I can feel my heart turn to rot inside me
I used to be so full of love
So full of life

But now I spend my days alone
And it is nobody's fault
Except for my own

I can't believe I fell for you so hard
God, why am I so stupid?
I knew that you and I could never be

It would be easier to make a quiet exit from the world
And I wonder
Do you even care?

From a broken home to broken trust and everything in between. . .
I am who I am - just me.

I've made mistakes & been accused of the wildest of things. . .
Though I've become a better person through it all.. I still remain - just me.

I've had it all and lost it too.. Along with my mind and feelings. . .
No one else dragged me through the mud or seen me through - just me.

I've built new walls around me, that I now stay in comfortably...
No one can gain access again.. NO, not that easily..
Cause no one else has the entry key... No one else..

JUST ME.

Shiny bright sparkling thoughts come BURsting my head.

      A reason to be strange!!!

Loud ..

        Obnoxious..
          Little BRAT ..
OH of a MATTer of FACT.......!!


That's my bipolar personality
You either fall madly in love with me or maybe hate me cuz I'm crazy!!!

I am not good enough for your standarts
I am just the arrow to play darts

You wanted her
I'm not preety as her
That's true
My black eyes not comparing with her, blue

I don't blame you, it's my fault
Now i could feel the losing volt

Being painfull to know
Clare as the winter snow
For not being enough for you
But there is only you and just you.