Sometimes I cried while smiling,
At other times I smiled while crying.
When you I could not be forgetting,
You were the reason I was weeping.
Just your name I rewrote again & again,
Now I'm weak to erase it without tears.
No! I can't revert this love! You are mine!

I wanted to be born again in this life,
For that I wanted her to be my wife.

But alas, she grew up too quickly,
Too different and too indifferent.

What I lost is not just a lover,
I lost a part of my total soul.

Now I should realize that,
Which I was ever escaping.

I have been always made to realize,
That only I will always be with me.

Only been able to picture myself alone,
'Cause they all leave me at the end of it.

Have I not been just watching them go,
Is she too not just an imposter of them?

Beautiful so much & she is cheerful,
Her soft & creamy blush is so lovely.
Unto her my attraction is wonderful,
My crush she is a new bubbly crush.
I** will for her be mine I'll be dutiful,
Kind she is so attractive and plush.
And I will be realistic about future.

Fulfilling my duty I will never rush,
United as friends we are going along,
Loving her through the unseen I am,
When I will be successful, I can stand.
Atul is respected by her & it's obvious,
Never promised anything improbable,
I am definitely up for working so hard.

I have found an inspiration for work.

A sunrise is imminent after this night,
Slowly will vanish this darkness,
Surely he has learned in life,
United we stand together.
Redness in your cheeks,
Especially brightens your eyes.

You will never find me gone,
Onto another attraction,
Up above the limits we'll go.

Too much expecting I won't be,
Hunting your freedom I won't be,
Atul will succeed for his parents,
Then you can join him here.

I am glad that you are the inspiration.

Well-versed with life I am now,
In an Indian angel I put my trust,
Linked deeply can be our destinies,
Land of dreams be our destination.

W** I wait for is your beautiful heart,
As for the added benefits I will get,
In my lovely but lonely life I am,
Tthrough crests I have no companion.

Far from grief I am right now,
On the cusp of beauty I relax,
Really I know my final destination.

Youthly are your ways today,
Ostensibly my love for you is seen,
Understandable is your caution.

Walking through the silent roads
Sunny breeze following me
With an evil sound scaring me
Moving a forth with my eyes wide open
Shivering hands, legs taking long steps
Warning of heart nay to turn back
Evil's voice nearing my ears with a hwoooo!
Holding my breath till I reach my house gate
Running speedy to my room
Closing the doors sat on my bed leaving my breath
Knowing it is merely an overwhelming thought of fear
Lied down in my bed with a smile bullying myself

I'm lost in the middle
Don't know what to do
Do I stick or do I move
Content but yet alone
Commit or do I go