Letting the Light Burn
Flashing stars in an empty room

Say it louder

Turning around around the way I've been taught
Lights Burn and Flashing
Classical piano slower

Say it louder

Another happy thought
Turning the universe around me in my room
Dancing with the stars on my ceiling
It's you
Everyone has a hard day sometimes
You would know more than most
You will never tell with the smile on your face
No one can guess the pain you felt

Say it louder!

Another happy thought
I feel you
I see you living long
No hiding behind the door!
But opening the window for me to join

Say it louder

Another happy thought
Somehow morphing into your shadow
In a way becoming more like you while keeping who I am
Running low
Start to lose my sense of home
Then it's you

Say it louder

Another happy thought
I want eternity
Don't give me a thing
Faces on film is all I see

Say it louder

Another happy thought
You can tell the world now
That it's all gone and now it's all here
Please

Say it louder

Another happy thought

I'm sorry I'm a failure I'm sorry I'm a **** I'm sorry I ruin everyone's life I'm sorry I'm a nobody and I'm sorry that I care what people think I'm sorry I'm depressed I'm sorry for being mean I'm sorry I'm stupid I'm sorry I feel pain in my heart cause nobody cares about me I'm sorry I am empty of happiness I'm sorry I am a ****** up ******* I'm sorry I'm alive and doing these things I wish I was different but I'm so sorry I'm not I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm nothing to be exited about I'm sorry .........

my daily routine is tragedy
i just want to be happy...

*(c.m.h)

if i am smiling,
it doesn't mean
i'm happy,
if i am laughing,
it doesn't mean
i'm happy,
if i am having fun,
it doesn't mean
i'm happy,
it only means
i'm too sad
to do anything else,
besides hide under
masks which include
fake smiles and
a happy soul.