I wanted to talk about it to cry with every other hurt kid out there
I could have screamed and cried till my eyes turned blood red
I wish that it didn't happen or there was a support group for it

I didn't talk about it or cry like every one else
I couldn't scream my voice was no longer existent
I didn't need a support group or to sob over what was once here

I got high to feel okay with it
I smoked just like he once did
I missed what was once
   my bus driver and best friend

Yesterday israfael came again
Took a lovely soul,
and made earth weep
Rest well Josephine,
give that blissful smile to the Lord.

I'm falling on my own

Hoping time will stop



I'm falling alone

Hoping the pain in my chest will just stop

And the gun you hold tight might just drop



I'm falling on my seat

Still gasping for air

Hoping it end fast

And somebody just pass by me

To stop and actually care



I'm falling behind

Realizing it is the end

Jumping in reality

Has really tie me to a trend

Nobody listen

Nobody trying

Nothing glisten

At least I'm trying



I'm falling deep,

Deep inside the light

Hopefully when it ends

There will be a ride

Hopefully it won't bite

Just like how it felt on my heart

When she left me that night

Just to know she doze away

To satisfy her own way

Gasping for the last day

Ends me in a sway



I'm falling away in my vision

Closing my eyes

Hoping it fade like my last text

Someday my name will be heard

Truly, X

My little girl its been a year,
you're growing up so fast.
My little girl I cant believe how beautiful you've become.
My little girl I'm sorry that your daddy has left you alone,
but he's always looking after you my child.
So happy birthday baby girl.
I will come and see you very soon.

I hate myself for blindly believing
Every word you said
For following you unquestionably
Eagerly going where I was led

I hate myself for my naivete
Thinking that you would stay
Never saw your true intentions
Now they're as clear as day

I hate myself for foolishly trusting you
Giving you all of my heart
Never should have depended on you
When I was breaking apart

I hate the way I easily let you in
Watched you rip me in two
Most of all I hate myself for
Falling in love with you

Daniel.
Daniel was a boy of talent and charm
He smiled when the world didn’t
And he cried when no one would see
He made sure no one ever felt like they were alone
And no matter the severity of a lie or action
He always had room in his heart to forgive.
Daniel left behind a daughter
Not even 1 year old
But
When you had a life like his
Its not easy to get around the mental scars
People had once cut deep into his skin
And the hatred injected in his veins
Daniel was one of the nicest people
And he’ll forever be in our hearts