Im love sick.
  I'm love sick because of you,
   I'm love sick because you rejected me,
    I'm love sick because you didn't ignore me,
     I'm love sick because you helped me,
    I'm love sick because you're kind to me,
   I'm love sick because your a obsession of mine,
  I'm love sick because you're you,
I'm love sick because you didn't make it awkward,
  I'm love sick because you're respectable,
   I'm love sick because you are beautiful,
    I'm love sick because you're kind,
     I'm love sick because you're sweet,
    I'm love sick because you're cute,
   I'm love sick because your innocent,
  I'm love sick and I enjoy the chase.
I'm love sick because your not afraid.
            It's like I'm drunk.

these passing moments with you
could declare a lifetime
of temporary happiness
if only you knew
how important you are to me

innocent games we play
rewriting the rules
changing the motives
never knowing exactly
where the fun ends

i'd like to believe
you would never cheat

there is a fine line between
knowing how to play
and actually playing
which i would assume
is kept exclusive
between us

when desire takes precedence
over consideration towards one another
outweighing the good and the bad of you
becomes unbalanced
as i am always biased
in regards to matters of the heart

even if you never love me
the way i love you
memories we made
will stay creased
on the sheets where i lay
waiting for you to come back

I used to put my faith into these numbers.
Wishing, hoping and dreaming that time could define
A perfect life with you….
and still
It doesn’t make sense to look back,
and think that 11:11 was just that.
“Make a wish” in text, sent every night,
Not a superstition and more than a time.
It was my way of saying that I truly love you,
and our dreams and our hopes will grow to be true.


I 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 to have faith

Maybe it wasn't him,
who was making decisions,
maybe he was just filling the orders
of his supervisors.
What if there was bigger God above him?

Maybe he didn't know about anything,
nobody briefed him
on what was going on down here.

Wha if he is innocent
and can't take the responsibility
for injustice and pain?

What if he never had the right
to an advocate?

Is it cruel to silence a pregnant woman with a dozer
Sold their souls to a war criminal's thirst
Rationalizing every lies with more of them, so kosher
Ask the children died of starvation and thirst
Ever felt threatened by the fire they spit
Lessons never learned, or was it a skit

a life a life an
innocent life we were once
ha ha i love you