cause ur a shining Light/
Through the day ur still there, Even more in the night/
Body gone, but still caring-on soaring in eternal flight/
like you told me/
in the recording/
Of your life legacy/
Strength Courage Compassion & a smart mind/
Keep living on through our memory/
God has you but ur still with your family/
Goodbye
My grandmother passed away, a year ago from the original post time. I had fought the emotions of feeling the loss during that year, distracting myself, and in turn, creating an ocean of emotions that had flooded me when it was time to put her ashes out to sea.
Joshua Vincens Apr 2013
Changing times leaving it Mystical
Abandonment of all of the material

The end of a star was the start of Our Sun
Human body 'tis the temple of Sol-Om-On

Seeking for Love finding only of animosity
Wake and rise from this dreaming mortality

Hell is actually here on Earth
Death is truthfully life's birth

Detriment is becoming one Etherical
Sickness is surely all that is physical

The Eve inverted same is a golden dawn begun
Fear no life nor death naught should we shun

Alpha as All also is Omega in We One All Eternity
Living to Die We're Dying to Live it Omnipotently

Living low has no more worth
Being is Death with infinite girth"
Joshua Vincens Apr 2013
Ya wonda why I'm filled with so much passion and rage/
But that's what happ'n when ya lessen a man to a cage/
I haven't even unleashed the darkness/
Imagine a soul that's cold 'n' heartless/
Crowley is weak compared to the I beast/
Within me, 'n He I now release/
It in I and we have begun to feast/
Spit it out/
Shut ya impudent mouth n listen/
Time ta quit ya ******' insolent dissin'/
Check me out I'm hookless/
Reckless/
You follow the text n I'm bookless/
Check this/
Determination look me in my Eyes/
Ya gunna stay in tha gutta, ***** *****, just to watch me rise/
RA!/
I am incomparable/
Can't match  me, I'm too lyrical/
I am a spastic assassin/
Breath deep/
I am the heir, with anthrax-in/
How I see it, You nuttin' but fails/
You in a row boat *****, n my ***** got sails/
Ya call me crazy/
Ya vision is hazy/
And ya thinkin is lazy/
What I know would make ya a sage see/
I'm filled with these higher optics/
Shouldn't need a telescope ta spot this/
But you do/
What, Hoss is up, Livin life in love/
'N neva givin' a ****/
Crowned/
I Come here to shut ya ta hell down/
------------Chorus-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
Quit ya askin', 'What am I?'/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange/
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha Wakin' Age/
Ya tormented by hæmaluna change/
IT'S NOW/
Needa label me "I Am" - The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange!/

------------------Verse 2--------------------------------
I'm spittin' real ****, so consider me exlax/
Banishing the lies, I'm leavin'em just facts/
True talk is how this ****'s gunna torment Ya/
Break ya Soul if ya fearin' It, I'm thinkin' torture/
Wake Up/
No fire to go with  your sulfur/
Poor tormented Souls end of time to torch ya/
Flowin' hot speakin' blazen fluid/
Become a fire frequency king druid/
Remain in vain and **** it, You'll die morbid/
In days last You'll be over timid/
Skinnin' weak people like piglets/
Label me 'Naught' I've no limits/
I'm life Livin'  in center aligned/
Tippin' scales them ******' swine/
Ascend win twin minds combine/
Balancing act Life's **** or 'dalini/
Rise Up/
I'm beastin' the intensity/
I climb ladders frequently/
******' sick of livin' hell I harmonize Energy/
Mind insane I'm bringin' ******* madness/
Lost senses found you still sittin' sadness/
Be More/
I'm mastering levels with the Dodecahedron/
Ya livin' lame that's ya lazy ******' conundrum/
I get pure data that's distilled in a cauldron/
Most minds are piles of **** like postmortem/
Abominations bossin' somniliquists with abhorrence/
Only condemnation for such ******' malevolence/
Opened eyes providing ya with luminescence/
End for all contempt contrite by due reverence/

-------Chorus-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
Quit ya askin', 'What am I?'/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange/
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha Wakin' Age/
Ya tormented by hæmaluna change/
IT'S NOW/
Needa label me "I Am" - The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange/

---------Verse 3----------------------------
I'm Clinically Fearless... Absolutely scared of none/
You're afraid of my haunted paradox... Defined me Fearsome/
I'm sick of this ****** lost society/
Living a worthless illusion no reality/
What is it/
Mass Individuals stuck in egotistical vanities?/
I am goin' crazy contemplatin' such insanity!/
Can't you see/
This is the path of demise for humanity/
You need a hand, so sad/
Refused for me to help you, your bad/
To hear this/
You need to wear a mental harness/
This is the seed of my soul's darkness/
Everybody does share none and lives careless!/
The fruit is hard truth, Ya life is hopeless!/
There's tha gun, here's tha trigger- PULL THIS!/
Should have been Tempus Fugit as We Carpe Diem/
Too late tempers temp-is ****-it Masses parley Global Requiem/
Yeah I know my process is dark & strange/
My mind is warped definitely it is deranged/
After all I Sow & Reap for simple change/
Here is wisdom, which is validated by three/
Blow your ears & gouge your eyes, than you will see/
Divide by none return to your commUnity/
The end of my advice, now reach for DivUnity!

-------Chorus-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
Quit ya askin', 'What am I?'/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange/
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha wakin' age/
Ya tormented by hæmaluna change/
IT'S NOW/
Needa label me "I Am" - **The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange!
Joshua Vincens Dec 2012
You see not what eye do see/
Take my hand, together we may dream/

I plan to show you immense beauty/
To do this you mustn’t fear the mystery/

Live and Love in all of this perfect moment/
For in your hand is my soul, but will you hold it/

The immensity that I do see reaches far beyond the sky/
Tremendous Beauty from the heavens, an Angel you are on High/

Now take my hand, fear not, c’mon and fly/
To see your Beauty as do I, to Yourself, You must die/

Fear not a thing though, for remember, My Soul You do hold/
Now come to the most unknown, into Yourself, into Your cold/

You must relieve yourself, lose your fears/
I give to you my strength, warmth so cold cannot sear/

Face what makes you tremble, what makes you scared/
My Love is with you, It will carry you when the fear can’t be bared/

You can go now, but first fear You must displace/
Leave Me here to be, I Am Your Love sent to replace/

Through all times in Life is Beauty Immense, ‘tis Love must always share/
I can help You to see what Eye do see, True Love is I, and I’ll Take You There/
Joshua Vincens Dec 2012
To All Ya’ll, have them Happy Holidays & a Merry Christmas/

Next step, thank the Sun 4 this years ending Winter Solstice/

If my prose sparks intrest, makes you curious/

Go ahead and seak, ask me why I said this/

-Joshua Vincens
If you wish to have discussion regarding this, like the prose states, please feel free to ask.
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