"frm" poems
My quest began, before Inquisitive questionnaires, questioned my solicitude.
I traveled round the globe, In search of a Gold, to meet my goal.
In frnt of me, stood a beautiful angel, with a beautiful body.
,nothing wil hold me baq,
the way she walked was so dramatic, which made her attractive, by love I became assertive, but her vioce was fantastic, So I grew attentive, In other to be romantic, which made me sarcastic.
her smile waz beautiful, Which made me Boastful, but yet doubtful, I became Playful, I Never knew she was powerful
her luscious gigantic figure, was Perfectly executed to perfection, Suddenly I became frantic, Now I have to be more strategic.
i only grew anxious, which made her precarious. i turned perplexed, while she remained unagitated, her behavior waz sassy. i grew crazy,
the meaning of loneliness, was created frm her lovely eyes, i wish you could see the angel I see when you stand in front of me, i fell in love with someone, Who separated me frm everyone,
i adore how u make me smile, even from so many miles away, you energize me in standing up tall, Love me again like you did the first day You are pretty, you are sweet, but im still a bit naïve with my heart"
If d sea were to be a burning fire under d sun, and the blustery wind were to blow it, profusely like a stormy rain f volcano, upon d land, i will never leave.
i will always be there for you, i am your little friend, i will always be in love with you, all the way till the end, My eyes blinked twice, Fully opened in tears
Tonite my heart seems in pieces, My eyes drop tears that itches, Now I am here making wishes , Trying to picture u near me within inches.
It was only a dream!
Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 8:12 PM UTC
The sun seems to rise,
When you looked at me
My happiness was a thread
Pulling me, forcing me towards you.
My smile was only present
When you talk to me.
You gave me light
You gave me joy
then you threw it away
breaking the thread
along with myself
no more light
no more happiness
with u gone
and now u
left me
to burn
in the dust
and i can’t pretend
like it was ok
my poison like qualities
spread to u
pushing u away
and who can
blame u
for wanting to get away
frm me
as i
rot
nto
nthing
bc
idc abt anythng
n e more
Dec 24, 2018
Dec 24, 2018 at 11:22 AM UTC
Monsters
As I sit here and watch the rain drop from my window pane
I’m listening to the voices in my head
Look and thinking about all this depression and anxiety
U know when they say u a teen u go through these little phases
But what I’m feeling and going through is not phases
I tried drugs to numb the pain I tried cutting myself to escape
Even tried killing my self to escape theses voices in my head and the monster who keeps comin for me
Nothing worked I even tried talkin bout it I sent signs too ppl that I was goin thru hell
And that the monster was coming to get me
I don’t know what else too do maybe everyone is blindfolded frm this beast
Or maybe they just don’t care about my wellbeing
Which ever the wind blows
Listening to Xxxtentacion and how everybody loved him
But no one look at the signs he was giving out
They only saw music that they can listen to not the pain he was going thru
Maybe that’s wat I’m doing with these poems I’m writing but no one sees the pain and the message
Only see the poetry maybe that’s wat they want to see
Who knows
As I sit here and think about life all I see is a big blurry picture
Only thing is clear is the monster who’s been waiting on me
The monster no one can see only I
The monster who’s taking over my life
And making it it’s own
The monster who pushed ppl way thinking they life everybody else
The monster who controls everything
The monster who talks too me
The monster who take theses thoughts and lock them in my head
The monster no one sees but me
The monster is u
Your the monster
Your the monster because u act like u don’t see me
You act like u can’t hear me
But u hear every word and thought that goes thru my head
Your the reason I’m like this
Your the reason I feel like this
Or is it the other monster
No
No
No
No
No
Get out my head
Both of y’all the reason
Y’all the reason for all of this
Y’all the reason for everything
Y’all the reason I act like this
Y’all the reason I do this
Y’all the reason I’m like this
Y’all the reason can’t sleep only can think bout death
Y’all the reason in every nightmare I die
Because that’s wat y’all want
But once I’m gone ain’t no comin bck
Never
Thanks to the monsters
Who been controlling me
Forever
Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 12:48 AM UTC
Wht dos it mean
whn th trth apprs bfor u
an u wnt smthng tht doesn't wnt t b kpt.
Doesn't wnt t b hlpd.
Hope is falur b 4 falur.
U laff frm spite
wnt 2 fght
bt nv is ur lght
so to u dear
nd ur jkes
gd nght
Jun 9, 2012
Jun 9, 2012 at 3:51 PM UTC
He woke up in the morning as usual
He hated tying up stuff
He went for breakfast that he never did unusual
He ate some bread and cheese stuffed!
His daughter came running to him
Hey dad ,"wazzup" she called
She wanted him to tie her hair
As mom was at the mall
He tied' her hair any how
To escape from the hatred ,
She got up and realised he had to tie' his shoes
And after that she came again for her soes to be tied..
He did it all....
For what could he do he did it all along...
As he walked out of the house the lock was a lace
He had to tie it for the door to open in pace
Odd he felt but in a rush he was
He did it any how and walked up to his car
He saw a tied knot on the car and the grass beneath was tied......
He started going mad after all and just kept on opening all the ties......
His hands were soaked in blood as he was tearing the ties not opening them......
He pulled the laces and red liquid came frm them all...
From the car from the soil from the concrete road...
Eveything that came in his way he pulled all the ties apart.
A loud thud on the street ,
he was hit by a car..
.. His eyes were closing.
He opened his eyes...
Heavy breathing,
He was zonked and all was a dream,
He saw his hand they were red.... all around was red
There was lots of hair on the ground
His daugher ,bald on the floor
Her head covered in red..
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 6:34 AM UTC
Anna gargles up a reluctant tune
every thursday. But always too soon
the others recieve it. Maybe a stave
of ''ok''?? is her vice. Her single crave.
Yet to Anna her one vocal routine
is not to annoy. Letters of extreme
sufferig always prevail with surprise
to her. Then single forced laughs hide her eyes.
Nevertheless, what if you were the ones
deafened by regular racket. The suns
diluted to rock. You would tooclasp your
ears to peace. Spill a silence on the chore.
Anna too spilled silence about one day.
It poured out frm her wrists and down her grey
fading skin. No one heard this final song
or warning ballad. Thursday's notes are gone.
Dec 26, 2009
Dec 26, 2009 at 5:50 PM UTC
Want to b called special frm sum1...
Want to b held by sum1 so close dat i cnt breath...out of sheer happiness..
Want to be touched by sum1 so gentle...dat my heart beat goes on with unlimited speed...
Want to be teased by sum1 to whom i c n jus cannot stop myself to blush..
Want to go out with sum1...who is as sophisticated as anyone and as mad as anyone could be..
Want to be pulled closed to him....
Want to be scolded by him..
Want him to *** and meet me when m sad.. n even when m not..
Want to feel his presence with me..even if he s just on d phone with me..
Want to just wrap myself in his arms and forget the world..
Want him to come to me with all his problems and worries...dont want him to think its boring me...
Want him to bore me with all his nonsense toks..so dat i can bore him with myn..
Want to sleep in his arms and wake up in his bed...
Want to have his smell all over me..
Want to wear his shirt.. just to tell him that m his..
Want to tell him that no1 else has ever made me feel the way he has..n no1 else will ever will..
Want to tell him that m his..n wants to hear him say that he is mine..
Want him to want me as much as i want him...
Want him need me...as much as i need him...
Jan 26, 2013
Jan 26, 2013 at 9:56 AM UTC
The
arrow
flies through
the air to meet a
man, not in cheerful
abandon, but rather in da-
rk embrace, to become a part
of his life and to end it in unison.
Now
She
Wil
Nvr
Kno
Hee
Evr
Lvd
Her,
For
The
Arw
Has
Stln
Him
Frm
Her
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 9:31 AM UTC
Cant choose between the good and the bad
Saying its my fault wont solve the problem
Saying its her fault will make it bigger
Blaming her while i should be blaming him i cant say its her fault but she the one who did it she could change
Im so ashamed but still love her as hell
I keep thinking about that
How can i change the time
How can i solve the problem
I cry in the cold nights trying to find out if its mine his or her fault
I cant blame anyone cuz we all contribute in the problem
She's my love but she's also my worst
She could act better
But why did she act like that
I wasnt expecting frm her
I spent days crying alone
In the dark
Cant talk to anyone bcuz im scared of the replies
Oh lord why my life cant be normal
Why do i hve problems everyday
Why do i feel so bad
Shes a human being after all
Sending pictures to another man
Wont make any change
Its his fault he made her like this
But what i dont think of is that im the one who encouraged her
Saying that she needed to live her life
But i wasnt expecting it to get that far
It might be our fault all after all
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 3:02 AM UTC
No time for what's wack! The Most High's got my back, Thru the path I have chosen, I'm understandn and knowing, it's lonely at the top, this be dvine HipHop, heavenly power, like a souljah standin in the tower, advising the people, yo here comes the beast! This time war will brin peace, as I use MY PIECE, I got my glock, locked and loaded, I built not stolen, I b Neo Lady Righteous, when I grab the mic, all who breathe the breath of life feels it, good vibes, holy minds, due time!
Spreadin the wealth of knowledge and comprehension, intel on all we do so do well, time will tell like bredren Marely spoke it and sang it, rock dem bells likE RUN DMC rapped it! This is a spiritual gift, todays uplift frm my soul to urs, sistren renaissance rox the universe with this converse, makin all evil disperse back to hell, Holy words makes it freeze over! Brimstone and fiyah! Ahayah is highYah and deepah! Loves us with divine power! Release the angels within, everything u do manifests, Who u reppin! Don't sit on the fence, decide which side u on and stick with it...unless u wake up in babylon and ur heart speak to u, don't ignore the God within, free ur mind and soften ur heart! I SAY PHAROAH, LET MY PEOPLE GO!
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 12:22 AM UTC
Depression is more of a emotional illness so to speak an less of a mental illness those surrounded by many and trust none due to the flaws of past judgement, never saying a word, true introverts to any & every situation tht may really hurt us... Allowing u to continue your ways while cutting ourselves off frm those around us, thinking "they'll never notice" few days passed and our points proven when we dont receive tht anonymous message or texts (where are u? Are u ok?) Those who judge others often question themselves giving more the reason not to listen or take offence when Real opinions are stated, take note keep it movin life continues I jus hope an pray tht my flaws placed on a pedestal dont delay me seening the lord at the summit for final judgment,,..
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 12:48 AM UTC
I S H M A E L R E E D
beware : do not read this poem
tonite , thriller was
abt an ol woman , so vain she
surrounded herself w /
many mirrors
it got so bad that finally she
locked herself indoors & her
whole life became the
mirrors
one day the villagers broke
into her house , but she was too
swift for them . she disappeared
into a mirror
each tenant who bought the house
after that , lost a loved one to
the ol woman in the mirror :
first a little girl
then a young woman
then the young woman / s husband
the hunger of this poem is legendary
it has taken in many victims
back off from this poem
it has drawn in yr feet
back off from this poem
it has drawn in yr legs
back off from this poem
it is a greedy mirror
you are into this poem . from
the waist down
nobody can hear you can they ?
this poem has had you up to here
belch
this poem aint got no manners
you cant call out frm this poem
relax now & go w / this poem
move & roll on to this poem
do not resist this poem
this poem has yr eyes
this poem has his head
this poem has his arms
this poem has his fingers
this poem has his fingertips
this poem is the reader & the
reader this poem
statistic : the us bureau of missing persons reports
that in 1968 over 100,000 people disappeared
leaving no solid clues
nor trace only
a space in the lives of their friends
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 5:21 AM UTC
Really wished to talk a lil more,
But do not want to make u bore,
Talking with you I feel so hot,
Thinking again about ur good bye shot...
You are my love and ma future mate,
U r the cool wind in summer shades,
U r the **** who stole ma heart,
Don't know y we r distance apart...
It's hard to live away frm you,
It's harder to sleep away from you,
I'm incomplete without ur presence,
No one is here for ma defense...
This cold winter is freezing me,
Longing for u is increasing in me,
Hope this April will bring u in ma arms,
Hope you will impress me with ur astonishing charms,
Waiting for our next meeting to come,
A little bit of noise and a lil bit of hummms.....
.........to be continued........
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 1:39 AM UTC
Why u gone away frm me why u took every part of my soul with you u hurt meand for Tht i must **** u. Why after u took my precious temple. Tht once was an Secret place. Why u did this to me i cant eat cant sleep im feening for your love dnt leave me for who going love u. why.. Damit tell me.. I have gave u everything gave my time there wasnt noting i will do at one point of time but u change ... I change yes u change for the love is not there it time for me to go to be free. Wait .. No ... And the time forward. Im crying siting here wishing u was here but dam i cant bring u back rip
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 7:17 PM UTC
As i stayed up in my bed,3am in d morning,love drunk and staggering
Eyes clear,brain ringing with butterflies in my belly
I remembered the hurts of the past
The moments i cried and my world was a waste
I loved her like my soul or shld i say soul mate?
We were happy together or so i thought
She rained on my head,called it
brain storming
She was d best tin i had,den she became my worst
Let me take u on a lil journey,call it going to america
And pls,pretend ure enjoying the ride,no worries,no cops on d road,no speed limits
By the time we wld be back,i hope ur head or atleast whats in it wld be clear
And all d pain of yesterday wld mean notin as u embrace the new day
Ever felt like yov've given all u av 2 give and it ain't enough?
Then through the hurt and the pain u realize uve neva had notin
Cos seriously a person who really wants u wants u 4 u,d flaws and scars included
And if u give ur love and time and it still ain't enough
Im sorry notin u eva give will be
So as a free advice frm me to u,pack ur **** and flee the hell frm hell
Cos really hell aint no place,its wats left after the heaven is gone
So for now its cool,u dnt knw wat to do
I know one day even if nt now,u gonna look at urself and know what next.
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 4:05 AM UTC
2day I've showered my face wth tears
N so i feel sad,bitter n salty
My wounds burn 4rm all de salt of my tears
My eyes r dry frm all de tears they've lost
N my soul is torn apart by de pain i feel
2day my day was an incline...started out gud only 2 get worse.
Dnt call m ok, dnt ask me abwt it 2mrrw, i wont feel lyk tlking abwt it, i preffered texting bcoz its better than tlking...
Gudnyt
Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 9:49 AM UTC
long to be with her
She wants someone else
Her actions is different frm her wrds
Wen she's with me
I find my haven in her
Re this all I wanted
Or dey're mirage
Wen she's with him
She becomes cold towards me
Get scared of calling cos her tone is scolding
She quickly wants to get off d phone
Soft talk in pace
Can I kip up in dis race
Crying becomes a routine
Can't find my rhythm
Tot she's drifting away
Didn't realise she's far gone
She came to say goodbye
Nw I see d bye bye
Guess she's my rabbi
Cos I can see d byline
She made her hair going to see him
Me she didn't even flinch
Asked our normal question
Are u ok/cool
Her response shocked me
Why the question
Do I expect her not to be ok
Cold feet I had
Tank God I didn't get struck by a truck
Told her I had issues
She didn't bother askin wat d issue was
I asked her to come on Friday
She said it was too early
Today she went to see him early
Am I a fool
Or i'm being taken as a full fool
Well she's with her love
Why shouldn't she be hapi
I guess dat's wat she meant
Do I mean anytin to her anymore
Or i'm a tool being taken along
She once told me
Dat I shouldn't repeat d same mistake
In my next relationship
Oh my should've read the hand written on the wall
Is dis d voice of Jacob and d hand of esau
Forgetting her I can't
She wants me to move on
Move on to wat
Guess to my masters
After 4yrs tot it was worth the wait
Guess i'll neva. Be loved d way I want
Who knows may be i'm paying for the sins of my ancestors
They worshipped ifa
Guess dey made some innocent peeps cried
And dose peeps are hunting me nw
Yet she said if I truly love her
I wouldn't cry any
I found a place to cry in apapa
Was asked if anyone died
I said YES my love's feeling for me is
Dey all laughed
And said even in t,ears I still hav my sense of humour
Didn't want to try out loving again
Aina made me too
Do I regret
NO she's been awesome all d way
Even wen she leaves
Or has she has left
She'll hav her place unoccupied as long as I live
She wants She'll hav her place unoccupied as long as I live
She wants to stick around till I make it
As wat I ask
She has suffered with me
She deserves to enjoy too
She said I should be ready for d worst
Guess she has made up her mind She'll hav her place unoccupied as long as I live
She wants to stick around till I make it
As wat I ask
She has suffered with me
She deserves to enjoy too
She said I should be ready for d worst
Guess she has made up her mind long before now
Well i'm prepared for just one tin
Which is notin
All my readiness is to love her always
Whether she leaves or stay
If she leaves she can always come back
I long for no one else
Until she tells me to live without her
Even @ dat
I won't give up
This is not the end
It's just d beginning.
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 4:48 AM UTC
I fed you, clothed you
Kept you warm
I kept you safe from
The day you were born
I tried to protect you
The best that I could
I love you in every way
Just like a mother should
The world is a bad place
I want to wrap you up in cotton wool
Keep you away frm the bad things in life
And everything else that is cruel
I cant wrap you up or
Protect you forever
I want you to make mistakes
And learn its better to be a giver
I want you to be happy
With confidence in all you do
I want you to believe in yourself
The way that I believe in you
I want you to grow up
Be popular and be yourself
I want you to follow your dreams
And live in perfect health
I want your knight in shining armour
To knock you off your feet
To love you faithfully forever
And be what makes his heart beat
I want you to know that
No matter what life throws your way
Unconditionally I'll always love you
Even after my dying day
Even then I will be your angel
Try to guard you from the bad
For now I'll be your best friend
Your confidiant your mum and dad
Copyright Julie Murphy 2013
Jun 16, 2018
Jun 16, 2018 at 1:43 AM UTC
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
Set me free of this...
Fake love n care..!!
Which we share.....!
in this dramatic world.....
U may hv tried ur best
In planning to celebrate the fest
Of breaking me...
Bt y r u now pretending to recollect
Hey listen...
If u still hv sm intellect
Go away frm my life..my heart still hates u...
As U took away a part f my life
U broke me in parts...
N left to die....
Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 6:54 AM UTC
Wake up in the early morn
Thoughts torn from the being near the eye of the storm swarm
By faceless apparitions listen
To w at it had to said it said
I was made to be a rebel
Take down the powers given by the devil
Cuz the elite want our souls to repeat
And greet the presence of evil
Imagine the damage that we could do if we put our heads together
And endeavor
To overthrow the Roman government
Frm my tactics as I improve my skills
Ammuntion form coalition leave em twisted half sane half sadistic
Lets see them with there guts open
Just being realistic statistic
Of the poor being shamed and slain
Got the secret societies eyin me
Defyin' me cuz I peep there game silently they try to get me to join
But I flipped the coin and refused to join
Red touch blue blue touch white
**** that imagery I rather appeal
To the masses nd be real
**** a multimillion dolla deal
Huh ya can't money to the grave
I'll give the Egyptian credit why I got pending debit? Before I even got in
To this world this ain't my home all alone til the break of dawn
Imma keep diggin' into there brains
Til they skulls and bones and long gone
Lets go recite the words of this poetry cuz it's on
Aug 9, 2016
Aug 9, 2016 at 8:10 AM UTC
seeing you everyday feels good
but its hurting a lot to see you
apart from me every second,
still having some hope
and saving some courage
to see you again with
that sweet smile of yours......
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 11:20 AM UTC
How can I say adieu,
Its hard to no think of you,
When I see a kat mew,
When the roses are red, skies are blue,
And when my love is true,
Your beauty kills me u have no clue..
Initially yoU were a good friend,
Now lover whom ill always defend.❤
May YoUr valor & good virtues blend,
To create a story hopefully Which does not end...
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 4:02 PM UTC
I want an intervention of memory
I want to restore my own history
I need some sort of upliftment after sitting on the sidelines
I could sleep with you every night and you still wouldn't give me what I needed to keep my dream alive
I can't feel you or even myself anymore, because I ended up floating away
My daydreams don't guide me home
They barely even get me through the front door
I beg my own pardon for I have made too many mistakes
My stomache feels like it has taken to leaches and it glues me to this place
My gut is the rut of stolen behavior
Throwing up pity parties
And making up saviors
Saving me frm rotting away
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 2:51 AM UTC
If i die dont come to me as a peace offering crying over my body i dead in a better place away frm you. Please speak for the time will come when you see me again and i ask you wat have you done my love to be in my presence then i will ask you did you love the ones was less fortunate then you did you show your love in a way to get my attention. Then you will say i havent did none of wat u ask me then i will say depart frm me i dnt knw you and never once gave me a chance to show your my blessing i had for my children so now im here u **** My body but not my soul i am tht i am and tou will suffer all the day tht will come til you understand tht power lies with no man on this plane just . Me your ppl makes me sick just to knw you contradicting my words and twist it around for your favor i will say my words is the only thing tht i show as a Covenant between man and me. You let these false teaching lead you and your loved one to doomed. The only way to turn is question every teaching tht come toward you and trust your heart for i live in the temple and not the church. For ppl speak so high of the church. Is noting more. A sinners playground i tell u the truth turn away at once thus say the lord
Apr 21, 2019
Apr 21, 2019 at 1:44 PM UTC