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"glossing" poems
**†           †           †     A quorum of biblical scholars turned their doubts into thousands of dollars. Armed with Document Q they revealed nothing new but the dirt neath’ the white of their collars. A proud “health & wealth” Oklahoman was renowned as a gospel-tent showman. While the scriptures he twisted, their tithing assisted his rise from poor hick to rich Roman. A sexually diverse professor (assured he was not a transgressor) spoke only of openness glossing sin’s brokenness; rainbows and tolerance—yes sir. A Mormon, who lost his own ephod Realized he was running quite slipshod and invoked Joseph Smith. (Yes, it may be a myth— but it’s not like misplacing your I-pod…) A Christian whose faith was prophetic held to views that were truly pathetic. This crazed Pentecostal, not quite an apostle, had taken an End-Times emetic. A sober and staid Presbyterian was distrustful of thoughts millenarian. After smoking some bud, he awoke with a thud; in his sleep he’d become Rastafarian. A preacher who fleeced his disciples overdrew his own balance of scruples. He was finally captured (defrocked and un-raptured) and rent by his destitute pupils. A sister who waxed Pentecostal, mistook herself for an apostle. Speaking pure glossolalia she sure could regale ya’ with prophecy; crazy—but docile.
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Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 8:12 AM UTC
Christian Types in Limerick
walking from A to B, no this is not geometry, but it might as well be, as with your eyes, see, well what do you see, unless you live in BC, you won't see me and I in turn won't be free, to see you. with your eyes, that first glance, take a risk that is hazard's chance, don't step closer or bend down, log it away in your card file brain, before it is washed away to the drain or picked up as treasured claim. use your eyes, with that first glance, no glossing over, might miss romance, call it flirtation, or orchestration, you are the maestro and the other, the ensemble, well, conduct yourself accordingly but tumble safely.   those eyes so beautiful you have, can find words, to clear the tears off your cheeks with the new merino wool sweater sleeve and that intense emotion that has you locked and loaded as someone goaded you again, and again, and again, if this was *** that would be fine, but it is not and your vexed at how poetry rocks your world but also rocks the boat, whenever you take the time not to memorize by rote (that would be too staight forward) take the technology out for a walk, instgram your photo of your poem and share it on facebook, and twitter while showing your interest on pinsterest, how is that ******* working out for you?, or dot those eyes and cross your teas, take ink or graphite, and write about your sorrows, your joys, your day, your dreams, what you saw,what you thought saw, like a puddy cat, you did, you did and that Bugs me I forgot the color or was                  it just me and invisible over there? You get conflict, at that first glance at your notepad, or keyboard or mumble "I need to write this down, before I forget".  That first glance you take, all else fades to black,                                                                            until you write. ©DWE012014
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Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 9:59 PM UTC
First Glance
walking from A to B, no this is not geometry, but it might as well be, as with your eyes, see, well what do you see, unless you live in BC, you won't see me and I in turn won't be free, to see you. with your eyes, that first glance, take a risk that is hazard's chance, don't step closer or bend down, log it away in your card file brain, before it is washed away to the drain or picked up as treasured claim. use your eyes, with that first glance, no glossing over, might miss romance, call it flirtation, or orchestration, you are the maestro and the other, the ensemble, well, conduct yourself accordingly but tumble safely.   those eyes so beautiful you have, can find words, to clear the tears off your cheeks with the new merino wool sweater sleeve and that intense emotion that has you locked and loaded as someone goaded you again, and again, and again, if this was *** that would be fine, but it is not and your vexed at how poetry rocks your world but also rocks the boat, whenever you take the time not to memorize by rote (that would be too staight forward) take the technology out for a walk, instgram your photo of your poem and share it on facebook, and twitter while showing your interest on pinsterest, how is that ******* working out for you?, or dot those eyes and cross your teas, take ink or graphite, and write about your sorrows, your joys, your day, your dreams, what you saw,what you thought saw, like a puddy cat, you did, you did and that Bugs me I forgot the color or was                  it just me and invisible over there? You get conflict, at that first glance at your notepad, or keyboard or mumble "I need to write this down, before I forget".  That first glance you take, all else fades to black,                                                                            until you write. ©DWE012014
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The waitress sends signals in neon code, through Christmas illuminations stretching across the car-park, and straight into my ***** orange. She laughs through awkward platitudes, and all the beards that comment on her skirt. She's working to make a living, somewhere down the line. I watch as she scribbles poetry on old receipts, eyes glossing over the ketchup stains, and into the passing of the moment. I hope that she is writing of escape; of better times and better sleep. She will smash the glass ceiling, and save us from the greenhouse effect. Baritone singers lure her into art, into the promise of soft-hearted men with a resilient chest. The waitress waits for a signal to restart her life. There will be flares on the horizon, there will be new lovers leaning on their cars in the sun. She will finally get to sit. She will thank the waiter for her drink.
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Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 5:05 PM UTC
Dues
We are all selfish creatures shellfish lurking in the depths of the sea wanting what we know is wrong lying about the shallow depths of our emotions signing forged signatures and forged lies forging these words that come out of our glossy covered up lips glossing our covered up stories our tall tales of princesses and fairies in fantasy land, these are whimsical creatures in reality land, we are nothing but human beings that forged signatures say are whimsical.
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Nov 26, 2011
Nov 26, 2011 at 5:45 PM UTC
Forgery
*The sweet smell of          smoke rising             eyes glossing               mood swinging           focus weaving        attendance falling development arresting    high school dropping in our country's acquiring teenage wasteland.
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Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 8:20 PM UTC
Teenage Wasteland
A sadness haunts that town. stuffed between the cracks of dilapidated matchbox houses, and in the grit of rusty trailers. Even below the green carpet of government buildings, And the marble courthouse floor. Poverty stares Wealth in the face from across the street, his haunted, empty eyes lit by the embers of discarded cigarettes. Wealth is good at glossing over the cracks, setting up the chain link fences and rail road tracks. Iron curtains that could be stepped over, if anyone knew they were there. But no matter how many fences, there's still that nameless sadness in the soil. A potent concoction of dead dreams, harsh realities, and broken hearts. With a dash of Cherokee tears and lead from the War. All stirred by Monotony, who lights her cauldron fire with electric bills and dollar store receipts. Like a curse, it spares none. Though they've learned how to smile with tears in their eyes, above moth eaten scarves or pearls. It's permeated everything, down to the roots. But not to leave the glass half empty; Some still find happiness, some are still sad. That's just how it goes. Hope and despair are but two notes in the same tune.
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
A Southern Haunting
Into a damaged heart a temporary fix of one night stands, maybes and what ifs. Glossing over cracks, but the temporary rips, widens in time, gapping holes yawn an infinite scream. Vortex, bottomless swallow hungry to be filled. Waiting for love's builders to swoon with steel and solid bricks
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Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 1:40 PM UTC
Damaged heart d.I.y.
These kids, They look so Derelict, They look so Full of **** Like they could Ever skip The river styx Crossing. So rather Than glossing Over their eyes, Maybe these guys Should start Flossing The wrinkles Of their brains By tossing Back a few Infected grains, It's Ergot that Brings What you forgot; As in your face, As big as Great danes Made of waves Of color. If fluorescent Grays Ever Deliver me asunder.... It's so dull Under This counter, My mind starts To flounder As I flip the ******* flounder. Or is it Tilapia? I wonder, Could I be Happier? Probably, but Don't you know I like it Sappier? Is that a word? Who gives a **** Not this bird, Thats why she's flying away, Not toward The veneer covered Ways I say "Come here." "Go away." "2 for fives two for fives, ****** got garbage around the way." The way I pray For acid rain To melt my clothes, My skin, My muscles and veins, My mostly drained Trays of grease; Popping. Bubbling. Please. Please Give my Knees Some ease From their pains, I've been begging For weeks, I need to sleep.
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Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 12:59 AM UTC
--Used To Be A Dead Man--
soft acoustic plucking reverberating strings buzzing tones flutter freely creating visions differing from space to space occupied between my ears twists whole majors into 7th quarters altering the landscape from within bleeding fingertips hide broken verses note for note we lie to the sound expressing pleasure in the mundane – gently strumming with loving caresses melodic to the point of melancholy old tears sit on a stained floor eclipsing the smiling children that hide just beyond the glass pane glossing the pain with symbolic imagery   a crucifix dangles swaying to and fro barely audibly tapping the fat statue of an enlightened oriental in the shadow of a dream catcher made not by native americans but instead by undernourished brown waifs— bending tones for a better view I shed the physical and go incorporeal
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Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 6:48 PM UTC
treble clef
This is the river of Nainital and this the sun glossing over the water and this is the sound of risen voices from chestnut trees along the road. The bells of the shrine are bronze bells, they walk the water into music,and night arrives with the great stars, cupping them deep in the dark hills of Kumuon. A child cries out; all is not well a sail, leaning across the water. is ivory on jade and the herons glide over; yet something is wrong in Nainital. But not too wrong -a little thing, like the slight fever in the small shack though an old man coughing out of sleep can send his daughter into mourning. To Nainital, by train, by bus, by car,on foot the travelers come, nothing can keep them from this life no stranger's death, no foreign pain.
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Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 6:33 AM UTC
An Afternoon in Nainital
Sometimes I've had about enough All these ******* buttercups Puckering up At the first scent of gruff It's disruptive To my mustering I mean Must we Smother trouble out of **** Must we malfunction Into a skit A script Skipp-ed To laugh tracks Pre-writ Until the last laughs Where the curtains close To fading claps All the cards Are all on the floor Little adorable torturers Peering through the doors Afforded by our tor-mentors Over it We will get Even get on with it Cuz all of this This is that and that is this Is ******* ridiculous Is worthless It is foulness in its stench The bowels of our regret Unkempt and ****** It's ******** soaked in **** Where the credits never roll And the patrons only stroll On outta here for a beer And a night on the town And all this Flapping of the gums And slathering of spit Is glossing over my **** And it's all we will ever get If we would just submit Wipe the sand from our ***** And remove the ******* sticks We might find We have loosened up a bit Just don't be such a little ***** And other inflammatory **** [That's it]
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Nov 1, 2013
Nov 1, 2013 at 12:11 AM UTC
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Do you know me? You see me everyday Bustling in the street Answering the phone Sexily glossing my lips Do you notice? I’m trying to catch it But your approval It’s so hard to snare Like a firefly So I starve myself In hopes my thighs May shrink to acceptance Can you tell? Fishnets curve to my legs Maybe business slacks Or a plaid jumper My eyes can’t hide it This longing, deeply cut Like my shirt’s neck Do you see me? Hypocrites To tell us we are free To be anything Liberated, ****** Powerful, worldly Who are they to say We are free? Only so long as we give Relinquish emotions Harbor no expectation In favor of carnality Unchained, as long as We seek not to be loved Will you love me? Will you try?
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Feb 20, 2010
Feb 20, 2010 at 11:14 PM UTC
This Kind of Poor Feminism
enraptured was he, enamored and taken aback, eyes glossing and fingers trembling, effortlessly pouring his soul to top her glass. she was wild and equally fragile, strong in her vivacious convictions- stubborn and quiet and barely content, sharing a love of fiction and faith and fire. they danced and watched the skies, tangled together in hopes and dreams, tossed to the world by the winds of their cities, trying desperately to get a grasp on growing up and getting out. her favorite memory of him: he had headed into the fields to gaze into space half shivering, half dead, holding out a rose to her-- his favorite scent. night fell and so did they, nodding off with heads in the weeds, nurturing each others' wounds and bruises, nearing dusk with new determination and confidence.
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Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 9:29 PM UTC
Symmetry
" different from the first one. " her fingers are glossy. glossssssseeee glossing. n classy. i stand gazing. like uh, a primitive, eye she tells me their sensitive and i believe her. because I am quite the gullible guy for sweet.. pretty.. cute. .innocent. looking things ZAM. she magnetically slapssss and caresses the back of my dome. tap tap... tap ' hmm a heavy stone, ' tap tap... tap 'it has a lot of content'... tap tap tap .'oh'. tap tap tap . . ... She begins her journey from the top of my head slowly…             tippy toeing                                     down….    My             body moving          her  fragile nails Like a rehearsed fantasy.. she's been wanting                                  to do. she closes in and rests her index finger across my neck like a scythe shape sun.... she approaches  breathes. in...and... whispers.. ..   “What are you thinking?” And within that.           my eyes smile. [i don’t really know,  some sort of brain activity..... ]                   “I think” [your pretty, inside, outside,worldwide, ]         [and ] “I think” [_<(^.^)> <(^.^<) (>^.^<) (>^.^)>]              “nothing” She still keeps going                                    [ it’s a long walk…………] down, slowly maneuvering in elegant moves. before closing in ....again. this time in a more arrowed position across the more pronominal areas. ‘Why are you hesitant ?' on being religiously silly ?." "Like if     you dislike                                  the idea of                          being  bright?’ [because people are .........   ] “Wait What???" That’s not true. only sometimes... lol!@#!$!. but still “that's  so wrong And misleading. " but please go on”.
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Sep 6, 2020
Sep 6, 2020 at 9:32 PM UTC
resin nailsss 2
" different from the first one. " her fingers are glossy. glossssssseeee glossing. n classy. i stand gazing. like uh, a primitive, eye she tells me their sensitive and i believe her. because I am quite the gullible guy for sweet.. pretty.. cute. .innocent. looking things ZAM. she magnetically slapssss and caresses the back of my dome. tap tap... tap ' hmm a heavy stone, ' tap tap... tap 'it has a lot of content'... tap tap tap .'oh'. tap tap tap . . ... She begins her journey from the top of my head slowly…             tippy toeing                                     down….    My             body moving          her  fragile nails Like a rehearsed fantasy.. she's been wanting                                  to do. she closes in and rests her index finger across my neck like a scythe shape sun.... she approaches  breathes. in...and... whispers.. ..   “What are you thinking?” And within that.           my eyes smile. [i don’t really know,  some sort of brain activity..... ]                   “I think” [your pretty, inside, outside,worldwide, ]         [and ] “I think” [_<(^.^)> <(^.^<) (>^.^<) (>^.^)>]              “nothing” She still keeps going                                    [ it’s a long walk…………] down, slowly maneuvering in elegant moves. before closing in ....again. this time in a more arrowed position across the more pronominal areas. ‘Why are you hesitant ?' on being religiously silly ?." "Like if     you dislike                                  the idea of                          being  bright?’ [because people are .........   ] “Wait What???" That’s not true. only sometimes... lol!@#!$!. but still “that's  so wrong And misleading. " but please go on”.
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Sitting,waiting in the bus shelter, the mind is led by roving thoughts from the now and here into fields often not explored whereto the feet hesitate to stray. I sit there seeing the world hurry on, not really looking at the people all around but thinking back;thinking about those who used to walk these same streets who used to hurry off just so. The roads may have forgotten their tread, their faces blurred by time, their voice masked by life's din, soon to be faded into memory; our love glossing over their faults. But what of their stories? What of the things left unsaid? What of the questions unanswered? What of their talents not passed down? What of the bonds,the people undone? Are their stories lost? Never meant to be finished? Small and unimportant enough to be cut off,be discarded? Lives destined for the void? But what of those left behind? Stories tainted by that void? Hearts burdened b their absence? Eyes wearied of waiting? Dreams filled with longing? The bus arrives with that sureness of the things that come and go. Boarding it,I sit next to a window and let it carry me away like I've let those things that come and go. Gazing out the window, I see life rushing past me. And a desire takes hold of me for this journey to go on, to keep moving while immobile. I think of those stories unfinished, stories seen through a man's eyes, read with a man's wisdom. But what if that is not all? What if there is more? What if some questions are never meant to be answered? Some things be left unsaid? Some talents never to be passed on but define the person lost and him alone? What if the stories left behind are meant to be tainted that way? To bear a fragrance like no other, the void marking them for perfection. What if people are meant to be undone? What if the stories are not lost but merged with the living ones? To fuel them,to further them, to be a muse to spur them, be a core in their shaping? Wistful thinking all,devised to soothe. The mind awash with torrential thoughts still hears a small voice of hope, holding on to it while hanging above a chasm of decadence. Every night we go to bed trusting the angels guarding us to let happen what is right; slipping into peaceful oblivion,unsure whether we will wake from it again. All these thoughts,these stories float as leaves on that river called Life. Whether we be afloat or under, it flows;the grand story goes on crafted by The Great Writer. After all the broken hopes dare we still hope on as did Abraham of old, hoping where there is none, seeing life where there is death? Dare we still dream on? Dare we hope our stories will not be left unfinished thinking,wanting to believe that Life is Hope is Life?
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Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 9:53 AM UTC
Stories Unfinished
Sitting,waiting in the bus shelter, the mind is led by roving thoughts from the now and here into fields often not explored whereto the feet hesitate to stray. I sit there seeing the world hurry on, not really looking at the people all around but thinking back;thinking about those who used to walk these same streets who used to hurry off just so. The roads may have forgotten their tread, their faces blurred by time, their voice masked by life's din, soon to be faded into memory; our love glossing over their faults. But what of their stories? What of the things left unsaid? What of the questions unanswered? What of their talents not passed down? What of the bonds,the people undone? Are their stories lost? Never meant to be finished? Small and unimportant enough to be cut off,be discarded? Lives destined for the void? But what of those left behind? Stories tainted by that void? Hearts burdened b their absence? Eyes wearied of waiting? Dreams filled with longing? The bus arrives with that sureness of the things that come and go. Boarding it,I sit next to a window and let it carry me away like I've let those things that come and go. Gazing out the window, I see life rushing past me. And a desire takes hold of me for this journey to go on, to keep moving while immobile. I think of those stories unfinished, stories seen through a man's eyes, read with a man's wisdom. But what if that is not all? What if there is more? What if some questions are never meant to be answered? Some things be left unsaid? Some talents never to be passed on but define the person lost and him alone? What if the stories left behind are meant to be tainted that way? To bear a fragrance like no other, the void marking them for perfection. What if people are meant to be undone? What if the stories are not lost but merged with the living ones? To fuel them,to further them, to be a muse to spur them, be a core in their shaping? Wistful thinking all,devised to soothe. The mind awash with torrential thoughts still hears a small voice of hope, holding on to it while hanging above a chasm of decadence. Every night we go to bed trusting the angels guarding us to let happen what is right; slipping into peaceful oblivion,unsure whether we will wake from it again. All these thoughts,these stories float as leaves on that river called Life. Whether we be afloat or under, it flows;the grand story goes on crafted by The Great Writer. After all the broken hopes dare we still hope on as did Abraham of old, hoping where there is none, seeing life where there is death? Dare we still dream on? Dare we hope our stories will not be left unfinished thinking,wanting to believe that Life is Hope is Life?
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He perches on his black-crate bandstand, stationed between the payphone and postbox. The view from his seat never varies: a restless audience of briefcases and knees. He closes his eyes, concentrating on breath becoming buzz becoming blare, and he pictures his notes glossing Manhattan’s thunder-colored walls. Each tone fills the pavement, square by square until the sidewalk is a harlequin filmstrip, colored by notes coaxed from his brass mouth. Passersby withhold their gaze, because giving a nod obliges giving a dollar, and no one is inclined to employ this trumpeter. But he pays no mind; his own eyes secured until song’s end. As long as his fingers are jumping, he doesn’t have to be Gerard Wall– who lost his wife to cancer and mind to the War; he can be Louis, Miles, or Pinetop Smith. When he looks up once again, sun and spirit have faded, and he watches the evening embers drift out of his horn.
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Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 3:39 PM UTC
The 14th Street Trumpeter
All my things fall away like the loose satin of a slip Endless in its descent and completely free of conviction Mindless in its priorities and forgiving of the moonlight Sleepy in the silence of the twilight of the night Who gives the prayer to the dark of the day Who tells of the travellers that come sneaking up my way Who takes the shame, burns away my sight How in the endeavour of the endless I will fight Diamonds in the rough I take with me in my wound Glossing over the sunny sands of the eternal dunes Cry to the ravens, cry and cry me over Speed in the tightest spaces of the greed of cover Sap me in the daylight and perhaps one day it will Crawl me in the yonder life and keep me ever still Race me and chase me, dire in all my needs Frightened and silenced from all that I may see Grip my heightened perception undulating in the springs Amass me the corporations and the grit of insomniac swings Trite in the hive groans, implicit in their destruction Give me all the room to take in these emotions Flat and back, flatten the back, Tie in the seashores and pull in the ocean Fight for the sunrise and take in the sky I need nothing more than to see that winding light.
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Apr 26, 2011
Apr 26, 2011 at 5:56 AM UTC
Sauntering
Interwoven through the decades Like a dream fragmented Recalling the laughter Hiding the tears Small talk, no mention of sorrow Paths crossed by chance Yet fused together in a past Updating the similarities Glossing over the failures Not eluding to the passing of love Love! What of its spoils, it's loss Now coveting the richness of maybe The longing for perhaps To capture a time lost Then by good grace and fortune Re start the clock Like a caravan crossing the desert To a destination hidden to all but the chosen Where the weave becomes tied, knotted The richness of lifes tapestry completed.
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Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 6:48 AM UTC
Tapestry
It wasn't until my physical pain met my mental pain that I knew I had to surrender. I wanted to remember, so they finally crossed paths shaking hands with another as my body was a bloodbath turning to scarlet color. Glossing, my eyes poured out the lies as I started to cry, I couldn't resist the fight of my fist to speak of this. I know I know, I know. Once again I had let go of you you & you. And my mental pain said goodbye to my physical pain and so did you & I.
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May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 8:18 PM UTC
You & I
Cancel me to work the everyday, gorgeous and made as if by money- for money. My body glossing for the lifestyle it represents all its own. The Curvature of my eye shadowed behind the silk of my hair. God made the beautiful for something else than donning the same shirt and shoes to grind another blue sky day through to its ashy undertone. They could call me madness and I would rise up a dirt devil over the scrub of the mundane- all glimmering darkness and suggestive dirt.
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May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 10:57 AM UTC
Cancel Me to Work
Coming upon the supposed realism of the place in all it's artificial glory - shining like polished plastic Where in the glass cage; them without eyes sit, motionless & tapping on the base of the spine - handing judgment shouting their mad disease into the air In the contamination of the surrounding, nameless faces barking out for what they think they need They scream for food, food, food! Food and the televised delivery of words the milky film of burned retinas staring out as if it see anything shining with the famous names & the electric screens all around, reinforcing their stride & fatten them with words Mothers, fathers and children - all young misplaced and arguing painfully about who is where - how they are - & acting No relief from the bombardment & stark reality of those people glossing over magazine covers - top row - never bottom & system of image delivery Serving only in the false world where all is hideously pretty & cold
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Jan 20, 2011
Jan 20, 2011 at 5:35 PM UTC
Work
Newly painted house, Clouded windows between us, . . . Flowers in glass vase.
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Jun 22, 2013
Jun 22, 2013 at 7:52 PM UTC
Haiku ( glossing )
I have a question burning: . . . . What's the point of living? My heart is pounding I'm heavy breathing My blood is boiling My face is melting My hair is pulling My skin is itching My nails are hurting My eyes are clouding My mouth is drying My mind is waning My voice is wailing My hands are cracking My stomach is churning My strength is failing My care is mortifying My existence is joking My work is freezing My delusions are multiplying My thoughts are racing My life is dying My hopes are groaning My dreams are poaching My will power is cooking My mind's eye is glossing My mood's-a-changing No cylinders are firing My desire is diving The cycle is beginning My peace is nuking Beauty is crumbling Life's code is encrypting . . . . No key for decrypting The way out is blinding And I'm feeling . . . . The top of the ceiling . . . . No more flooring . . . . Left falling, none for catching I'm wasting I'm choking I'm running The demons are searching Me they're consuming Me they're chewing Me they're spitting Me they're crushing . . . . Causing . . . . A raining . . . . Hellfire reckoning They want me deadening Me they're taunting Poking me, torturing My debt not paying . . . . It's me they're charging No recourse, left standing Consciousness is maddening My enemies looming . . . . Gleaning my soul, they're feeding They're biting I'm left crying Hope is fleeting Friends are fleeing . . . . This nutcase entertaining I'm stopping Left looking No one is caring . . . . To grace my being They see me fading Cast into the void, they're jeering Strangers are laughing There's more I could be saying But I'm still left wondering: . . . . What's the point of living?
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Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 4:53 AM UTC
A Question Burning
I have a question burning: . . . . What's the point of living? My heart is pounding I'm heavy breathing My blood is boiling My face is melting My hair is pulling My skin is itching My nails are hurting My eyes are clouding My mouth is drying My mind is waning My voice is wailing My hands are cracking My stomach is churning My strength is failing My care is mortifying My existence is joking My work is freezing My delusions are multiplying My thoughts are racing My life is dying My hopes are groaning My dreams are poaching My will power is cooking My mind's eye is glossing My mood's-a-changing No cylinders are firing My desire is diving The cycle is beginning My peace is nuking Beauty is crumbling Life's code is encrypting . . . . No key for decrypting The way out is blinding And I'm feeling . . . . The top of the ceiling . . . . No more flooring . . . . Left falling, none for catching I'm wasting I'm choking I'm running The demons are searching Me they're consuming Me they're chewing Me they're spitting Me they're crushing . . . . Causing . . . . A raining . . . . Hellfire reckoning They want me deadening Me they're taunting Poking me, torturing My debt not paying . . . . It's me they're charging No recourse, left standing Consciousness is maddening My enemies looming . . . . Gleaning my soul, they're feeding They're biting I'm left crying Hope is fleeting Friends are fleeing . . . . This nutcase entertaining I'm stopping Left looking No one is caring . . . . To grace my being They see me fading Cast into the void, they're jeering Strangers are laughing There's more I could be saying But I'm still left wondering: . . . . What's the point of living?
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The rising of a sun, glossing over every dewy leaf, and my heart had been broken by a thief. Blue skies illuminated by a golden god, proudly hanging above, and she starts cursing love. Gently wisped clouds gliding, cumulating and growing, and my happiness is slowing. Eagles soar higher, animals prowling low to the ground, and she's above water yet still she's being drowned. The sun is setting, the sky starts crying, and my poetry is dying.
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May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 1:39 AM UTC
A Dying Poem
i want to write down everything i feel i haven’t been completely honest about with you. i feel as if you don’t see me clearly and that it’s been made foggy and indistinct from all the wrong conversations, lack of moments, and too much alcohol. i worry that in an effort to grapple with my own insecurities i’ve made myself out to be a woman that is not quite real, that’s not quite me. i haven’t said the words that i couldn’t quite force out and i want to say them to you now. i want a do-over, a restart. i want to introduce myself to you all over again without the hesitation and avoided eye contact. i want to explain how unbearbly awkward i am when it comes to texting. i want to take back that sorry excuse of a joke and how i didn’t end up returning your call immediately. i should’ve called you right back and gone on that walk with you through the humid louisiana night. i should’ve not been so fearful. i want to tell you about my beliefs in god all over again because it didn’t come from a deeper part of my soul like it should have. i want to explain that i am not usually that cranky as i was that last day we worked together and that you unfortunately saw a bad moment within myself that was the inevitable meltdown of weeks of not sleeping, a poor diet, and the shadows of a past love clinging to my every move. i want to tell you more about how i grew up without glossing over the entire decade i’ve tried to mentally wall off. i want to re-do last night not just because it was wrong but because it was so perfect, so perfect on your part. i can still feel the burn of your five o’clock shadow scraping across my bare back and i want to go back and tell you what that did to me. i want to have said your name more. i want to have told you how nervous i was without trying to act like i wasn’t a little over my head with how much i wanted you. i want to go back and tell you how much i enjoy talking to you, however mundane it is. i want to be able to say all of these things but i am worried it may be a little too late and that the world is spinning faster than i can handle. 13 february, 2014
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Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 11:37 PM UTC
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i want to write down everything i feel i haven’t been completely honest about with you. i feel as if you don’t see me clearly and that it’s been made foggy and indistinct from all the wrong conversations, lack of moments, and too much alcohol. i worry that in an effort to grapple with my own insecurities i’ve made myself out to be a woman that is not quite real, that’s not quite me. i haven’t said the words that i couldn’t quite force out and i want to say them to you now. i want a do-over, a restart. i want to introduce myself to you all over again without the hesitation and avoided eye contact. i want to explain how unbearbly awkward i am when it comes to texting. i want to take back that sorry excuse of a joke and how i didn’t end up returning your call immediately. i should’ve called you right back and gone on that walk with you through the humid louisiana night. i should’ve not been so fearful. i want to tell you about my beliefs in god all over again because it didn’t come from a deeper part of my soul like it should have. i want to explain that i am not usually that cranky as i was that last day we worked together and that you unfortunately saw a bad moment within myself that was the inevitable meltdown of weeks of not sleeping, a poor diet, and the shadows of a past love clinging to my every move. i want to tell you more about how i grew up without glossing over the entire decade i’ve tried to mentally wall off. i want to re-do last night not just because it was wrong but because it was so perfect, so perfect on your part. i can still feel the burn of your five o’clock shadow scraping across my bare back and i want to go back and tell you what that did to me. i want to have said your name more. i want to have told you how nervous i was without trying to act like i wasn’t a little over my head with how much i wanted you. i want to go back and tell you how much i enjoy talking to you, however mundane it is. i want to be able to say all of these things but i am worried it may be a little too late and that the world is spinning faster than i can handle. 13 february, 2014
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