My dying heart was never important to you,
My careless words
Never sunk in.
My guilty thoughts almost busted at the seams,
How can I hide my face if you were never looking in the first place.
You can never move the pieces,
If you do not understand the object of the game.
Nervous you clutch the wheel unable to drive
Sinking I am unable to stay afloat.
Breathless and broken down,
I give in
No longer afraid to disappoint you.
For you were never the one whom
I was suppose to show my art work to,
Just the fool in disguise.
Lessons are there for us to learn in due tike
So alone in a world
When the only thing that matters is
What other people want,
Drugs are always considered the top priority
And having feelings
Will make you wind up
As crazy as they come.
When looking for
A friend is too much of a risk
And falling in love
Is the biggest mistake of your lifetime.
Never trust anyone whom tells you
To trust them and always have a look out
Because you might get caught
If you need a point of Black
You call them back
And if you need a fix of white
Slip into the abyss
Your never be free
If you decide
You need more than ****.
☆ Smooth and shiny round marbles seem to roll around in my brain .
Each one of them happen to be a piece to the puzzle.
Like a million excuses for why
Not to deal with my situation,
Letting this so -called Can of worms
Unleash it's self
Into the world.☆
just a quick reminder to let your creativity inspire
Goosebumps appear right before
The sharp needle pierces my ivory skin.
This elixir that I crave to inject into my veins is arousing.
Happens to be nothing more electrifying or exciting to feel as a euphoria begins rushing thru my entire body.
Pumping the intoxicating elixir to my *** and down into my wet *****
This pleasure is so complex it's extraordinary.
I crave Daddy's thickness deep in my *****.
I need to feel him deep inside me penetrating my core
I can't help but explode as my cummies overflow all over the bed.
****** ecstasy, remastered reflections
Currently, there has been so much craziness going on, that I don't have a clue what is really happening in my life.
The way he holds me in his arms
The smile on his handsome face,
The look in his blue eyes
The way in which he smells,
The sound of his gentle voice.
The sound of his laughter
His sweet kisses
Being wrapped in his love
Feeling the warmth of his skin
The way he always spoils me
he always calls me "Annie"
Her fair porcelain skin was exceptiona soft and radiant
Her face a rare beauty
Those eyes a spectacular dark green
Never mind the scars deep into her core
Because she remained the same every day.
So easy to trick her sanity
She chooses the make-believe world
The manner in which they move around the room
His arms stretch out to he pulls her in
The dances that last all night
The pair seems to be a beautiful sight
The audience cheers
Applause all around
The clock ticks on by
In the enchanted realm
It could survive the hardest part
Growing old and forgetting the moments that keep her alive
Soon the world goes dark
As she sits alone in the empty room
Though she tries as she closes her eyes
She remembers it all
The star of the ball
Tears began in
to fall, Once again
Its all past
Reliving the continuous life that
She wishes would have
She opens her eyes
Touching her face and looking in the mirror
She once again notices the wrinkles on her old skin
And thoughts of him so near
Loving him so much
When he died so young
The only world she lives in is the one in her head
Where they are 25
having the time of their lives
And early morning hours
Around swinging here and there
Tripping and falling
And giggling and having a wonderful time
To be in love so young
Only nothing last forever time does move on
Her heart begins to break
This is more then she can take
She comes to the dance floor every evening after 4 pm
To pick up her granddaughter who practices every day
She promises her lover
To continue with her dreams
But she can't so she live thru her granddaughter.