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"geysers" poems
Come with me, I said, and no one knew where, or how my pain throbbed, no carnations or barcaroles for me, only a wound that love had opened. I said it again: Come with me, as if I were dying, and no one saw the moon that bled in my mouth or the blood that rose into the silence. O Love, now we can forget the star that has such thorns! That is why when I heard your voice repeat Come with me, it was as if you had let loose the grief, the love, the fury of a cork-trapped wine the geysers flooding from deep in its vault: in my mouth I felt the taste of fire again, of blood and carnations, of rock and scald.
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Come With Me, I Said, And No One Knew (VII)
Above the caldera at Yellowstone, a brittle soil-rock crust caps a lake of liquid fire with only fumaroles and roiling geysers to slake its upward ****** A single heedless step is enough to breech that mantle's fragile seal - spelling death by fire to any hapless soul who fails to guard his steps. Fragile calderas also roil buried in dark crevices of our psyches - brewed of failures, slights and fears dissolved in fiery pools of self-consuming misery. To dress and salve our wounded souls we plant fertile gardens of reconciliation with beauty, trust and charity and kneel to gods of grace and solace. But a despot’s practiced eye knows how to tap our fragile crusts, releasing acrid lava flows from pools where fear and rage reign hot, and reason has no district. Friends and siblings - my flesh and kin, this world is ours to lose or save so let us seal well our Sacred Calderas from bitter foes that stalk us from within. July, 2006, revised December, 2014, 2015 and 2018 Robert Charles Howard
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Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 12:40 AM UTC
Sacred Calderas
The Yorkshire Rose, elegantly perched on the bridge This was not London, or the palace nor Manchester, where Mancurians are free nor Blackpool, where the beach swallows Glasses, towels, mussels clinging to rocks The Yorkshire rose, drawn upon the bridge Bullet trains, leading distances Almost unfathomable in this very spot Harrogate, bath water Spilling onto the street in natural sulphuric geysers Burning The Yorkshire Rose, fleeting in memory In ghosts of the abbey nearby
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Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
yorkshire
Above the caldera at Yellowstone, a brittle soil-rock crust caps a lake of liquid fire with only fumaroles and roiling geysers to stay its upward ****** One errant step is all it takes to breach that mantle's fragile seal - spelling death by fire to any hapless wanderer who fails to guard his path. Fragile calderas also roil buried in darkest hollows of our psyches - brewed of failures, slights and fears dissolved in molten pools of self-consuming misery. To dress and salve our wounds we sow gardens of reconciliation within with beauty, trust and reason and bow to gods of grace and solace. But a despot’s studied eye knows just how to tap our fragile crusts, releasing acrid lava flows from pools where fear and rage reign hot and reason has no district. Sisters and brothers of our flesh I pray we find a holy and transforming alchemy to convert our heat to light and shield our sacred calderas from enemies that stalk us from within. July, 2006, revised December, 2014, 2015 and 2018 Robert Charles Howard
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Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 12:30 PM UTC
Sacred Calderas (repost)
There’s a place, where licorice vines have climbed, Deep in the night, that only children can find; Where leaves of waxed paper on trees are hung, And what grows on the branches is sweet to the tongue. Garlands of butterscotch, chocolate, and mint, In their bright wrappers, sparkle, and glint; Bubbling springs of sarsaparilla, through the valley are poured, Washing sugar beaches with reeds of sour chord. Swedish fish swim in soda geysers with bliss, While fizzing pop-rocks spurt, spittle, and hiss. Sunset clouds of cotton candy sweep past in the sky; Trees sway in the delicious breeze that smells like apple pie. Skies will rain down skittles, when there is a storm, Pelting molasses window panes in a giant swarm; Sour gummi worms are dug up, free to take, In the grainy, nutmeg layers of the coffee cake. Carmel creams, Mary Janes, Black Jacks, and Almond Joys, Coconutties, Jawbreakers, Carmel Rolos and Long Boys-- All these grow, in lines straight as peppermint sticks, Planted in brown sugar, on fields of cinnamon toothpicks; But when the sun lets out its first ray, The entire land just melts away And children don’t remember where they’ve been, That whole night asleep, but they wake with a grin; And through the whole day, their dreams will entice, Until they visit again, the Land of Sugar and Spice. 8/9/11
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Jul 10, 2012
Jul 10, 2012 at 4:32 PM UTC
Sugar & Spice
Mother Nature rules the World, And probably The whole Universe. Our Earth, a planet blue, Just teems with Life. Even deep beneath the ocean, Amongst those geysers, Oh so Hot, You will find Life. Lakes filled with acid, Bone –dry deserts (look underground), Solid sheets of ice: They all are home-sweet-home To bacteria Or Viruses, At the very least. We bomb those cities to piles of rubble, And poison the Earth with God knows what, Yet always, given time, Life will re-assert itself: That sprig of couch-grass, Those flowers. Mother Nature never does give in. Life springs eternal. From amoeba to a dancing dolphin. So utterly determined To survive. Clinging to existence Like a limpet on a rock. Invincible in Her tenacity. Paul Butters
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Sep 11, 2012
Sep 11, 2012 at 6:43 AM UTC
Mother Nature
I have seen pictures of beautiful places, They are just a taste. Reminding me of how little I've done. Is my life a waste? I want to see the geysers, In Yellowstone National Park. And walk along the Eastern Shore, With you after it gets dark. And I know there is a snowboard, That somewhere bears my name, And I have always wanted to go, To an NFL football game. I hear that Ireland is beautiful, What a sight to see. And I know there is a rustic place. Where I can write poetry. I would like to go see Mardi Gras, And maybe earn a bead or two. Listen to a great acoustic band, And sing a line or two. Hop aboard an airplane Grab the window seat. Just drive to a distant city, To see just who I'd meet. Swim naked in the ocean, Surf my way back in. Make love really crazily, And then do it again. Fall in love with the right one, Find a true soul-mate, I wish I could do it all right now, I don't want to wait.
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Jul 20, 2010
Jul 20, 2010 at 9:29 PM UTC
The Impatient Ticking Of My Insane Clock
God made me into a marionette He pulled me from the dust He scooped me out of coals. He breathed life into my belly and now they call me animated earth. He carved my bones from alabaster stones long buried under piles of pine needles and leaves He sang songs of Light and Life and put them in my ears and taught me all the words and cut me silver keys. now i stand up tall like the Lighthouse of Alexandria or the Colossus of Rhodes i take showers under jungle waterfalls full of orchid petals and with angel fish climbing up the rock walls. my head and all my limbs are hanging by golden silken strings and threads and where I walk the moss and lichens grow. He fashioned my eyes from glass blown over the hot geysers and sulfur springs of thermopylae and the salt basin dunes. He plucked my pupils from the pregnant blackness of the Void. He struck them over steel and flint and the sparks made it bright enough to see. my heart is a time-piece keeping minutes with its beats like a great shadow cast behind a sphere. the elements once kept me apart from me my identity, I was a hungry ghost walking around town like a hypodermic voodoo doll. everytime I turned around I tripped over another basket full of rattlesnakes hissing from both ends. I gave up and crossed my heart and gave it over to the chemical egregore hoping I would die while somehow staying alive and learning how to fly away home- so i could leave all the piles of ashes and teeth alone and maybe plant a rose garden. but God made of me a marionette strung me up from strings of silken gold. He breathes for me, and dances me to the music of the spheres and now the whole planet is a Hanging Garden of the Fallen Babylon and now I keep snakes as exotic pets and as company when i’m lonely and for afternoon tea.
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May 21, 2022
May 21, 2022 at 5:16 PM UTC
marionette
God made me into a marionette He pulled me from the dust He scooped me out of coals. He breathed life into my belly and now they call me animated earth. He carved my bones from alabaster stones long buried under piles of pine needles and leaves He sang songs of Light and Life and put them in my ears and taught me all the words and cut me silver keys. now i stand up tall like the Lighthouse of Alexandria or the Colossus of Rhodes i take showers under jungle waterfalls full of orchid petals and with angel fish climbing up the rock walls. my head and all my limbs are hanging by golden silken strings and threads and where I walk the moss and lichens grow. He fashioned my eyes from glass blown over the hot geysers and sulfur springs of thermopylae and the salt basin dunes. He plucked my pupils from the pregnant blackness of the Void. He struck them over steel and flint and the sparks made it bright enough to see. my heart is a time-piece keeping minutes with its beats like a great shadow cast behind a sphere. the elements once kept me apart from me my identity, I was a hungry ghost walking around town like a hypodermic voodoo doll. everytime I turned around I tripped over another basket full of rattlesnakes hissing from both ends. I gave up and crossed my heart and gave it over to the chemical egregore hoping I would die while somehow staying alive and learning how to fly away home- so i could leave all the piles of ashes and teeth alone and maybe plant a rose garden. but God made of me a marionette strung me up from strings of silken gold. He breathes for me, and dances me to the music of the spheres and now the whole planet is a Hanging Garden of the Fallen Babylon and now I keep snakes as exotic pets and as company when i’m lonely and for afternoon tea.
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if i were to bread my tongue with rocoto and cornmeal and twist to reach the andean soil my tastebuds long for so many nights out of the year olfaction and your left-sinus blockage would stay cradled in broken-baguette bread-crust baskets, a trebuchet's missile, naïve to the horn of the world, and brittled to a carcinogenic crisp caped in my earthenblood geysers en el humo, en la tierra del fuego in(fierno) i recount by the tally marks of black felt resorted to in the puddling of spilt tea, (like broken china, you never missed a beat to correct potential error and my memory), i count them to remember the epiphanies standing over a red faucet a gallon water jug, whistling snail-trickle, wishing away the cracks in the grout or the grout itself, wishing away the cracks in the pottery or porcelain facade of which you're so fond and grace with singing cuticles the fingers of a pianist lacking the wherewithal and solid brick gall to answer the ivory's summons i am not a piece of clay, i respond poorly to your sculpture of my surface, covered in oxides and baked in hell's oven, your mountain fire scathes me as it does cedar resin and i am similarly embittered, pooling sap & draining smoke in the embers and dead charcoal of your embrace avant le corps, sans l'âme sans le corps, avant l'âme
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Jan 28, 2014
Jan 28, 2014 at 9:30 PM UTC
ir(reconcilable) linguistic difference
You have no pear to share with him, standing so far away, eyes never meeting, in the harsh light of a barren field, not one of the many hills has a view, near, near the beginning. A chaste experience you were for him, shut off by your mouth that blinks like a dying fish I wouldn't take your pear ever, again, it isn't his turn immediately as she isn't fast enough to give me her pear, ever again, never to feel the gaseous caress, the distant beastly past has been erased. Amber wheat is still devoid of desire of the dull and cold earth, quickly, distance is a joy, the best sobriety Sell yes sell civilizations splendour, you are no longer part of my bloodstream. He will shy away, knowing your crowded mass of discontent, quickly donning his pants secondly, two by two, the work, running away from you while dressing, ugliness personified. You are logically, logical earth, laying in the fire: him, you used to bury his flames, cooling his geysers He has no desire for your pear, you long to taste his; with its lies and sweetness, you shall not indulge, his gifts are no longer yours. Now you kiss dogs. Your lies.
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Jul 27, 2012
Jul 27, 2012 at 4:16 PM UTC
Transparent Mask Of His Diverted Eyes
I try to be distant. Detatched. Drink a 50 cent Mountain Dew. Dressed all in black on a blistering day. My back is a waterfall. Pop two more quarters in the machine. The mass gathering makes this funeral home feel more like a sweat lodge. "It's cooler in the chapel" but that's where the body is. I enter the mock church house, close my eyes in passing the casket, and sit in the back, where everyone obstructs my view of... it? him? Eulogy delivered. Songs sung. Get up and take your last look. My pores become geysers. He's too still. Too quiet. Too peaceful. Three observations in a third of a second. I remember his voice, the way his palm felt on mine, shaking hands. Shake the preachers hand. Remember. Pull away. Pop two more quarters into the machine. Wash my hands. Twice. Go out to the car to try my best to calm down.
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Jul 20, 2010
Jul 20, 2010 at 10:11 AM UTC
handshake.
I'm standing at the seashore, the coastline calling. I've got rocks in my pockets and two lines left in the letter. I'm standing at the seashore, bench facing the Squat & Gobble, the tin weir and we're near the roadside. The sky opened wide, this skin drawn with threat, Rhinoceroses, bruise bending the sweet ships of victory backwards into the backwaters of mislead moonlight. Guitars playing, beeps disappearing, pianos sweeping, the hum of percolated coffee on smoke stained night club walls. I'm standing at the seashore, my mouth is a ghost, I've seen nothing but death, I'm name-dropping God and there's nobody there. I'm sitting in my room with my hands on my keyboard, listening to Danish throb-rock. Riding horseback into candlelight on a wicked wedding of teary-eyed geysers and gazers. Bent by the rocking and the torment, the wild and the weird, the horror and everything horrifying. There is this shadow looking over my shoulder, I'm all alone but it feels like you're here.
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Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 3:42 AM UTC
The Plateau: Half Moon Bay
The wild life is majestic, The wilderness is breath taking, Bison, Elk, Ground squirell, are grand to see. Hot springs look beautiful yet deadly, Geysers they are awe inspiring to see shoot 120 feet into the sky. Sulfur pits are cool to look at but they smell like rotten eggs.
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Jan 15, 2011
Jan 15, 2011 at 3:02 PM UTC
Wild life
I woke up from a bad dream trembling under the strength of deformed uncertainty. On this quiet, sweet night I dreamed that my mask is melting. Nakedness beneath terribly surprised me, I felt bare while disgustingly beautiful pink skin stuck out from beneath magnificently repulsive layer of white chalk which ran down my face in the beans. In single moment thousands fluorescent drops of days passed before my blue eyes and thousands of miles of pictures mixed as psychedelic assemblage. I was hoping that I would for ever float on silk of big circus tent, the place between sleep and wake and that I will never be touched by reality pedestrians or nightmare riders. Returned from a long journey dedicated to the cult of friendship riding on a brass beast sentenced to a breakdown. Return is a successful escape from the curious conductors who wear chains and key, maneuvering between spacecrafts driven by hesitative captains, sliding in between hot geysers of alcoholic delirium on the crystal surface of Arctic ice. Sweet and bitter is the view over always the same icy peaks that cast always different shadows, while the foamy rugged hillsides are blurred with the haze of responsibility, sunny with the light of honesty, depending on the morning. I rub my eyes while my mask, of which I am very grateful, still persistently covers the lines of my face and I wonder whether kilometers traveled last night were part of a dream or reality?
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 12:04 PM UTC
Harlequin's return
The sea is a disaster of churning LCU's buck like horses From behind is heard the guns of destroyers run aground in the shallow channel Sixteen men shiver though the air is humid Fifteen men know they die today Guns erupt from the cliffside geysers of flame and water erupt all around Craft is tossed moving at snail speed As death slowly approaches Tongues of flame flash from pillboxs the first man falls Useless helmet fatally flawed The boy begins to giggle he tries to light a cigarette his thumb refuses to flip the wheel The ringing ping of ricochets off the hull a rhythm of massacre tears of a soldier singing his deathknell Bow meets beach gate goes down Into the surf the soldiers leap Clothing and gear turns to wet suits of armor that do not protect from anything Everything is screaming ****** bits blasted back into the sea from ruptured flamethrower Waves crash crimson and ****** pink foam forms sickly **** of slaughter Men cut down like wheat the horror not complete until Kraiss and Goth order retreat By then three thousand men lie dead in the waters To the victor the spoils blood and death like no other The end begins on the red shore of Omaha.
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Jun 16, 2012
Jun 16, 2012 at 8:03 AM UTC
Omaha
you reeled me in from the aegean's slow murmur, my gills covered in algae, my jaw chomping rhythmically under the hollow tree of my mouth. didn't anyone ever teach you that fishing for nymphs is more painful than comb jellies, slower than marlins and as safe as the glowing earring of an anglerfish mother? on the deck of your vessel you cradled my skeleton gently, fed me crispy hard coral and begged me not to eat you in the night, when mars made his way toward the fiery backdrop of our natal charts. how intrigued i was to find that under your beard hid a chain mail of scales, the map of your palms was drafted in plasma, and your iris is not pigment, but a distant reflection of geysers snapping like scorpions out of the ocean floor. you spent the nights dancing to the howl of sirens like no man i'd ever seen, and somewhere between our fingers, where you passed me the whiskey, i threw my arms up and remembered how to move. you spent the days following the wind's hips, you didn't care if she changed her mind, you said. you are like the belly of a sea star. slowly in the twilight i uncoiled my fear of wandering, i threw the pit into the open ocean and the rope followed, slithering down. now all we have is constellations. all we have is moon fragments and bird islands and my hair flying like a compass, like a shining battle flag. i can't smell land for miles and i am not afraid.
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Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 9:58 PM UTC
ode to wildish nature
The incandescent Sun is eating itself alive They said it's too slow to matter too slow to matter The helium will compact to a carbon red giant's core They said it's too slow to matter too slow to matter The Earth's heat is depleted by geothermal extraction They said it's too slow to matter too slow to matter The geysers are drying up and the pressure sinks in subsidence They said it's too slow to matter too slow to matter The permafrost decomposes and prehistoric methane effervesces They said it's too slow to matter too slow to matter The Yellowstone caldera hisses plumes of taunting toxic gases They said it's too slow to matter too slow to matter The sea-floor volcanoes purge their way to the surface They said it's too slow to matter too slow to matter The aurora lights the sky as solar wind ravages the magnetosphere They said it's too small to matter too small to matter
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Jul 29, 2013
Jul 29, 2013 at 9:43 PM UTC
Geophysical Minimisation
Agitation, despair and its winged variations, you name it all repressed but still rise to test me What is my recourse? I tread lightly on this Escheresque concourse It’s repeated often, I know but the pen and keys are my most cathartic release they’re magma to emerging flames they’re sedatives for demons and angels alike that reside on corners of this clavicle How many steps could you take through my lens, my concave mirror? Have you felt what I felt? The brimming, cerebral cauldron bursting, putting volcanic geysers to shame the questions outnumbering seconds spent since Earth’s nativity the emotions ripping a rift through which rationality deep dives it becomes Phelps in unknown depths your body becomes both a Vatican and a Colosseum, place of worship and place of war and you walk the tightropes your vocal chords have morphed into careful to seem like another replica, don’t wanna upset the blades they all balance on don’t wanna scare the rest hollow, no, best to follow and best to follow the regimen: coffee beans and spice of delusion in the hazelnut syrup, sip slow follow the same cycle because change is a cocoon and cocoons ache like the past keep on pretending to love the workplace love the norms held over you puppet strings bring warmth after all in this solitary world cold as winter missile silos and just as destructive So I ask again, have you felt what I felt? Do the few days in utopia offset the majority on rodent wheels? Have you risen so high, to satellite peaks, to the best you’ve ever been only to have the worst waiting on the coin’s parallel? We flip like saltwater fins and backstroke till a back is left broke I’m learning to discard hope but breathe in the alternative I believe in better days, I will carve them from local stone and build a home upon their surfaces I now know paradise is a set of blueprints happiness is no state of mind, it’s a direction to me you may not notice when you arrive but you keep going and that’s the beauty of it you let it be the wind It’ll find you on your journey Tell me again, have you felt what I felt?
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Dec 7, 2021
Dec 7, 2021 at 12:05 PM UTC
To The Surface
Agitation, despair and its winged variations, you name it all repressed but still rise to test me What is my recourse? I tread lightly on this Escheresque concourse It’s repeated often, I know but the pen and keys are my most cathartic release they’re magma to emerging flames they’re sedatives for demons and angels alike that reside on corners of this clavicle How many steps could you take through my lens, my concave mirror? Have you felt what I felt? The brimming, cerebral cauldron bursting, putting volcanic geysers to shame the questions outnumbering seconds spent since Earth’s nativity the emotions ripping a rift through which rationality deep dives it becomes Phelps in unknown depths your body becomes both a Vatican and a Colosseum, place of worship and place of war and you walk the tightropes your vocal chords have morphed into careful to seem like another replica, don’t wanna upset the blades they all balance on don’t wanna scare the rest hollow, no, best to follow and best to follow the regimen: coffee beans and spice of delusion in the hazelnut syrup, sip slow follow the same cycle because change is a cocoon and cocoons ache like the past keep on pretending to love the workplace love the norms held over you puppet strings bring warmth after all in this solitary world cold as winter missile silos and just as destructive So I ask again, have you felt what I felt? Do the few days in utopia offset the majority on rodent wheels? Have you risen so high, to satellite peaks, to the best you’ve ever been only to have the worst waiting on the coin’s parallel? We flip like saltwater fins and backstroke till a back is left broke I’m learning to discard hope but breathe in the alternative I believe in better days, I will carve them from local stone and build a home upon their surfaces I now know paradise is a set of blueprints happiness is no state of mind, it’s a direction to me you may not notice when you arrive but you keep going and that’s the beauty of it you let it be the wind It’ll find you on your journey Tell me again, have you felt what I felt?
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rain pelted and fell from the sky, glancing often as no one went by, four wheels rolled by often, the rain did little to soften, the rumble, the thrum, sounded like thunder but it was the noise of the "Jake" brake under the hood. so many big wheels lifting up spray, mudflaps did not get in the way, of the geysers, of oily mud, and water too slick to stop in such short order, tons of weight, need to wait after the halt their turn so, you hear the thunder waltz into the air as "Jake" doesn't stand still until he has sung his bass notes.                                              By rote. Still no pedestrians, too wet even for a well structured umbrella but the skid of brakes is seldom heard, not a word except by "Jake" Thanks for the brake, "Jake" ©DWE102013
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Oct 2, 2013
Oct 2, 2013 at 9:26 PM UTC
Jake
Looking beneath behind through as if searching for a small speck of dust Some kind of answer or hint, please All the while hiding cases and cases of confidential files Neurotoxic venom building up underground about to explode in geysers of What the **** is going on? What are these letters I type in contrast to the static blizzard Freezing brain cells avalanching down Drowning in its overwhelming white intensity Covering all traces of understanding Seeking every last hidden-in-plain-sight human and universe motivation Contemplating every glimmer in hopes it was just a reflection.
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Jun 12, 2010
Jun 12, 2010 at 1:50 AM UTC
scorpion's curse
From the depths of the ocean in your body, I always tend to find the geysers of satisfaction. Breaking your body down in ways that make the profession of love minor to us both. When we speak, the words flow like waterfalls that chip away the ice around your frozen soul and bring the heat of a thousand ages under frost now freed of the gymnophoria, the mental ********** that society does to it. You are opened. My cocoa skinned Cinderella, chocolate to the taste and caramel to the senses. You are my forbidden treat that I indulge in with inconsistency, and when I leave, you always melt into the hands of evil habit. Tears in the eyes of which I had only known happiness, story upon story uncovered on your emotion and the only thing I could do is ****** comfort you with the sailing a sad ocean. I never did tell you I loved you, and now I regret it. Maybe if I would’ve said that word, that rope wouldn’t have ended around your neck. Maybe the wry smile of mischief wouldn’t have been replaced with the scowl of a year in love’s drought. And with the tears you cried for me, I made my armor, an armor of strength I got from pushing you away, covering my shoulders in snake skin and play the role of deceiver, for as you know, all us snakes love the rain. You would clasp my picture and cry as if I had died, thinking too much of me and directing me message after message after message until my inbox and voicemail were full, and I ignored you. I pushed you to it with my promiscuity. “No love for the loveless”, they said. “All hearts are equal in the eyes of god.” I tried to return your call last year, but I only got the voice of your mother, maddened in disgust and rage in me and crying when she saw the caller ID with a heart on it. She told me what happened, and I dropped the phone and cried. This is the love rain: the rain that only emotion can inspire, for I thought I felt nothing for your innocent soul, but as it turns out, you were my everything. And losing you to suicide was my worst mistake.
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Sep 9, 2016
Sep 9, 2016 at 9:42 AM UTC
Love Rain
From the depths of the ocean in your body, I always tend to find the geysers of satisfaction. Breaking your body down in ways that make the profession of love minor to us both. When we speak, the words flow like waterfalls that chip away the ice around your frozen soul and bring the heat of a thousand ages under frost now freed of the gymnophoria, the mental ********** that society does to it. You are opened. My cocoa skinned Cinderella, chocolate to the taste and caramel to the senses. You are my forbidden treat that I indulge in with inconsistency, and when I leave, you always melt into the hands of evil habit. Tears in the eyes of which I had only known happiness, story upon story uncovered on your emotion and the only thing I could do is ****** comfort you with the sailing a sad ocean. I never did tell you I loved you, and now I regret it. Maybe if I would’ve said that word, that rope wouldn’t have ended around your neck. Maybe the wry smile of mischief wouldn’t have been replaced with the scowl of a year in love’s drought. And with the tears you cried for me, I made my armor, an armor of strength I got from pushing you away, covering my shoulders in snake skin and play the role of deceiver, for as you know, all us snakes love the rain. You would clasp my picture and cry as if I had died, thinking too much of me and directing me message after message after message until my inbox and voicemail were full, and I ignored you. I pushed you to it with my promiscuity. “No love for the loveless”, they said. “All hearts are equal in the eyes of god.” I tried to return your call last year, but I only got the voice of your mother, maddened in disgust and rage in me and crying when she saw the caller ID with a heart on it. She told me what happened, and I dropped the phone and cried. This is the love rain: the rain that only emotion can inspire, for I thought I felt nothing for your innocent soul, but as it turns out, you were my everything. And losing you to suicide was my worst mistake.
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The pieces of glass stucked in the eyes One like a poisoned dart hurt the heart With the brains on ice the boy is smart Feels need to leave his green ground yard So when the cold blonde calls he goes with her Sure, there´s a girl who understands the spell They´re almost lovers, or at least she cares to save his pale face from the palace Well, maybe all what she is jealous cause Snow Queen is quite a chick (but no trick would blush her cheeks) The river told her he´s not dead Has no oars, but floats the stream istead All is getting worse,then she scents that the rose grows upon the corpse of crow where all are wearing crowns She knows, she must follow its odour Untill robers became sober on the road that´s leading nowhere fell five feet of pure white snow Without fear she´s riding reindeer through the field of polar geysers through the woods of frozen firs Then her tears so warm and bitter like rain that brought the end of winter are what should unfreeze her cold dear Hot touches without the mittens The part that has been never written cause the children shall not hear that love with no *** ain´t no real
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 9:35 AM UTC
The Low Queen
(I was bored I couldn't feel things I started to cut myself last night) Red razor blade streaks criss-cross on the terrain of my wrist; like the grooves in my skin, magnified and coloured. Drops of blood formed in the paper-thin slits not like geysers, or rivers, but mountains of bright crimson. (The sight is interesting the pain is exhilarating the fear is mind-numbing) This morning, the bleeding lips sealed themselves. (And tonight, I will do it again.)
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Jul 13, 2014
Jul 13, 2014 at 8:17 PM UTC
55. I Cut Myself
up from luminous dream, in the soft hours of deep night's thrall suddenly discovering I am in           our small corridor, no longer                   a narrow hall for now, to my wonder it is stretched into milky-way cathedral walls robed in flashes of      lit-up nostalgia                  on black I float, eyes wide mind open, a-light naked skin splashed in the cool nocturnal breath and before me,     a vast gallery           of memories: faces in frames, some long gone some now turned from round baby cheeks into vibrant adolescent beauty delicate curls on toddlers now muscular,                 fire-talking angels ancestors who I never knew but who I am named for stare in sepia elegance their eyes piercing my soul I am a warrioress clothed in memories' sub-conscious fabric my weapons, the love that backs me up so full it oozes out             from the ether spews from geysers soaks up through                       the earth stains beaten feet my fingers feel it in strokes of wind-whipped canticles generations standing behind me, before me ready to rise holding staffs live epitaphs ready to split the rock My center is lit up in past and present voices                  echoing prayers I feel them in my             heart-tunnels,                      reverberating they turn future ponderings into endless possibilities I let them all in, absorbing strength into deep tissue and the hell in my spine opens its scars like     flowers of                the                   night
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Aug 29, 2017
Aug 29, 2017 at 7:21 PM UTC
staffs and epitaphs
up from luminous dream, in the soft hours of deep night's thrall suddenly discovering I am in           our small corridor, no longer                   a narrow hall for now, to my wonder it is stretched into milky-way cathedral walls robed in flashes of      lit-up nostalgia                  on black I float, eyes wide mind open, a-light naked skin splashed in the cool nocturnal breath and before me,     a vast gallery           of memories: faces in frames, some long gone some now turned from round baby cheeks into vibrant adolescent beauty delicate curls on toddlers now muscular,                 fire-talking angels ancestors who I never knew but who I am named for stare in sepia elegance their eyes piercing my soul I am a warrioress clothed in memories' sub-conscious fabric my weapons, the love that backs me up so full it oozes out             from the ether spews from geysers soaks up through                       the earth stains beaten feet my fingers feel it in strokes of wind-whipped canticles generations standing behind me, before me ready to rise holding staffs live epitaphs ready to split the rock My center is lit up in past and present voices                  echoing prayers I feel them in my             heart-tunnels,                      reverberating they turn future ponderings into endless possibilities I let them all in, absorbing strength into deep tissue and the hell in my spine opens its scars like     flowers of                the                   night
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