"crescendoes" poems
Palms overhead sway,
nudged by the occasional breeze.
The chatter crescendoes
before dying down...
To make way for the call of prayer.
It called to its followers.
So calm...
So sincere...
People hunched over their tables.
Savouring delights that came on plates.
Wafting aromas,
mingle like the swirls on candy.
Drenching our senses...
As we immerse ourselves further
in such good company.
I looked at the eyes that surrounded me...
Only soft, kind gazes greeted back.
There are no shadows here...
No silhouettes...
Only faces I know
generous with their gift of glow.
A rising warmth
emanates from the pits within.
In this here circle,
no matter how motley,
I feel alive.
I'm drinking up to a stupor...
This lovely band of five.
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 10:58 PM UTC
I have been seeking a moment when
My paean would see the light
A melody when your serrated laugh
Crescendoes and obviates all evils
But what I'm truly wishing for
Is to be a scabbard to your sword
The bell that wakes you up at noon
A hymn that you know by heart
And the rituals that you adhere to
Tell me how I could shield
The furtive rhythm of your chords
To venerate the echoes of your fingertips
And be completely absorbed in your silhouette
I am proclaiming my paean
That seems five months of age
But in fact it has been decades
Trapped amongst verses and rhymes
If Hemingway was exchanging breaths
You could be his martini glass
Or the obsession of Shelley with Keats
Or maybe a beer bottle on Hank's grave
But the golden lotus has been outdated
For you are my fierce flames
To sanctify and to revive
And unlike Plath I'm living to see
When my paean would come to life


Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 4:23 PM UTC
she looks at me as if to say,
you were simply,
an honest mistake,
made with good intention,
and nice at the time,
but long since forgotten,
a futile woodwind, in
an orchestral life,
struggling to make an impact,
on hyperbolic composition...
tell me, truthfully,
you don’t remember its pitch,
the call of its notes,
rang true, it seemed,
for you to imply,
it was not even heard,
makes a mockery of the
efforts made,
honestly, just once,
say its crescendoes
did not bellow, with
the strength of
a timpani, the
sweetness of flutes,
the heart of a sax,
say that the notes
that you sang at the time,
were a lie, simply,
an honest mistake,
and i'll leave this composition,
promising though it seemed,
broken and incomplete,
just as you’d like.
Dec 29, 2010
Dec 29, 2010 at 9:45 PM UTC
A whisper ghosts silently
Down the stygian hallway.
Follow Me
Rushes through her ears,
Silencing her thoughts as her heartbeat crescendoes.
Tempted,
She peers into obscurity,
Hypnotized by dancing penumbras.
Veiled in the shadows lie the Universe's secrets,
But she draws back.
Merely a glimpse is enough,
And she returns to evanescence.
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 12:50 AM UTC
*in the soundtrack of my story,
there exists a lone percussionist...
and he plays to fit
the demands of passing moments.
•••
*to the calm he plays steady.
in uncertainty he hastens.
he matches the ticks of seconds
when all is quiet,
and he thunders
to crescendoes and climaxes.*
•••
in the symphony of my life
there exists a lone percussionist...
and he resides unseen in my chest.*
Sep 17, 2017
Sep 17, 2017 at 6:08 AM UTC
The keys and strings and knobs and bows taunt
Horse string, shining metal, ivory, silver, and gold—-
Glimmering,
Beckoning
Inclining me to use them
To take them, stroke them, slam them
Abuse them
Worship them
And in my mind
Their chords with flats and sharps and crescendoes and pianissimos blend
Dissonance and perfect harmony battle ferociously
Or perhaps they are dancing?
Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 8:54 PM UTC
It begins with a whisper.
One thought,
one voice,
one blow upon the dam
to a restless river.
Silence.
This dark duet
of doubt
of uncertainty;
two thoughts to feed
two voices to fetter
two fiends to fuel
an unruly fire,
stronger.
louder,
bigger yet.
Silence.
No, it crescendoes!
Voices rising,
rising,
rising,
like mephitic vapors—
I inhale.
I choke.
I scream.
But no one hears me.
No one hears what's inside my head.
Silence.
Please, be quiet
lest I ruin me,
you,
and all that I love;
draw a line in the sand,
sift out these voices of right
and wrong
of good
and bad
of truth
and lies
because these voices lie
oh yes, they do.
And if I know me—
every crevice
every crack
every word written in my heart
by my God, O my God, who made
every crevice
every crack
every word written in my heart—
how can they know me too?
Silence.
You wicked voices!
Yes, I know what you do to
stir fear
distrust
anxiety
until I have no choice
but to listen to the voices.
Silence.
No more.
No more voices,
or restless rivers,
or unruly fires,
or mephitic vapors.
Just—
Silence.
Blissful silence.
I can breathe
and close my eyes
to the black symphonies of
silence.
Yet, in the absence
in the void
a single note echoes
indiscernible in the buzz
but this is silence
and in the silence
things become louder
until I crave the noise again.
Jan 4, 2021
Jan 4, 2021 at 2:43 PM UTC
Music sings out, sobbing in the silence
of a darkened room.
It rises and falls, waves of calm and turmoil,
shared in bursts;
crescendoes of chaos and gentle melodies,
like bridges between tears.
This is where heart-ache resides;
patient and deadly, it waits.
It lurks in crowded corners, along with
all the other sins you make room for.
It makes the music you wish others
could hear, soft murmurs repeating
long into the night.
This is where everything resides.
The dark portions are home to all
your creatures, and all the music
they make;
worn strings and sticky keys.
Jealousy and its drumbeats
paired with dishonest notes and
the jagged shadows of your temptations
and spite.
The room is loud around you, but no one
on the other side of the door can hear
you cry it’s too loud.
They hear a rustle of leaves in a barren night.
Nothing more.
I confess.
I confess I still love you.
I confess I still desire another, and another;
I confess to all these temptations, passions left
sour in my mouth.
I confess to dreaming of you hurt.
I confess to rejecting your body once before,
a one night stand left on pause for days.
I confess to inflicting your words, just like I confess
to feeling bruised and wounded.
I confess to tears, when I see you embrace another.
I confess to tears in the long, cold night; because
I only feel empty at the thought of your name.
I confess to wishing I’d screamed at you, howled
in agony before your eyes as you slipped between my fingers.
I confess to hoping you would admit your scandalous lies,
and confess to knowing you never would be good enough to.
I confess to whispering your name above me,
and being glad I don’t have to bear a response.
I confess to painting your memories in words,
and loving how they float away,
as slippery and fine as silk.
I confess all these things, in your name.
Aug 4, 2016
Aug 4, 2016 at 10:01 PM UTC
Ain't it all damn-glorious!
A beautiful morning to you
Mr. Velvet suit
Softly breezy too...
What 'bout bamboozled?
Mr. Velvet suit on the street
That **** corner foo'
Looking for your boo
Mr. Velvet suit?
Your babae making babies
To **** jazz from city blues,
Diminishing our cool.
A little bit more than sad
The only lone piano
(Black crescendoes
A half key in b-minor)
Mr. Velvety is an entrepreneur
I doubt he'll ever sue her
That girl he got all dressed up for
His sweets
Mr. Velvet suit's treat
His candy shop heat
Holding down the bizness
The Streets!
Mr. Velvet's company.
Don't he dress all nice for you?
A bright summer morning
This here tiny corner of a bruise,
Of a great wide world
Sin City and Mr. Velvet suit.
Good morning!
****** ****
He Escalades as I walk
The dog
Looking for tricks…
Nov 16, 2019
Nov 16, 2019 at 6:24 PM UTC
Timpanic membrane mumbles transform into
Crescendoes, dumb except within skull walls.
Not quite like a burn, not quite like a sting this
din deigns to drag out old heartaches and new
failures and fresh ideas and stale aspirations but
stuck in staccato can any one idea stay or are
they doomed to rattle, to deafen? They come
and go and is the thought even finished with
these streams of consciousness up against
dull tasks, wasting commands and all these
commands waste so much energy. When I just
want the world to stand still is there any
one – yes it is who weaves
back in and YOU that resonates
in overtones. have made the
mental madness manageable when you quietly
stop the leaking gap.
A plane on which to balance. A grip with which
to bolster stronger blisters.
A quieting yes to block out
out the trembling timbre.
You are order out of chaos.
In the evening’s repose,
My silent film dreams
honor you, and
in the morning
I wake to noiselessness
and a thunderous heart
Aug 13, 2019
Aug 13, 2019 at 6:33 PM UTC
For witless wonder,
I wonder,
do its servants
chase
winkless
wrinkles
in time long-gone?
Is a thin piece
of cloth
so performative?
So political?
Or are you trailing
crescendoes of
long-tuneless
songs?
Oct 4, 2020
Oct 4, 2020 at 9:21 PM UTC
Inferno
Noon o'clock in Sin
City heatwave,
Sirens glaringly shrill
from a distance
our world
Like some distant memory
sounds of no one panics
Emergencies as common vitamins
like local topical
Anesthesia...
We've become
Familiar, indifferent,
to the hum
Drums, cymbals clash crescendoes
Shatters
Just background noise
As siren songs
Beckons
The shrill of metropolis
Sin City noons
The ambulance carries
Life / away
The distances between us
Is the numb we feel
Angrily congealed.
Anesthesia.
Locale : no where's.
A no one in a sea
of fine faces
As human as mine
Kind
Yet many yet recognize
Beauty of all one
Shine
an ocean of individual and lonely
Life
Eyes so so wide
Noon day Suns' / Alive
and Golden
(Art) Thine!
(*flesh Begotten from
Light*)
Sep 17, 2016
Sep 17, 2016 at 2:14 PM UTC