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226 · Dec 2014
Resolution
Unknwn Dec 2014
I could think of something new.
Something to do.
A plan perhaps.
A goal may also do.
yet I'm not like them,
I don't plan ahead.
For disappointments, it may lead

So I'll wait to be like them?
Will that do?
Shall I change instead?
Will that also do?
but.. hmm.. that won't do

*I just don't know.
225 · Dec 2021
Snorlax's day!
Unknwn Dec 2021
Your eyes told me of how happy that made you.

Happy birthday, babe. I love you.
222 · Jan 2015
3-11
Unknwn Jan 2015
Ironic.
I remembered yours.
You forgot mine
211 · Nov 2018
Are you happy?
Unknwn Nov 2018
"Are you happy?"

How do I equate that?

Do I include;
contentment?
faith?
pain?
belongingness?
peace of mind?


or even Love?

Ugh. I guess.

"Yes, I am."

I still don't know what equates it but for everyone's satisfaction, "I am happy".
198 · Jan 2015
Will there be Magic?
Unknwn Jan 2015
I might find magic,
between you and me.
146 · Dec 2021
3rd
Unknwn Dec 2021
3rd
Consistency was unexpected.
110 · Oct 2021
2nd
Unknwn Oct 2021
2nd
A love so serene that seemed accidental but was never one.

Happy 2nd babe. I love you.
107 · Sep 2021
1st
Unknwn Sep 2021
1st
You were something...
A coincidence that I never knew I would cross path with

I was used to a 2 week interaction.
A limited interaction to someone I dont personally know.

It was the consistency that I was afraid I might not be able to give.
The kind of attention that I'm not able to share other than my work


hmm I haven't written anything like this for the past years
Maybe cos I haven't met you? Although I write but not something of this matter.

I've had my share of doubts and assumptions to people.
I always expected every worst possible outcome.
I play mind games and I also tried to manipulate how people should see or think of me.

But it seems like destiny was trying to catch our attention
Tracing our taken path and enchanting us to connect


Heck, I was a firm believer that love was all about sudden connections. Sparks they say..
That never ending butterflies in your stomach that tends to do backflips and even perform a circus inside.

It was more on a calm storm heading my way. It was the comfort, attention, patience and consistency

Mine doesn't do the backflips but it sure make you feel high on adrenaline
It doesnt do circus and chaotic performance; it provides comfort and peace of mind


You were not how I pictured my love would be... but you provided me a best version of how it should be.


Happy first love. đź’•
105 · Oct 2021
Love for me
Unknwn Oct 2021
Love for me was always a choice
Not a random "destiny" thing people say
Not some magical moment movies portray

Then that random coincidence changed it.
It was something more than I thought it'd be.
It was more on how destiny did its magic to me.
104 · Aug 2021
Back and drabbling
Unknwn Aug 2021
I haven't wrìtten anything for the past years
Maybe cos things have been picking up?
Like all efforts are taking effect?
Like it mattered
I mattered


But then...
I'm back
I think it mattered,
Like this feeling should be noted down
And that you mattered


You were something...
A coincidence that I never knew would exist
A plan that was for just a week or 2
The consistency that I was afraid I might not be able to give.
The kind of attention that I'm not able to share other than my work


I haven't written anything for the past years
Maybe cos I havent met you yet
Seems like destiny was still trying to catch our attention
Tracing our path taken
Telling us that this time around we will both matter
88 · Sep 2021
One last farewell
Unknwn Sep 2021
I haven't written much of how I feel.

Given the depth of how things were
and how crazy life could be in a blink
Those bittersweet farewell we bid was our bitter reality that someone's story may end just like that.

I never knew the feeling I'll be getting was the remorse of losing someone and their stories.

You, who have ended a story...
Now I long not for that feeling of wanting to write but the longing of your presence...
your mere existence is all I could wish for right now.

I was once a strong believer that things will be better that things will be sorted out eventually but this time it's unlikely to happen.

You were never perfect but you have been someone who had inspired me to pursue and achieve greatness and comfort in life


I wish I was able to see you one last time.
I wish this was all a dream and I'll wake up you being near and just there.


I miss you.
I love you.
65 · Aug 2021
Must be
Unknwn Aug 2021
I get the feeling why everyone wanted this.
It is an addictive drug that one would miss.
A definite excuse to be someone you're not.
A mere excuse to really be out of your comfort.
It is really something that everyone really longs for.
It has been and always will be.

I have not really thought on how I ended up with the feeling.
A soothing, calming and uneasy ecstacy that's cripping in.
I may be falling.
It's addictive.
It's comforting.
It's something.



I may be falling and I'm trying to fall further into the pit.

— The End —