Jun 2018
I hate myself for blindly believing
Every word you said
For following you unquestionably
Eagerly going where I was led
I hate myself for my naivete
Thinking that you would stay
Never saw your true intentions
Now they're as clear as day
I hate myself for foolishly trusting you
Giving you all of my heart
Never should have depended on you
When I was breaking apart
I hate the way I easily let you in
Watched you rip me in two
Most of all I hate myself for
Falling in love with you
Every word you said
For following you unquestionably
Eagerly going where I was led
I hate myself for my naivete
Thinking that you would stay
Never saw your true intentions
Now they're as clear as day
I hate myself for foolishly trusting you
Giving you all of my heart
Never should have depended on you
When I was breaking apart
I hate the way I easily let you in
Watched you rip me in two
Most of all I hate myself for
Falling in love with you
Written 3-27-13
This is one about my first serious boyfriend but I feel the same way today about my second haha, except I left instead of the other way around. I am angry at myself because I did know the kind of person he was, to some degree, and instead of staying away like i knew i should we became close and i was head over heels before you know it. Four years later i see that people rarely change
:(
This is one about my first serious boyfriend but I feel the same way today about my second haha, except I left instead of the other way around. I am angry at myself because I did know the kind of person he was, to some degree, and instead of staying away like i knew i should we became close and i was head over heels before you know it. Four years later i see that people rarely change
:(
