When "goodnight" for you was an escape.

It's like we're together but not at the same time.

Rainy Tuesday afternoon
Me, a stranger
in a place, overshadowed by new mates.
Annoyance of mine was present.

                                                       ­             I hate changes
                                                         ­           I had a slow pace of coping up
                                                              ­      I linger to what I'm used to
                                                              ­      I was just sad. I know.

I walked out of the room.
Saw familiar faces
Then saw you,
I smiled, do you remember?

                                                      ­             * It was a rainy Tuesday afternoon
                                                       ­             Water droplets were music
                                                           ­         I was new
                                                             ­       Then got to know you.

Worrried and lonely that's 2
S.E.E.N that's 4
Five years and that's 5

2:45
why?
Was that a no?

Being a friend.
thanks

Knowing me.
thanks

Spending time.
thanks

Showing kindness.
thanks


Pain?
*no thanks

The thought of death,
and how every story ends.

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Comparing yourself to her.
Is like comparing light and darkness.
She was my light while you're my darkness.

You brought nothing but regret.
And heck! I wasted my time.
Now, I don't mind saying bye.

I'm in the middle of "YOU"where.
It's not a "NO".
For what I see is you anywhere.

I know it's bad,
but what can I do.
I just so miss you.

Crazy right?
For how many years have I neglected you?
Now here I am, missing the moments  when I am with you.

You made my day.
Just like how God leads the way.