Childhood,
Such sweet everlasting blindfolded years.
Where, we didn’t care who you were
We didn’t care where you from
We were just happy to have you as a friend.
Where the only type of love we yearned for
Was the one given by our mother and father
How I remember those wonder-filled days,
Where the only thing we whined about was,
Having more sweets and staying up later.
Where the only thing we whished for was,
Having two front teeth and
Wanting to grow older.
Wanting to grow older so we could,
Buy a magical car to take us anywhere in the world!
Wanting to grow older so we could,
Buy whatever we god ****** felt like buying without our parents questioning our insanity!
But…
What was so great about growing up?
Heck, when we got to that stage in our life,
We wished that we could build a time machine to go back to the past and relive those simpler days.
BUT!
ITS TOO ******* BAD SUCH A THING DOESN’T EXIST!
It’s too ******* bad that we live in a world of reality where it crushes our fantasy
It’s just…
Too god ****** bad,
That when we grow older, our hearts grow wider…
And the love we receive from our parents…
Just isn’t enough.
So,
Let me formally introduce my self,
I am the loveless creature
Who was always told never to look at the Moon,
Because it would forever remind me of me and you.
Because when ever I did look at the moon,
I’d cry at its beautiful presence
Because its so ******* elegant to look at
Yet its too god ****** far away to be with.
I couldn’t be like the stars that always surrounded its elegance
I couldn’t fly up to the moon because every time I tried,
I ended up falling after breaking through Earth’s atmosphere
Crashing and burning onto the ground.
Because I,
Am like many lonely hearted, hopelessly romantic, empty hearted people in Earth’s room who always wanted the warm fuzzy feeling of someone holding their hand
Of someone holding them in their arms
Of someone just being there for them when their world is crashing down on them.
I,
Am, like many people who have those awkward weird feelings of seeing everyone around them coupling off one by one,
Leaving you stranded all by yourself in a lonely corner entitled “Loveless Creature”
Yet,
In that corner,
I always saw that devilishly looking moon
That always ******* stared down at me because I would never be able to reach the skies and become a star so I too can surround its elegance.
And I am always fearing that this dark corner I sit in
Would forever become my “home” because I feared that
I will forever remain a loveless creature.
Because I will always be a loveless creature…
So,
Can I please go back to those beautifully filled childhood days where all I ever required and needed was the love I received from my parents and even the graceful loving moments being surrounded by friends who never coupled off
Can’t my corner be a little bit brighter?
So I can endure the pains of being an empty hearted creature?
Because, walking through those cruel ugly hallways
Is just making me suffer.
Because, seeing that god awful moon
Is just causing unwanted tears.
Heh,
I guess its just the feelings of a loveless creature.
So,
Allow me to apologize to my friends who already found someone to complete them because I am unable to feel truly happy for you.
I am sorry that when you say, “I love you as a friend,” it never really filled the emptiness in my heart,
And for ******* cramping your style,
Because I cannot truly smile
Sorry for being entitled as the loveless creature,
And for having ****** up emotions
Sorry for crying when I looked at the elegant moon,
And for reading to you to you a disgusting depressed poetry about how ridiculously loveless I am!
And…
For those who are lonely hearted, hopelessly romantic, people who need to fill that empty void in their hearts,
Sorry that we all mostly feel the same
And that life put us in this cruel game,
But…
Maybe in the future, not so far…
We will become a star,
Shinning ever so brightly
Next to the one elegant moon
That will forever complete that emptiness in our hearts.