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I don't want to be back here
That place which only breeds loneliness and fear

Where everything is grey
And night is the same as day

Where love is just tasteless food
And nothing can improve my mood

Where I feel still even though I'm moving
And every touch feels cold no matter how soothing

Where everyone feels distant,
even though their love has been constant

Where the sun is just a sting in my eye
And the moon simply hides me while I die

Where every action is pointless
And my love and care feel worthless

The place where my heart feels numb
And being alive feels dumb

That place which is just dust and sand

That place which has no beginning...and no end.
Deep Thought Jul 2017
We all want to be accepted and feel wanted. Whether by friend or that certain someone that floods your mind.

We all want to be chased. If you say you don’t you’re a liar. It’s never worth it when you’re the only one chasing.

Everyone is so caught up in their own selfishness then wonder why they’re loveless.

All of my life I have chased love, and it has never chased me once. Perhaps they wanted a different type of love. One that only holds when you ask them to or offers themselves up to be molded into someone they’re not.

We crave human attention, yet we can’t even look at each other in the eye when we pass by.
I was persuaded to post though, but it's good for me.
Sam Jul 2017
Is it written on my face?
The pain I feel inside
Tonight, my heart is joyless
I can feel the broken pieces
As they throb inside my chest
This loveless life I lead

I am a poet working overtime
Like the misery inside of me
Like the lunacy that calls to me
To the angel who stalks my every dream
Please take the time to rescue me

For my shredded soul is fading
Darkness overtaking
The burden of my sorrow
No clear skies tomorrow

Angel can you hear me?
I'm sinking deeper in dismay
Eyes becoming jaded
I'm growing tired of fighting

Hold me in your arms
Show me that there's more to life
More than endless heartache
Embrace me with your ethereal flesh
And know I'll feel the same

For this soul is yours to take
What's left of me
This empty tank
This broken tragedy

And when I fall into your arms
Legs too tired to stand
Know my love is true
And help me to move forward
Jordon Rivir Jul 2017
I'm so accustomed to this sad heart of mine,
If it were whole, I may die.
The fear alone being full then drained,
I'm a prisoner to love,
Gold fashion, locks and chains.
I'll never speak of love.
Love has no face or name.
I'll never believe in love,
It will just cheat me again.
I'll never be in love,
Love is a losing game.
C. Tyler
Harry Roberts Jul 2017
Call me when you can hear me,
Visit when you can see,
Touch me when you can feel me,
Inhale and you can scent me but
Come to me when less petrified.

You've held me and dropped me,
Cold on the ground used up.

*** toy, Doll!

I wanted to be so much more.
Bit on the side, the other "woman!"

But I wanted to be so much more. Cold, used up, on the floor again reduced to be your faithful *****?

Call me when you comprehend my words,
Lay with me when you can finally see me,
You can touch me all over when you feel me,
Become intoxicated when you finally smell me,
Like Galatea I come to life in your arms, don't leave me petrified.
Notes and critiques welcome. Was apart of my "Memoirs of a Gay Teen" series but didn't fit.
Ako Jun 2017
Cold,
As cold as the moment
You threw me away.

Lost,
As lost as the moment
You left me standing.

Certain,
Fate has ascertained me,
You are one with me.

Sad,
Fate also has saddened me,
You are not what the book allows.

Is it not insane?
I am myself is a "why?"

You are one with me...
In another life I have embraced...
Nathan Jun 2017
She took my hands
Looked deep into my eyes
In four words broke my heart

*You're my best friend
Ako Jun 2017
It ends 
Dusty room 
Flooding memoirs 
Frozen words, voices 
Unspoken word, unvoiced 
Ripped my heart that I was just a passerby in the rain.
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