I fall for chocolate
I fall for laughs
I fall for eyes
I fall for you.
Love me forever, Senpai.

Alone
alone next to you
my insides screaming
notice me senpai

Anxious to reach out
reach
stretch
While you ignore me

Your whole Ora screams at me
screams you deserve this
To be ingnored
on a spiritual level

Anxious
Doesn't always show
dramatically, no
sometimes

Oh sometimes
I scream on the inside
I cry
Ripping at the wallpaper of my mind

Unlike you
I wish I could
So easily
Switch off.

Stitch off
switch off
switch off
so easily

I can't
I know I can't
Yet I want
and I yearn

Another creative torture
For my mind
my mind
this thing inside

My heart
it really has strings
I feel them pulling
Me apart, that is

I could almost laugh
Silly silly.
But I don't
I think

It's the worst medicine
Really
thinking, that is
it's the worst

For most it's helpful
For me, it's a *****
I almost laughed again
as I dig my mind-hole

Deeper
Deeper still
how deep into my mind might I dig...
Deeper still

Some people sleep deep
I dig
Deeper still
as deep as my endless mind.

A sneaky glance here, a forbidden love ignited
Your stamina driven by a fire un-blighted.
Our limbs lock, intertwine like puzzle pieces
Our chests pressed together, hands loosening breeches.

I can feel you under my skin
Ebbing and flowing to my whim
And your hair feels like the stars I’ve longed to touch.
Your eyes are closed, no dreams are here
We’re breathing in the here and now
I never thought I’d want someone so much.

Your grip makes me feel safe
My arms can’t let you go.
My hairs stand rigidly, at a pace
We’re putting on a desire rid show.

I can feel nothing but fingers and skin
Exploring and groping to whim
And your hair feels like the stars I’ve longed to touch.
Your eyes are closed, no dreams are here
We’re breathing in the here and now
I never thought I’d want someone so much.

You leave me breathless and gasping
My fantasy fulfilled, and rasping
Your sweat is sweeter than water
Our limbs never falter

I can feel nothing but fingers and skin
Exploring and groping to whim
And your hair feels like the stars I’ve longed to touch.
Your eyes are closed, no dreams are here
We’re breathing in the here and now
I never thought I’d want someone so much.

Boys can be boys, but not you and I
We go far back to the very first time
That you wanted me and I craved you;
This wasn’t merely a *****.

5th August 2016

We  become friends really fast it was  really fun
But i  don’t want it to be  done
So i told  her to be  my  senpai
And she made  me  her  kohai

I was glad she made me smile
But she  did’t  knew that  loved  her for a while
Since the day you laugh I knew
That I wanted to be with you

Those verses i have poured my heart in
U are the prettiest girl I ever seen
I want to  hug  and kiss u ,i  don’t  care
U just  hit  me  right there <3

I  love  my  senpai but I can’t say it  out loud
My  feelings  are  so many I feel  overcrowd
I afraid that the love is one sided
Will  her soul ever be ignited ?

Senpai I  don’t know if u  feel the  same  
But  for me  this is no game
If not I hope we remain friends
But  my  love  never ends…..

My friend Amelia (real name, of course, redacted)
is something of a pained Ophelia.
The play's the thing, the part brilliantly acted;
She stands alone by Hamlet's side,
She sighs and moans and pouts and pines,
and waits for him to be attracted.

But Hamlet I know; He's a friend of mine,
and for her heart, he doesn't pine. He's out to solve his father's ******;
Let him go, Ophelia. It's all right. He won't be dissuaded by your ardour;
your love won't keep him long distracted.

Senpai; My Liege; it all rings far more familiar than it aught.
"Notice me!"
"Notice me!"
or then again...
                           not.

"Notice me Senpai"

Something that started as a joke
But now it's just fact
But if you try to tell me that
You were just kidding
I will take my bidding
I'm the winner of the prize
Oh yes I am
Wisemen of the wise

You were always my favorite
I was always celibate
You said I was full of it
Maybe in the moshpit

Say my name
No not that one
Say the one you say to me
When you're lonely
Say the one that will tame
The one that my heart won