In the middle of nowhere is where I'd like to be, clouds for a roof, enveloped by trees, driving into infinity far, far away from everyone and everything, fleeing the persecution of my mind, here at least I know my only purpose is to breathe and I shall write thoughtless verses take me somewhere thoughts cease to be.
God, I Can be watching over me, But I want to watch you, You hide behind the clouds, I can't see you, I can't find you, Perplexed, I wander off so far, That I can't see my own self, That I can't find my own self, Can you be watching over me.
which is nicer, love. to be sober with them long bumpless road for decades worth a thousand solar eclipses. or , to be drunk with your thirsty blood for seconds worth a thousand teardrops.
In the dark of what I feel Would anyone care enough To decipher it all for me Troubled by this confusion and These unanswered questions That always haunted me Everything around me is perfect While I am the only one drowning
In the wake of my sanity Looking for answers, I wander Pushing myself in the deep cold of night There is something buried inside That keeps my hope alive Stuck in the middle this hide and seek Where these unknown emotions Seem to be hidden forever
In the light of what is hidden As I watch the smiles around me I watch myself getting insaner Sometimes I envy their grins But then that makes me wonder What if they too wear a mask And behind those fake smiles is Everything they cannot bear
Perhaps in this life, a mess Being a pretender is the best.
