this feeling is not
symbiotic: you reduce
my core to nothing

I’ve resorted to making wishes on dandelions
For miracles
I know
Will never come

What is the correct option?
Which one is more devastating?
Which one takes more healing?
Which one holds the power to change someone's life?
Which one hurts the most?
Physical pain or internal pain.
Can they ever fade away?
The one which everyone carries and yet is non-detectable.

He gave me dead flowers
So I can smell them every day
The rotten petals falling
The color of decay

The washed out sunflower
The dehydrated leaves
The mold on the water
The color of debris

The richly red rose
Now drooping to the floor
The color of love
Existed no more

But still I saved the flowers
And smelled them every day
And watered them with tears
To let them grow again.

Loving you
A poison I would drink with pleasure
Any day of the week

I write not for my arts sake...
I write for my hearts ache...

I write not to remind myself...
I write to re-mind myself...

Did you ever wonder?
How many lives exist between being introvert and extrovert.