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"divorcee" poems
My mother was a first generation lesbian. My father, a first generation divorcee. His father was the one child of a public school teacher. He found my grandmother at 18. A farm child, one of seven. A painter, a baker. My mother's father a single boy to three sisters. His aggressive masculinity kept the line clear and thick. He found my mother's mother at 17. A middle of seven Pentecostal children. A beauty queen, an agoraphobic. Each had five children. The door-to-door salesmen/ homemaker and mother of boys duo bet it all to open a hobby shop. They were by far the poorest of the watermelon farming siblings. They were artists and explorers. The high school graduate and ladies man, was a logger before a father. And the single mother of 25 he left scarcely left her home at all. Neither pair made it big. But they made my father. A lonely, post middle aged man. The poorest of his brothers. A used to be pilot, and could have been teacher, a want to be pioneer. A nuclear family super fan who never got his way. And they made my mother. A nervous, eccentric hippie who doesn't know how to talk to her siblings. A woman working her *** off to excel at lower middle class. A builder, a fighter, a **** good mother. Even if accidentally so. She has plans to travel. He has dreams to live by a lake. And they made me. A single girl among three boys. A quirky, nervous tomboy. A thinker, a gardener, a climber. A loser and a dreamer by blood.
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Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 5:20 PM UTC
The Losers and The Dreamers
Walk onto a stage called life and take a look around. There's much to be found in such a small space, more to give and much to take as the curtains called and you're pulled into this performance. Stare into the audience and pray for applause but what if you're met with silence? Spotlight on you as your hopes are ejected and you my friend have just been rejected and that is a hard thing to take. So take a seat, a rejection seat. Front row to your failures as they come In-ter-view. Call it the Dragons Den the Lions Pit and yet they ask me what kind of animal i'll be as i sit and daydream about Spiderman in a suit listing qualities of make believe as he's forced to fill in a CV just like me; not that i'm a superhero, i'm just saving face you see, it's just an amusing thought to ease the anxiety. And the voluntears they come in turn. Call em that cause they come momentarily to remind me involuntarily that sometimes i do need help and not all things are easy, not all things are meant to be. So i take a seat, will you take one with me? As you watch that relationship sail and wonder how did it fail? Bon voyAge is irrelevant. Whether it be school crush folly to divorcee it's a learning curve right? Hard when it seems the only thing you taught me is what it means to feel lonely. It's cold in that place called the one way street, so take a seat. Pull up a chair to something that's no longer there and share in despair as you stare at your feet. But you will raise your head eventually. Adopt the thinkers pose, indulge in some feelosophy. Cause a friend once said to me that rejection is a time for reflection and i tend to agree. So tell me, as i stare into the face of rejection why is it that i see my own reflection? Am i cursed to take this personally? It's always the shoulda, woulda, couldas that get to me. Do they get to you? If so take a seat. And are you sitting uncomfortably? Cause you shouldn't be. Take comfort as you stare along row upon row of chairs that stretch along beyond you and me. Side to side, across from and diagonally. Filling the Feartre. There's many to be found in such a small space, more that give and much that take and though this may be the closing scene there's another show tomorrow and you and I will receive our standing ovation, just take my hand and stand with me. Cause this seat was only ever meant to be temporary.
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Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 1:57 PM UTC
Rejection Seat
Walk onto a stage called life and take a look around. There's much to be found in such a small space, more to give and much to take as the curtains called and you're pulled into this performance. Stare into the audience and pray for applause but what if you're met with silence? Spotlight on you as your hopes are ejected and you my friend have just been rejected and that is a hard thing to take. So take a seat, a rejection seat. Front row to your failures as they come In-ter-view. Call it the Dragons Den the Lions Pit and yet they ask me what kind of animal i'll be as i sit and daydream about Spiderman in a suit listing qualities of make believe as he's forced to fill in a CV just like me; not that i'm a superhero, i'm just saving face you see, it's just an amusing thought to ease the anxiety. And the voluntears they come in turn. Call em that cause they come momentarily to remind me involuntarily that sometimes i do need help and not all things are easy, not all things are meant to be. So i take a seat, will you take one with me? As you watch that relationship sail and wonder how did it fail? Bon voyAge is irrelevant. Whether it be school crush folly to divorcee it's a learning curve right? Hard when it seems the only thing you taught me is what it means to feel lonely. It's cold in that place called the one way street, so take a seat. Pull up a chair to something that's no longer there and share in despair as you stare at your feet. But you will raise your head eventually. Adopt the thinkers pose, indulge in some feelosophy. Cause a friend once said to me that rejection is a time for reflection and i tend to agree. So tell me, as i stare into the face of rejection why is it that i see my own reflection? Am i cursed to take this personally? It's always the shoulda, woulda, couldas that get to me. Do they get to you? If so take a seat. And are you sitting uncomfortably? Cause you shouldn't be. Take comfort as you stare along row upon row of chairs that stretch along beyond you and me. Side to side, across from and diagonally. Filling the Feartre. There's many to be found in such a small space, more that give and much that take and though this may be the closing scene there's another show tomorrow and you and I will receive our standing ovation, just take my hand and stand with me. Cause this seat was only ever meant to be temporary.
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*We  were    squeezed    from    corruption armed     with        the  monstrous cutlery of  rippers and tearers of    rationed meat     for a day,         for a day,         for a day: the     butcher    gives   his       best     cuts to the young       and godless      divorcee find us, keep us              : a spectre hiding in the    dark pig iron rust hooks looping through     your ***    and shopping lists: smelting                                     your coin and punching                             your face           Company is the        full knowledge of our      protracted,        3  -stage   decay burn                drift               degradation                                      eyes crusting shut in doom            and     settling    bomb silt       palms up,    taking      a    punishment                                    in the mothertongue     ignoring       lessons     in    the gracious                             expectancy of departure We,      A legion of ancient clockwatchers, in         on       the        joke       of       time and    folk fetish     of apple-cheek poverty     [Gasp!] The gruesome romance of class!               !you cry!     !safe!     !always safe! in the nuclear hotdog option       , which is observably, the title of this advertisement We will never get you[       ]you're awake! and your atmosphere    is still In Da Black       We                                        watch you                                                      watching the           5            car            pile          up catch up       rolling          down your chin*
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Mar 1, 2017
Mar 1, 2017 at 10:20 AM UTC
Nuclear Hotdog Option
*We  were    squeezed    from    corruption armed     with        the  monstrous cutlery of  rippers and tearers of    rationed meat     for a day,         for a day,         for a day: the     butcher    gives   his       best     cuts to the young       and godless      divorcee find us, keep us              : a spectre hiding in the    dark pig iron rust hooks looping through     your ***    and shopping lists: smelting                                     your coin and punching                             your face           Company is the        full knowledge of our      protracted,        3  -stage   decay burn                drift               degradation                                      eyes crusting shut in doom            and     settling    bomb silt       palms up,    taking      a    punishment                                    in the mothertongue     ignoring       lessons     in    the gracious                             expectancy of departure We,      A legion of ancient clockwatchers, in         on       the        joke       of       time and    folk fetish     of apple-cheek poverty     [Gasp!] The gruesome romance of class!               !you cry!     !safe!     !always safe! in the nuclear hotdog option       , which is observably, the title of this advertisement We will never get you[       ]you're awake! and your atmosphere    is still In Da Black       We                                        watch you                                                      watching the           5            car            pile          up catch up       rolling          down your chin*
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She has no qualms with the status quo. She wants little more than a family. The white picket fence, the red painted door; that whole idyllic suburban fantasy. Just that, and nothing else. She feels it's all she needs to be Happy. A cozy pleasant house, and a perfect little family. She wastes no time on iconoclasts. She thinks they're silly and make her laugh. Never been one to be impressed by taste. She'd rather have a humble man with an honest face. The doctors said the chances were slim, "but stranger things have happened still . . ." Not a candidate for contraception. She'll never have to go on The Pill. Her standards have changed in light of the news: Nevermind prince charming; wit, grit, or being wooed. She's got her dream and intends to follow through. She's just chasing a miracle. All those men caught up in the latest health trends; "That's your best bet," he says - that's what her doctor recommends. She swallows her pride and takes them for a ride, all the time hoping for a godsend. Prince Charming is the last thing she needs. Any chance at true romance is something she could do without. She's just looking for potency, and a very high ***** count. She's okay with ending up as a divorcee, a single mother - even a widow. She's willing to go through whatever it takes. She's still holding out for her miracle.
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May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 5:14 AM UTC
Miracle Chaser
When will I ever grow up... Says the innocence of the child I want to experience all there is in life And I want to experience it now When will I ever grow up... Says the newly developed teen I've just stepped out childhood Ready to live the life I've dreamed When will I ever grow up... The nineteen year old says They tell me to vote, send me to war Yet still call me a kid When will I ever grow up... Says the twenty something wife Like I saw in my mother At this stage in her life When will I ever grow up... Little did she know her mother said When she was also that twenty something As she gazed at life ahead When will I ever grow up... Asks the forty year old divorcee And will I find someone mature enough To fill my wants and needs When will I ever grow up... I ask myself time and time again I just hope and pray it happens As I'm fast approaching the end When will I ever grow up... Says the old man on his death bed It's got to happen soon As he expels his last dying breath
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Aug 25, 2013
Aug 25, 2013 at 7:09 AM UTC
When Will I Ever Grow Up
We are constantly being defined by labels As if that is all that matters Oh you're a teenager, all you can do is wait tables Im a wife, I'm a daughter Until all that shatters Widow and orphan, newlywed or divorcee Freshman, gothic, black or white, king and queen. Workaholic, hobo, immigrant, pale face The only label that should matter Is us - The human race.
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May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 12:43 PM UTC
Human
There are times When I wish I could be a child again Because, as far as adulthood is concerned There is a lot of pressure and expectations And many complications as well Work, relationships, time, money, health The list is endless Also, let us not forget That I am a divorcee And yearning for a second marriage Or at least, some kind of romantic relationship And at the same time I have to deal with work as well Anyway, I wish I could be a child again Because my childhood was awesome Lots of love From my family, cousins and relatives Playing cricket with one of my close cousins Going on train trips with family Having fun with schoolmates Including enacting the part of a Japanese anime princess!! Playing chess with my maternal grandfather Watching the golden era of Sachin Tendulkar Listening to AR Rahman classics Watching the best movies of Superstar Rajinikanth Playing tennis with my father During my second visit to Mumbai And best of all Having a life free of tension and worries Except of course, as far as studies were concerned!! Well, there were bad times too For instance, the bullying I faced Which forced me to leave a renown school In the span of just one week!! Nevertheless, on the whole My childhood is something to be cherished forever And reflecting back on it as an adult I am filled with a sense of nostalgia Being a Potterhead, I wish I could use a Time Turner And go back in time In order to revisit all those fond memories in person Yes, I am not ashamed to say That I wish I could be a child again
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Jul 8, 2023
Jul 8, 2023 at 12:09 AM UTC
I Wish I Could Be A Child Again
There are times When I wish I could be a child again Because, as far as adulthood is concerned There is a lot of pressure and expectations And many complications as well Work, relationships, time, money, health The list is endless Also, let us not forget That I am a divorcee And yearning for a second marriage Or at least, some kind of romantic relationship And at the same time I have to deal with work as well Anyway, I wish I could be a child again Because my childhood was awesome Lots of love From my family, cousins and relatives Playing cricket with one of my close cousins Going on train trips with family Having fun with schoolmates Including enacting the part of a Japanese anime princess!! Playing chess with my maternal grandfather Watching the golden era of Sachin Tendulkar Listening to AR Rahman classics Watching the best movies of Superstar Rajinikanth Playing tennis with my father During my second visit to Mumbai And best of all Having a life free of tension and worries Except of course, as far as studies were concerned!! Well, there were bad times too For instance, the bullying I faced Which forced me to leave a renown school In the span of just one week!! Nevertheless, on the whole My childhood is something to be cherished forever And reflecting back on it as an adult I am filled with a sense of nostalgia Being a Potterhead, I wish I could use a Time Turner And go back in time In order to revisit all those fond memories in person Yes, I am not ashamed to say That I wish I could be a child again
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When you spoke to me I liked you When you proposed me I loved you When you told me you already have GF I felt to cry a loud....because of loosing you When you walk beside me holding my hands I felt secured in my life When you said that Im beautiful.. I understood the true meaning of beautiful.. When you said that you wont leave me I saw the trust in those words.... When you said that these words are not decided in one day.... I saw a matured man behind it... When you said that cannot see a life without me.. I dreamed a life of happiness with you... but the same person took a night to break the relation ship...which was built in beautiful, trust, & happiness..were was that maturity...... Wanted to ask him:- Was it because of my ugliness Was it because of my age Was it because Im a divorcee... Was it because i had a kid... Was it because i fight with you.. Was it because you had any revenge on me.. WHAT IT IS???? you left me...i have not hided anything from you dala....
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Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 10:58 AM UTC
WHAT IT IS
Equity; half of the house
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Jan 3, 2012
Jan 3, 2012 at 8:40 PM UTC
The homeless divorcee
She dabs the ducts of each eye with twirled tissue in hand Sky blue eyes lost to oceans of tears Angry waves never allowed to crash into cheeks She swallows lump after lump So that the black of lashes don't mix with blue So that when she leaves my room it is as if there was not a drop of water on this planet in her body You can see the longing within her gaze when she feels the crisp cobalt threaten to release Am I the gatekeeper? To this tsunami of a girl Tissue after tissue crumpled smashed between cushions Her soft small palms left to catch raining tirade Dabbing gently as to not expose a non-cover-girl-face As to not expose the dark circling sharks under iris 100mph blinking Tepees of tissues blackened sleeves Lashes sweeping lakes of aches You avoid eye contact don't let me see the emerald that creeps up with the hazel of your shattered sight The divorcee sizes up my ringed left hand The tormented parent sizes up my pristine smile The assaulted lesbian sizes up my gender con-formative garb The privileged heterosexual white male sizes up my rack The elder sizes up my certificate And that plush khaki couch of mine... it's all that's left of me by the end of week Stuffed with tears Some of them shed
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Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 6:15 PM UTC
Khaki Couch
Two things I felt when you left me Two things that no one needs Two things that will make your heart bleed Two things caused by misdeeds and when you mislead and deceive Two things that will make you take heed Two things that will bring you to your knees Two things that will make you grieve Two things that will make you, not believe Two things that will make you leave Two things that will make you naïve Two things that will make you step back and reprieve Two things that is hard to perceive Two things caused when there is no longer we Two things caused when you can no longer agree Two things you could never foresee or knew that they would be Two things that will cause you to be a divorcee Two things that have common realities and that is the actuality   That I was left with when you left me !!
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Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 7:58 PM UTC
Heartbreak and misery
Turning his back now and through the turnstile, under x-ray arches and a uniformed pat down, under a white tunnel and spotless linoleum flooring and after a ripped ticket and hidden smile and through another tunnel with a cold breeze trickling through and a plastic smell seeping in, he steps one and then two feet onboard, ready to take-off, back to New Jersey, back to the only place he has left (a mother's home), away from a new wife, now divorcee, and new diamond ring, and away from St. Petersburg and away from the Neva River and away from the Baltic Sea and his blonde accountant wife and from their flat on the river on the fourth floor leaving the keen walls, aware of his shouting and her swelled bruises. His visa was expired anyway.
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Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 5:08 PM UTC
Flight
Heavy arms holding a new born heavy mind holding it together nineteen aspiring model Broken promises He swore he'd put the bottle down broken heart As you packed us up to leave town shotgun bride turned young divorcee don't waste any tears crying for your baby I can't wait for you to see: The plans God has for you and your daughter we meet a man that can withstand the pressure of being a father You turned your life around the night you refused to turn the car around and twenty years later it's still you and me oh mama, we grew up fast didn't we? P.S. A young marine will ask to take us out for pizza and later for us to be his. Dear, mom... say yes.
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Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 4:08 PM UTC
letters unwritten
Creativity and ambition is real And the feeling of risk and intelligence Are asking for damnation please, placidly Birds among many things that chirp around your soul that wakes up the dead Cheering up the party with the talk of apartheid, black and white Competition is the last word, and talk of lost causes and intellectuality Est mir leid I'm up in my knees with Bukowski, they call me old-school Burroughs, the Kerouac rings in the philosophical Barry Manilow Barry Levinson, please don't make my death bed, you're plot points make sense ambivalently too in case I touch upon Bacchus The dichotomy of the bridling *** I suppose you switched with the surface of the country full of dunes and locusts The swamp of the divorcee storm saves it for the orgie and the promiscuous dollar ride and melee
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Jul 29, 2019
Jul 29, 2019 at 5:42 PM UTC
Breathe Of Bees
Clap. From the man in the back with a heart of gold sitting beside his mother. Clap. From his mother who is having the time of her life because it's coming to an end. Clap. From the girl in the front row with the abusive father and dead mother whom she feels watching over her shoulder. Clap. From the old veteran next to her holding a picture frame of his late wife and a daffodil repeating the words "to new beginnings". Clap. From the little boy watching from the balcony trying to understand why mommy is crying now. Clap. From his mother, the thirty-year old divorcee, crying because the music is over and the curtains are closing and she felt free before the end. Clap. Because this place holds freedom from the real world's problems when we do not want to face them. Clap. To hold onto that freedom.
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May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 7:16 PM UTC
Orchestra
The mutipliers has always amazed me. The way they go through lovers like a game. Almost like the three time divorcee. Who must have repeated the same thing to all three? With you. Yes, with you. And it just might be me only. What love I give? And it's truly real. It's a forever love. Even if you should leave. You still be wheeling from knowing I gave you. It's forever love. An eternity of affection that could cure a war between any nation. This is the type love, if you left. You would be eradicating. Something I call, it's forever. Least, when it's my love.
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Dec 12, 2012
Dec 12, 2012 at 9:28 AM UTC
It's Forever Love
Whilst I was immersed in Bohemian Rhapsody "Don't forget to smile" reminded me Though I'm not a fancy, angry lizard Just want to be a family wizard Not every bed is green Not every one is the same Win He died four years younger than me Although he left his legacy I'm just a commoner Leaving nothing like a pensioner Only memories will survive when I die Who will care the existance of mine Learnt many weird things I also have some similar stings I can see his emotional insecurity Thinking where is my dignity Easy come, easy go I am just a poor boy also If I only want hassle-free What I have to foresee? I'm no longer a nominee I have to be an escapee Accepted that I'm a divorcee My mom always says, "Nothing really matters to me... to me..."
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Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 10:01 AM UTC
My Rhapsody
Not looking back to see You not looking back at me, Knowing a sinking feeling And that this time It's really good bye then. Not on a break, but a divorcee. Not a "let's see", but a "smell the coffee". Time to walk away and turn a corner, Time to deep dive in this sea once more.
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Sep 13, 2016
Sep 13, 2016 at 7:38 AM UTC
Heartbreak beyond cliché
im divorced but i wear my marriage ring on my middle finger as a last **** you !
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Feb 16, 2019
Feb 16, 2019 at 7:19 PM UTC
divorcee
launched Meghan Markle into royalty American divorcee catapulted from “AA” to “Zed” at break neck speed, and with cachet wed Prince Harry, and soon twill begetting, bestowing, and bewitching her chromo somal thread (complementing, furthering, and weaving together "Quod Erat Demonstrandum", or QED for short) within United Kingdom coat of arms, perhaps naming the first heir Ned, and according one online dictionary definition and ken translates as French (Old English) name Eadmund, meaning rich or happy, and protective akin to a mother hen, not just mollycoddling hatchlings, but even shelling out care on a wing and a prayer long after offspring fly the coop and been fending for themselves, perhaps merely earning chicken scratch wage, assigning doomed fate, sans cooked usage if perchance "chick(s)" go thru a foul stage within their duff fenceless hierarchy, where pecking order doth rage worse case scenario, would presage finding errant peep(s) sent to gaol, not much bigger than a bird cage, unless they comprise noble henny age, ideally taken in as a pet by newly bridled Duchess of Sussex treated like totally tubularly true blue blood with opulent accommodations (cheaply) tricked out with life size Tyrannosaurus Rex (spoiler alert: actually done with special effe Hex with latest computer graphics showing rippling reptiles flex sing and holo graphic smoky mirrors) intending "FAKE" balances and checks to boondoggle aggressive paparazzi, one of whom includes Meghan Markle's ex.
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 7:29 PM UTC
Trevor Jed Engelson Unwittingly...
launched Meghan Markle into royalty American divorcee catapulted from “AA” to “Zed” at break neck speed, and with cachet wed Prince Harry, and soon twill begetting, bestowing, and bewitching her chromo somal thread (complementing, furthering, and weaving together "Quod Erat Demonstrandum", or QED for short) within United Kingdom coat of arms, perhaps naming the first heir Ned, and according one online dictionary definition and ken translates as French (Old English) name Eadmund, meaning rich or happy, and protective akin to a mother hen, not just mollycoddling hatchlings, but even shelling out care on a wing and a prayer long after offspring fly the coop and been fending for themselves, perhaps merely earning chicken scratch wage, assigning doomed fate, sans cooked usage if perchance "chick(s)" go thru a foul stage within their duff fenceless hierarchy, where pecking order doth rage worse case scenario, would presage finding errant peep(s) sent to gaol, not much bigger than a bird cage, unless they comprise noble henny age, ideally taken in as a pet by newly bridled Duchess of Sussex treated like totally tubularly true blue blood with opulent accommodations (cheaply) tricked out with life size Tyrannosaurus Rex (spoiler alert: actually done with special effe Hex with latest computer graphics showing rippling reptiles flex sing and holo graphic smoky mirrors) intending "FAKE" balances and checks to boondoggle aggressive paparazzi, one of whom includes Meghan Markle's ex.
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Untitled - IV 04/06/2019 This story has many tentacles Fervently awaiting "The End" I Am Child                 Parent Spouse        Divorcee Abused       Abuser Friend     Enemy Loved Hated Simple Simpleton Transparent Evasive Amenable Dogmatic Fearing Fearful Extremely naive Equally stupid These and many more masks That stare back at me That even the tiniest shard Reflects a different story But then I know it too well That the story I want to tell Will vastly differ, when To validate, others are compelled Though the events remain the same It's my perception that I hold Or those viewed by others Becomes the script on how it's told I may choose to go it solo Or rely on others viewpoint But once exposed on the net No place to hide in this joint The critics will come forth For they viewed it differently Challenge my version of the tale For misunderstanding the events, apparently So you see, So many tentacles says history Present myself as a fictional character Or tell it like a Biography
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Apr 17, 2019
Apr 17, 2019 at 2:24 PM UTC
Untitled - IV.......cont....